Beastars Jack x Male Reader

Journal Log #1

Part 2

Chp. 1

Authors Note: I'm not sure how many chapters will be included in this second part but until I run out of ideas I'll keep writing. Please be aware chapters will be coming every week or two. Even if they aren't as long, however, how can I stay away from Jack?

Journal entry #1

It's been two weeks since the encounter with Jack's father. Ever since then I've haven't regretted a single moment, I talk about my past to Jack. I wasn't happy for a reason back then, now I'm free. Kinda like how a butterfly has to start as a caterpillar, but once it's mature it can live freely. Back home life wasn't easy, however, you learn to live with it. I couldn't talk freely because I was worried. I worried about losing my family... and more. I miss them a lot. There is a silver lining, I can cuddle with Jack all I want. Screw what I said when I was a freshman, love is so worth it! Nothing beats being held in the one you love arms.

Everything looks positive, Jack's father and Jack are getting along like usual. He even started acting, well, he isn't as mean as before I guess? He started to talk normally to me but has made a bad habitat of making a few jokes out of me. Whatever, better than before. I'm so happy that there back on track,I was so worried. His dad locked the door and didn't come out for three days straight, we never saw him once. On the fourth day, he was back up and running, I'm not sure what happened but he pulled it together. Now I think they're relationship is going to be even stronger, now that everything is out in the open.

Speaking of relationships our partnership has been doing phenomenal, although we are only kissing... for now. I love Jack, I won't tell him so badly I love him. I want to scream it to everyone but whenever I open my mouth to say those three words I can't talk, I just can't. I need to, I want to, hopefully, very soon I can. Since school is starting up soon we've been non-stop playing video games. The other night we stayed up so long we couldn't remember anything. We woke up in the garage, I'm not sure what caused it. Staying up for over 24 hours can't be that harmful, perhaps it was because I didn't drink enough 24-hour energy drink. That's right! Jack didn't the most adorable thing yesterday in bed. It was morning and we just woke up. I opened my eyes just in time to see Jack do the thing! You know when dogs lie on their back so their paws are up in the air, his head tilted? Maybe not but I almost yelled. I snapped a photo before he fell to his side.

I'm not sure if we'll be able to sleep on the same bed starting next week. School is right around the corner and with a few canine rooms, there is a pretty good chance we'll be separated. However, Jack's father is a very strong man and could probably get us together. That of course if he still doesn't have a grudge on me. I hope that he doesn't because now that I'm writing I realize I've never really met anyone other than Jack, Mr. C, and Legoshi. I'm sure I'll be fine regardless, but I still have doubts.

Well, that should wrap this journal log, I hope I remember to update this. It was actually helpful. I can record everything in here. So far all good thoughts, negativity stay away!

-Ethan