Music is their lives. And music will bring them together.
A simple minded girl finds herself entangled in the complicated world of show business. She must push through all the hardship to find friendship, love, and her own music.
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You can't do this to me All the things you said are like a mask It hides the truth and rips me apart, it pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this
BTS - I Need U ♪
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Mark POV
"Seyeon..." she walked away, "Seyeon wait," the door closed behind her, "please..."
I got up, a lone tear streamed down my face. Anger started to build inside me.
I ruined everything. This is all my fault.
*Flashback*
I heard a knock at the door and turned around quickly, "Seyeo-" my words caught off, "you... what are you doing here?"
Sunny came waltzing towards me, "what? Aren't you glad to see me?" She smiled brightly, "you did great out there Markie," she planted her arms over my shoulders. I was taken aback at the sudden display of affection and I could tell the members were too. Taeil looked at me with wide eyes, mouthing the words, "what the hell."
I pulled her arms off me, "what do you want, Sunny?" My tone was dismissive. I hoped she would finally get the clue and leave me alone, but she didn't.
She pouted and sat on the makeup table in front of me, "remember when you used to come see me at my shows like this?" The lilt in her voice was flirty. I kept quiet, trying to ignore her.
"You used to wait for the girls to leave so we could-"
"Stop. Stop talking," I said.
"We'll wait outside," Taeyong said ushering the guys out with him. "But I wanna see! It's so dramatic!" Jungwoo pleaded before Taeyong closed the door behind him.
I grabbed her arm making her stand up, "see what you did? Why do they have to leave their own changing room for you?" I scoffed, "you're the one that needs to go."
"Aw... babe don't be like that," she cooed.
"Don't call me that," I turned around, walking away from her. I didn't like how her presence made me feel. It was bringing back all the painful memories of when we were together. All the pain of when she broke my heart.
"What? Babe?" She followed me, slightly laughing.
Why is she acting like this? Has she no self respect?
"Why can't you just leave me alone? It's been a year, Sunny. You cheated on me. What makes you think I wanna have anything to do with you?"
Her expression changed, becoming something darker, a look unknown to me.
"Can't you see I'm trying?" She looked at the floor, her voice dropping an octave, "why can't we just move on?"
"I have moved on. You're the one that hasn't."
Her arms were flat by her sides. Her fists clenched so tightly her knuckles were turning white, "Mark," she looked up, the rage she was manifesting quickly turned to sadness as water started to pool at her eyes, "I'm sorry. It was a mistake. It didn't mean anything, you know that."
Why is she still talking about this?! It's been long enough. Why can't she just leave me alone?
"Please stop this, Sunny."
She walked closer and closer, making me step back until my back was flat against the wall. She cornered me, just as she had for the entirety of our relationship. How stupid I was for letting her. All she did was use me, and I let her for so long.
"Mark, look at me," her voice was soft. I turned my gaze to her, eyes flickering not wanting to look into hers for too long; afraid any buried feelings would try to resurface.
"Mark, please..." I felt my heart beating faster, her face too close to mine. "Please... I can't live without you... I love you," she forcefully pressed her lips against mine.
I couldn't move. What did she say? I couldn't do anything. I love you? How much I wanted to hear those words. How much I longed for her to tell me that a year ago. All I ever wanted was to hear her say that, and now that I had, I knew.
I knew it was over.
The feelings I was so scared would resurface, didn't. All I felt was pity for the girl that ruined love for me for so long. It was clear as day; I didn't love her, I loved Seyeon.
"Mark?"
Oh my god, Seyeon!
I immediately pushed Sunny away. Seyeon turned around, quickly running from me.
What did I just do?!
"Seyeon! Wait!"
*End of Flashback*
I looked at the door she walked out of. A hundred knifes sliced at my heart at the thought of not seeing her again. I looked back at the mirror in front of me. The yellow lights dimming around me as I stared at my reflection.
It was a mistake. A stupid mistake. I shouldn't have let this happen. It's all my fault. It's all my fault! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!
"FUCK!" I kicked the mirror forcefully, shattering it into tiny bits in front of me. I didn't have time to process what I had done as I looked at the fragments on the ground, all reflecting my remorseful self.
I walked back, slowly leaving the room, not caring for the damage.
