Diary of an Angry Husband | Jinkook ✔️

Two

Jimin joins his best friend in his office and hands him a cup of coffee. "You look like you didn't sleep much last night."

Jin took the coffee from Jimin's hand, feeling thankful as he needed it more than anything. He had not slept much last night as he had work to finish upon, and with Jungkook being upset with him, it only made his night more stressful.

"I didn't sleep. I finished up the write up for the closing on Joon's Consulting and reviewed the notes their attorney sent over. Then I had to my markup and sent it over to our attorneys. Peter was working last night, too, so we just kept communicating until it was finalized. And of course, Jungkook got upset with again."

Jin took a sip of the coffee and plopped down in his chair, leaning his head back, feeling completely exhausted.

"He found out you had an abortion, didn't he?"

"What?! Oh, god, no. He would probably kill me or ask for a divorce if he did." Jin let out a heavy sigh, thinking of the what if's of his husband finding out he had an abortion.

Jimin looked at his best friend, feeling sorry. He knew how worried Jin had been about the possibility of Jungkook finding out he had gotten an abortion, hence the reason why they had gone to a private clinic, one that wasn't affiliated with the hospital Jungkook's practice was affiliated with.

"I don't think he will ever find out. After all, only you and I know, so unless you tell him, he won't know." Jimin said, trying to reassure Jin. He had been best friends with Jin for years, and breaking Jin's trust was something he would never do. He had often lied just to keep Jin out of trouble with his husband, and it was one of the reasons why he and Jungkook didn't get along.

"He would be extremely hurt if he found out, and I get it, but I can't have another child right now, not at the peak of my career. Do you know how much I hated being pregnant with Ae Ri? I love her and all, but after finding out I was pregnant, I feared because of her I'd have a setback in my career. I truly believe had I marry someone different, I would've not been able to run this company as I have been. He stops his career growth so I could have mines, and that's why a second child wouldn't work. I don't want him giving up any more than he has already."

Jin recalls the big fight he and Jungkook had after he attempted to return to work two weeks after having their daughter.

Jungkook then had decided to quit being a doctor at the hospital he was working at. Opening his own practice so he could manage the hours he worked, just so he could be there for their daughter, but before doing that, he stayed home with their daughter for the first two years while Jin went back to work.

"I totally get it, plus things are at their peak for this company. You being pregnant wouldn't help right now. It would only make you more stressed out than you already are. I'm sure Jungkook would understand that."

Jin only nodded in agreement with Jimin, but he knew for a fact it was something his husband wouldn't understand. Jungkook was calm for the most part, but when he got angry, Jin tried to avoid him at all costs.

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Jungkook's Pov:

"You are leaving already?" Taehyung, my best friend and colleague who works with me at my medical practice questions as I walked out of my office.

"Yeah, today is early dismissal for Ae Ri. I promised her we would go and watch a movie today after her stunning performance last night. I know she's excited, so I don't want to be late."

"Why do you always gotta make me look like a bad father? I swear Hoseok would yell at me less if I did half the things you do. Maybe next week we can double up, I can bring my kids, and we see a movie together."

I laughed at Taehyung because I know very well how Hoseok chews his head off for messing up when it came to their kids.

"Sure, sure. We can plan something. For Ae Ri and me, it's easy. Just let me know when works for you and your four."

He knew I was messing with him when I highlighted him having four kids, plus one on the way. Because every day, I had to listen to him complain about how noisy the house is and how I should be thankful I had only one.

Which I was, even though it would make me happy if Jin and I had another, but I know my husband having another child might cause him to commit suicide.

He hated being pregnant with our daughter. I had never known a miserable and unhappy pregnant person until Jin got pregnant.

From the day he found out he was pregnant to the time until he had our daughter, he was annoyed.

Since Ae Ri's been born, Jin has been faithful to staying on birth control. We didn't discuss having another child because I knew the answer, and to save myself from getting upset or having an argument, I left it alone.

He gave me one child, and he didn't have to do that, so for that, I was thankful. I knew how much his career meant to him.

When I meant him, I hadn't expected that he would one day be the CEO of his father's company, but when it happened it was something I had to adjust to, so our family could work.

Before Jin became a workaholic, we had a really good marriage, but as work became his focus, he sometimes neglects the importance of other things. However, it didn't make him a horrible husband or make me wanting a divorce.

I still love him as much as I loved him when I asked him to marry me. My only hope is for him to learn the balance of family and work.