Diary of an Angry Husband | Jinkook ✔️

Ten

Seokjin's Pov:

While driving home, I tried calling Jungkook, but he doesn't answer any of my calls. It was making me very emotional, as I hated it when he ignored me.

Walking into our home, the lights were off downstairs, and it is quiet. I don't bother turning any of them on as I head upstairs to our bedroom, where I knew he would be.

As expected, he is in our bed with his laptop open but closes it as soon as I enter the room. "Hey, how was your day?" I tried asking, making light of the situation, hoping he wasn't as angry as he sounded on the phone. "I had a lot of work today, and I didn't see the time until you called. Jimin stayed behind with me to help too. I know you say you are going on that trip, so I am trying to wrap a lot of work to have time to pick our daughter up from school and be home with her while you are away. Which you know will be hard if I don't get a lot of the stuff out of the way right now." He just kept staring at me as I spoke. I was running out of things to say at this point.

"Want me to call my mother to watch her? She can come here and help-"

"NO! Please don't. I got it; she is my daughter. I will take her and from school. It's a few days; I am sure I can handle it." His mother didn't hate me, but she didn't adore me either. She felt her son did too much for me, and I walked over him, which was not true; I love my husband, and we have an understanding relationship. If she comes here, she will point out everything I don't do right, and if Jungkook is not around, it gets real ugly quick.

Jungkook places his laptop on his side table and gets off the bed, walking over to me. "You intentionally stayed behind at work because you were upset that I told you I am going on this trip. We have been married for a very long time now, Seokjin; I know when you are acting up. Which is fucking childish as we have a daughter who depends on us! She should be the reason you want to come home, yet you wanted to be spiteful and stay out late. Don't give me that bullshit about you had work to do, and you were trying to finish things up. Jimin has a home, his daughter is sick, but neither of you considers what goes on in your home when you are in the office.

I don't care if you get upset or want to be spiteful. I am still going on my trip, and if you can't be home for our daughter. I will get my mother or your mother to come and stay with her. Neither of them would mind."

Not wanting to argue and have him yell at me, I just hugged him and rest my head against his chest, "I am sorry, and you can go on your trip. I promise you; I will work towards being there more often for our family and not doing things like this. My mom or your mother does not need to come. I will take care of our daughter. Just remind me what time I need to get her from school, and I will make sure I pick her up on time." I was ashamed that I didn't know the exact time our daughter got out of school, but Jungkook mostly handled those things. I rarely ever picked her up from school.

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Jungkook's Pov:

For the past month, Seokjin has been coming home a lot more on time. Yesterday, he surprised me by offering to pick up Ae Ri, which was I thought was nice; it seems he was preparing for me leaving tomorrow on my trip.

However, I was a bit concerned because he came home early from work complaining of back pain. I knew work could be stressful for him, but if Jin came home because he wasn't feeling well, he must be unwell. I made him soup as he said the pain was not too severe, and he just needed to rest.

Knowing he is not feeling well is pregnant, I couldn't leave on my trip anymore, I had to cancel. I am sure I can look for a conference later in the year and attend.

After canceling my trip, I tuck Ae Ri into the bed and head to our room to check on Jin. Shock to find him in our bed groaning in pain. "babe, are you okay?"

He looks up at me, holding his stomach, crying, "i-it hurts Jungkook."

I rush to his side, kneeling next to our bed, "where does it hurt?" My eyes widened as I pull back the blanket from him and saw spots of blood on the sheets. Getting up from next to the bed, I grabbed my phone and call for an ambulance. Then I call Taehyung, requesting him to pick up our daughter while I take Jin to the ER.

I tried to stay as calm as possible, but it was hard; he was losing the baby. I didn't need someone else to tell me. I could tell. I wasn't sure how it was possible, but I am sure we would find out.

"J-Jungkook, what's wrong? Am I going to be okay?" he asked while crying, still leaning to the side on the bed, holding his stomach. I placed my hand on his and gave him a weak smile, "you will be fine."

"And the baby?"

I became relieved at the ambulance's sound as I didn't want to answer him. For once, as a doctor, I wanted to be wrong.

******

Some hours later

I was not wrong; Jin had a miscarriage. He was still a crying mess, and I tried my best to hold it together for us as we awaited the attending doctor to tell us why this could have happened. I couldn't understand what happened; he was fine, healthy. He saw our family doctor recently; everything was fine. It didn't make sense; none of it made sense.

"It's going to be okay; it's going to be okay." I rubbed his hand and kissed his forehead as he continued to cry. I hated seeing him in any form of pain, I know this would take a toll on him, and I didn't want it to. It's hard; I couldn't even process it as of yet. We had one daughter and have never experienced something like this before. I was excited for our little one. I have always wanted another child, which breaks my heart; I don't know how to make sense of it.

As the attending doctor walks back into the room, I turned to face her, "did your tests show anything?"

"Yes, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. Your husband has Asherman Syndrome-"

"What? How is that possible?" I stood up to face the doctor feeling even more confused. Ninety percent of people with Asherman Syndrome occurred following a dilation and curettage abortion, but that wasn't the case for my husband. Jin never had an abortion.

"W-what is Asherman Syndrome? Is that bad?" Jin asked the doctor looking at me, confused.

I turned to look at him, taking his hand into my own, "baby, it's is a rare, acquired condition of the uterus where scar tissue or adhesions form in the uterus due to trauma, which is most common in people who have had a dilation and curettage abortion. But that's not your case. Now we need to find out how this could have happened and why it was not discovered before now." As soon as I explained to Jin what the doctor was talking about, he started crying.

"It's okay, baby, it's okay. This can be fixed with surgery. Dr. Yang, do you know what could have caused this? Are there any other issues that could have caused this to happen? My husband has never had an abortion. We have one daughter, and this his second pregnancy-"

"Jungkook?" Jin called me, cutting me off. I turned to look at him and noticed he is crying more than before. "What's wrong, baby?"

"I-I, I...I h-had an abortion."