Soulmates || Jelsa fanfic

Chapter 33

Jacks' POV:

It's been a few weeks since we found Emma and Elsa disappeared.

I would never be able to see her smile again.

I would never hear her laughs.

Emma has been adjusting slowly, and the night I brought Emma home, I think everything in my household was fixed. My parents and I are slowly talking and Emma is going through lots of therapy and is on a lot of meds. What those men did to her was unspeakable, and disgusting. 

We figured out that H was Hans. The boy who bullied Anna and had his leg frozen off by the Snow Queen. He has been seeking revenge on Elsa for almost a decade! Then there was his partner on crime. Dr. Facillier. He was this creepy dude who could do some sort of voodoo magic. That's how he was able to change Elsa's memory. 

We still don't know why they would do that, but right now, it dose;t really matter. Both of the criminals survived the Snow Queens's attempt to murder and are due for their trial in a few days.

I've been to see the Snow Queen a few times. She is still unconscious and every time I go and see her, my tattoo starts acting up.

It's been slowly fading away.

The first time it happened, I burst out into tears. The pain was unbearable and it also meant that Elsa was leaving with my mark.

I don't know how to help her. I don't even know where she fucking is! 

I don't know if she can hear me.

I don't know if she is sad or angry.

I don't know if she was even alive!

I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!

I can't focus in school and I am probably gonna have to redo my senior year. I barely have enough credits to graduate and I have missed an absurd amount of school. 

But there is one thing that honestly tears me apart every single day.

I never told her how I really felt towards her.

I never told her that I love her.

Throughout the years, I knew I loved her. 

From the moment I saw her, I knew that there was something special and different about her.

Even when I lost my memory, I only bothered her because I was always intrigued by her.

I decided that instead of going to school, I would go visit her.

I was in Grey-Sloan Memorial and I immediately felt better when I saw Dr.Karev.

"Hey Jack. How are you feeling today? " He asked me while giving me a handshake.

"Hi Dr.Karev. I'm doing fine. I'm uh, just looking for someone." I stuttered a bit.

"Oh, who are you looking for?" He asked with a small smile.

"Uh," I started, "T-The S- Elsa. Elsa Arendelle." I said shivering slightly.

HIs smile turned into a small frown and he just sighed.

"I'll take you to her." He said while putting down his clip board.

When we arrived into the room, I was shocked.

Everything was barred up, there was glass surrounding her bed and the room was freezing.

I looked at her, she was hooked up to multiple machines, and was tubes coming out of her arms and one near her nose.