A few days later, Spades texted me saying that she needed help with something. I told her that I was free anytime and will always be there for her. We agreed that I'd show up at her house around 9. She even offered to take me to a Cafe that wasn't far from her house.
The next day I woke up around 7:45 to get ready. After showering and getting ready, I had to get my mask and a package that I was holding for her. Spades had just started taking up gardening and ordered some supplies. I didn't know exactly what it was since opening other people's mail is illegal. Whatever was in the box, would be revealed my Spades.
When I left the house, I had forgot my keys. I called Spades and made sure that she was awake. She answered and asked why I wasn't answering before. I might have accidentally put my phone on silent. Throughout the whole journey, I listened to a bunch of songs on Youtube. I was excited to see my best friend again and to show her my new mask.
When I arrived, I called spades and she came down to open the door. She took the box upstairs and I waited for her to walk back down. She walked out and we started walking to the Cafe.
While we were I told her," I can see you with a bunch of dogs in your future, you seem more likely to have dogs than kids." I said this because she really wants to have dogs so it's a more likely possibility.
Spades said," I want to talk to you about that later." Her tone and hesitation told me that something bad was happening. Trouble was brewing within my kingdom and I could sense it.
I asked,"What happened."
She responded with," We'll talk about it later." I knew not to push her because that would only make things worse. By this time we'd made it to the Cafe. I needed a minute to decide what I wanted. It sucks how you can get that gut feeling that something's wrong. Especially when you can infer the possibilities of what can go wrong. I had a bad feeling that this was about the relationship.
Long story short, Spades decided to break up with him.
I didn't want to believe it. I tried to find a solution that wouldn't hurt him as much, but Spades is stubborn. Once she makes up her mind on something, there's no convincing her. I couldn't believe that we had literally just formed and already the kingdom was crashing down. We could have lost the guys forever and I really couldn't accept that.
I love Spades but if something were to ever happen to me, I wanted her to have Diamonds and Clubs to be there for her. I don't want her to be alone.
Goodbye by Rose Valtorae (original) :
I would fall to the center of the earth for you
Crawl through a fire despite the pain
Say whatever and I'll believe you
I know that you'll never do the same
You can say you love me but actions speak louder than words
I found the truth
You never gave a damn about us, nope it was all about you
Even through the torture, I won't cry
Baby don't make me have to say goodbye to you
Don't make me have to say goodbye
Don't be mistaken, I still love you
I guess that's why It hurts so much
You left me like we were nothing
I miss your smile, I crave your touch
Now you want me to backtrack
Like we can go back to being friends
Did you forget that my heart is broken
honey this is where our story ends
We could've gone through this together
You chose to let me go
I hope you're happy with your decision
But I guess I'll never know
I would fall to the center of the earth for you
Crawl through a fire despite the pain
Say whatever and I'll believe you
I know that you'll never do the same
You can say you love me but actions speak louder than words
I found the truth
You never gave a damn about us, nope it was all about you
Even through the torture, I won't cry
Baby don't make me have to say goodbye to you
Don't make me have to say goodbye
I've tried my best to understand you
To love your everything with all my heart
I gave you everything you asked
Now you wanna tear me apart
I'd give you the brightest star in the sky
You won't even look up at me
We wouldn't work because you won't try
You already gave up on me
I gave you my faith, I gave you my trust
You barely even tried
And gave up on us
I'd never give up on you
That's what you don't see
I guess I don't mean as much to you as you mean to me.
I would fall to the center of the earth for you
Crawl through a fire despite the pain
Say whatever and I'll believe you
I know that you'll never do the same
You can say you love me but actions speak louder than words
I found the truth
You never gave a damn about us, nope it was all about you
You let me down
Now I know
You didn't trust me enough
You chose to go
Didn't even try to fight for us
That's what hurts the most
I know what I felt was love
Now i'll disappear like a ghost
Even through the torture, I won't cry
Baby don't make me have to say goodbye to you
Don't make me have to say goodbye
Baby don't make me have to say goodbye to you
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