Forever Alone... Or Not

Chapter 10

POV: Nicco

Ha! I fucking wish that happened.

Instead of having an amazing, romantic time. Micheal passed out from a panic attack. Understandable but also impractical. 

Although I was planning to tell Micheal he can not find out because I bit him while having sex. 

I'm sure you know fromTwilight that some vampires have powers. Well, lucky for me Bethany can manipulate or even erase memories. 

"Bethany, I need you to come over. I did something bad." I said into the phone. She sighed.

"How bad?" 

"I accidentally bit and knotted Micheal and he passed out from a panic attack bad." I said and I could feel Bethany's anger through the phone. 

"You're a fucking dumbass." She yelled and hung up. Being the person I am, I called back.

"Bethany please erase his memory. I was going to tell him soon, just not like this. Please Bethany." I begged. There was some silence on the other line for a minute before she talked again. 

"Okay fine, but you have to promise that you will tell him soon." 

"I promise I will, just not like this." 

"Okay, I'll be there soon." she hung up. 

Earlier, after passing out, I brought Micheal to the bedroom. I put comfy clothes on him after wiping him down. Then, I tucked him into the sheets. His face was peaceful while sleeping.

I pulled the chair against the wall closer to the bed so I could hold Micheals hand. I can't believe I did this again.

I hurt Micheal again. God, I can't do anything right. 

When I was a kid I bullied Micheal because I had a crush on him. I just could not give in to the fact that I was gay.

And then the time in the pool. My advances towards him made him freak out. Last night I thought that all this pain and regret would stop. We could finally be together. Now, I really don't think we should be together.

Micheals whole life was filled with pain and some of it was caused by me. All I want is  for him to be happy and safe and if that means I can't be a part of his life, then I'll make that sacrifice. 

"Nicco!!!" I heard along with banging. Bethany was at my door and I didn't realize. I zoomed downstairs and opened the door. 

"Stop it, you're gonna wake him up." I yelled. Bethany invited herself in and I went to close the door. A dark hand reaches out and stops the door from shutting. 

"Sariha?" oh shit. 

"Hello, Nicco." she seethed. Her green eyes were narrowed in on me with such frustration and anger. 

She walked in, her shoulder forcefully bumping into mine. Such strength for a human, jesus. Bethany just snickered as I gave her a look.

Bethany took a seat on the couch while Sariha stood with her arms crossed. She was shifting her weight from foot to foot and her jaw clenched and unclenched like she was contemplating on what to do. Yelling at me is what she chose.

"So, you bit Micheal and now you want Bethany to erase his memory? Are you crazy?" 

"Don't forget he knotted him." Bethany shouted out.

"To be honest, I don't even know what the hell that is and I don't want to. What I do want to know is why you think it's okay to erase Micheal's memories for your benefit, huh?"