I seriously just write whatever chapter pops into my head. Soooo yeah sorry I feel like I should be writing stuff like first kiss and stuff, but this just kind of happens.- xox Holley
Ashton: Your p.o.v
Today I sent Ashton for some guy time so I could study, thanks to finals coming up. My phone starts to ring and I look to the screen to see Ashton's face. "Hello?" No one replies, but I can hear someone talking in the background. "I mean I love her, but she talks way too much. You can't get a word in edge wise and she's kinda loud." Ashton says. I want to stop listening, but I just can't. "Sounds just like you mate." Mikey jabs. "No I'm serious she never shuts up. She blabs on and on about nothing important." "You just got home mate give her a minute she'll pipe down." Luke chimes. I don't even wait to hear what anyone else has to say I just hang up the phone. As soon as the phone call ended I burst out into tears. It hurts to know that your boyfriend thinks you talk to much and to loud. That's ok. He doesn't want to hear me talk, then he won't.
I'll give him what he wants.
Later that day.....
His p.o.v.
"Hey babe I'm home!" I call. No response. "Babe?" No response. I begin looking around the flat and finally find Y/N at her desk studying, something stupid she already knows, but will never use in life. I figure she didn't respond because she has her headphones in so I sneak up behind her and kiss her neck. She doesn't move or jump like I thought she would. Then I realize she doesn't even have her headphones in. Is she ignoring me? But why? "Babe what's wrong?" I ask. She shrugs. "Are you ok?" Shrugs again. "How was your day?" She rolls her eyes and shrugs yet again. "Seriously babe what's up?" "Just giving you what you want." She mumbles. I look at her confused. "What?" I ask. "You want me to shut up so that's what I'm doing." WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT? Oh...... I must have butt dialed her when I was talking to the boys. "I wasn't even talking about you baby girl. I was talking about Lauren. No babe I love hearing you talk, it's one of the many many things I love about you. If you don't believe me you can call the boys, but I promise you I was not talking about you. Babe you're perfect." "I just- I just." She is on the brink of tears, so I pull her to my chest. "I just- just thought that I was getting on your nerves and that you were going to leave." she cries. "I would never leave for something like that baby. I love you way too much." "Promise?" She looks up at me with her tear stained cheeks. "I promise."
Calum: Your p.o.v
Calum has been really distant lately. Ever since he got back from tour he's been gone a lot. "Hey Cal?" I call. "Yeah?" "I was wondering if you wanted to go see a movie later?" "I can't I'm hanging out with the boys." "Oh ok." I frown. "Is something wrong babe?" "No, no everything's fine it's just... don't you think we should have a night out we haven't in a while. And I mean you'll have to leave again soon for tour and everything." "Can't we go to a movie some other time?" "Yeah sure, of course." you sigh. "If it's gonna be a problem I'll call up the boys and cancel." "I wasn't even saying anything." I snap. "I can tell you're upset by the look on your face." "Yeah I am upset, but I'll live you have more important things to do I understand." "Fine I'll call the boys." he sighs. "I don't want you to call the boys." "Then what do you want me to do?" He snaps. "I want you to want to spend time with me." "Maybe I would if you weren't so clingy." Well that was like a slap in the face. "Maybe I wouldn't be so clingy if I didn't have to beg you to spend time with me! Well you know what Calum?! I'm done begging for your attention, I'm done crying because of you, I'm done putting up with your $h!+, I'm so done!" "Babe I-" "Don't call me babe I'm not your 'babe' anymore. We're through." "Babe please. I'm sorry. I've just been really busy planning something." "And this something is more important than me, your girlfriend." "Actually this something was for my girlfriend, and after this something I was hoping to call my beautiful wonderful perfectly perfect girlfriend my fiancé. But I guess I can't do that if we're over." he sighs. "O my gosh. Yes. Yes I'll marry you! I love you! I'm sorry baby! I love you." I jump on his lap and kiss all over his face. "Thank you baby, I love you. I'm sorry. I promise i'll propose way more romantic later. Okay?" "It was perfect already, but I know no matter what I say your gonna re-propose." "You got that right. I want everything to be perfect for you and this was not perfect, it was a perfect answer, but the question was not asked properly." I smile and kiss him again. "I love you." "I love you too baby girl."
Luke: Your p.o.v
Luke got home from tour a few days ago and has not shut up. Which is fine I know how excited he is to tell me everything that's happened. I've learned to filter what he says as if it's important or if he's just rambling on. He only does this for the first few days so I'm just letting him have his moments. He deserves it. All he's doing at the moment is rambling on, but something he says stick out. "And there was this one girl in the front row at this one concert and she was gorgeous. She was so little she looked breakable and she had really pretty eyes and flowy blond hair. She looked like a model." His word kept running through your head as he continued to blab. "Babe is everything alright? Babe? Are you even listening?" He waves a hand in front of my face. "Oh what yeah sorry. Go on." "Are you alright?" "Yeah I'm fine." I fake smile. "Well I asked if you wanted to go get some lunch." She was so little she looked breakable.
"No thanks babe I'm not hungry." "Are you sure?" "Yep I'm positive." I say. "Ok. I'll be right back." I nod. I keep replaying everything he said in my mind and I don't even notice that I'm crying until Luke comes back and runs to me hugging me. "What's wrong? Are you ok? What happened?" I just cry harder into his chest. "Sweetheart what's going on?" He rubs my back. "I-it's stupid." I stutter. "Nothing that could make you cry is stupid." He says taking my hands in his and sitting me on the bed to face him. "I just... You just... This is so stupid." I put my head in my hands. "Babe." He says. I sigh. "Why are you with me Luke? You could find someone so much prettier and skinnier and just all around better. Why me?" "Because I love you and only you. There is no one prettier or better in my eyes. I much rather have one of you then a thousand of the other girls you think are prettier. I love you princess." "Thank Lukey. I love you." I hug and kiss him. "I love you to baby, probably a little too much." I laugh and kiss him once more. I never felt insecure about that again.
Michael: Your p.o.v
"Babe are you ready?" Michael calls. "Yes." I walk down the stairs and Michael doesn't smile he gives me a grimace. "What's wrong babe?" "Hun don't you think you look like a $\ut?" My eyes went wide. My dress wasn't even tight or short let alone $\utty. "Actually no I didn't, but I'll go change. But if you don't leave now you'll be late, just go on without me I'll meet you there yeah?" "Alright. I love you." He comes to give me a kiss but I turn my head so it ends up on my cheek instead of my lips. "Love you too." I say blankly then walk up the stairs. "He doesn't know what a $\ut is. Well you know what he wants $\utty I'll show him
$\utty." I say to my chameleon. I take off my dress and search through my closet. I find the perfect dress to show Michael what a $\ut really looks like. I pull on the tight, short red dress and put on my stilettos. I throw a long black coat and zip it up. I decide to tweet his fans giving them a warning I will be looking like a $\ut at the award show.
Hey guys I'm going to be dressed really outrageous today it's a prank on Mikey so don't freak out ok?
I had like 40,000 Twitter notifications so I went through to see what they thought. Most of the replies were good a few were hateful, but for the most part fans were excited. Thank goodness the fans always loved me. I know Michael won't get the Twitter notification because he is required to shut his phone off. I drive to the place and catch a glimpse of Michaels hair. I walk right up to the boys and give them all a hug, except for Michael. He made me mad. "Aren't you warm love it's like 80 degrees and you have on a coat?" Ashton says. "Actually I am." I say as I start unzipping my coat. As I pull of my coat all the boys glare at me with wide eyes. I just smirk at Michael. He storms off. "Am I missing something?" Luke asks. "Only that Michael called me a $\ut in the black dress he picked out, so I'm just showing him what a real $\ut looks like." "Ok then." Luke sighs. "Shouldn't you go get him?" Calum questions. "Yeah yeah." I walk off in the direction Michael stalked. I see him sitting on the steps sulking. "I only wanted to protect you." "Michael I'm a big girl I can handle myself." "I just didn't want you to get hate from the "fans" and then you show up in that and there's nothing I can do." "The fans know. I told them I was going to prank you." I explain. "I love you baby and I'm sorry I could have said that so much nicer. I'm so sorry." "It's ok Michael just next time tell me and don't call me a $\ut ok?" "I promise." "I love you." I say. "I love you too." "Im gonna go change." He gives me a confused look. "I brought extra clothes incase this happened." "Oh thank Goodness. I mean you look really hot in that dress, but I don't want guys to get the wrong idea. You're mine and only mine." he hums and kisses me. I change into my other outfit and have an awesome night at the award show later explaining to the fans I pranked Mikey off camera.
Ok then. Sorry Luke's was short and bad. Whoops. I don't even know what happened with this chapter it's just kind of happened. Oh well.- xox Holley
QOTC: How was Christmas???
Mine was AWESOME. I bought a bunch of clothes with my Christmas money, and I got Four and Livesos and the 5sos book and a bunch of other stuff. Oh and I got to go see the Trans Siberian Orchestra. THEY WERE AWESOME.
Ok well I hope you had a good Christmas and I wish you a happy new year.
