Chapter 11

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Louis looked in the room and saw a boy with raven hair, he couldn't recognise the back of him but he knew it wasn't Harry. He sighed and walked in. He walked over to the table and when he got to see who the person was he stood back in shock.

"Zayn?" Louis said.

"Um. Hi Louis." Zayn said walking over to his ex best friend ready to hug him but Louis shook his head and pushed Zayn away.

Zayn sighed and sat down at the table and Louis closely followed pushing out his chair so he was opposite Zayn but keeping his distance.

"Louis, I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry I made you feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry for blaming my departure from One Direction on you and Harry." Zayn said

Louis winced at Harry's name it hurt. He looked up at  up at Zayn and just hoped he didn't notice, Louis took  in a deep breath and sucked in air. Trying to stop the tears feeling.

"I ruined everything, I'm the reason you're here, I'm the reason why you are in hospital and I'm so sorry."

Louis sat back and thought back to the time when everything changed.

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Louis sat nervously at a restaurant waiting for Daniel. He didn't know why he was so nervous, he hadn't  been that nervous since he shared his first ever kiss with Harry.

Daniel  was a lot better looking than Louis had imagined, he was tall with a slight tan, had rather scruffy brown hair and gorgeous green eyes. Louis was drawn to his looks but he tried to take his mind of that. He had Harry.

"Hi Louis." Daniel said in a raspy voice.

"Hi." Louis looked up and smiled at Daniel.

He sat down and they talked for hours about everything music related. Daniel seemed so nice, that Louis thought he was the whole package.

They met up every day for a few weeks, in the same cafe, by the window looking out on the busy street of London. Until one day was different.

When Daniel arrived one afternoon he seemed wary and tired as he sat down opposite Louis, he looked up and smiled slightly.

"I have to tell you something Louis." Daniel said.

"What's wrong?" Louis questioned.

"I've been lying to you Louis, everything I said was fake, I faked my twitter account to make you think I was a professional writer. If you weren't so vulnerable and depressed it wouldn't have worked. You would have seen through the lies but it was easy to get to you. I'm sorry."

"I kind of realised that the moment we started talking." Louis laughed.

"You did?"

"Yeah you couldn't rhyme for shit, had no clue on song writing whatsoever." Louis chuckled.

"Then why didn't you say anything?" Daniel questioned.

"Because I liked spending time with you. It was nice to be distracted from my life with Harry I suppose. Things aren't good with us right now and I just needed a break."

"What's happening?" Daniel asked.

"Harry seems to care more about his music than me, he gets home late every night and I'm sick and tired of it. We don't have anything to talk about anymore. I've been feeling so depressed recently and I have no one to talk to about it. I wanted to talk to Niall, Liam and zayn I wanted to ask for their advice but they hate me."

"Why do they hate you?"

"Because I fell in love with my god damn best friend. I fell in love and they're selfish pricks and I wish I didn't fall in love, if I never fell in love with Harry. We would all still be together. So I wish I could turn back time and never fall in love because my life is miserable with him in it."

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