Hope so, Hope not

Chapter 1

(Note: I'm not a pro, so don't judge me if I wrote something wrong.)

Here we go again! After a day has passed, another day will begin. Nothing special and nothing new. Walang bago!

It was our first day of college life. For some people, it was very special, but for me, nothing special.

I was about to enter the school when someone got my attention. After that, when I was bigyan ng pansin, iyon binaling ko ulit paglalakad patungo sa loob ng paaralan.

When I'm lecturing in the classroom, I'm tahimik na akong umupo sa isang silya.

Ilang minuto pa ang nakalipas, then someone approached me and asked me.

Hi, would you mind if I sat besides you? Siya may kaputian at makinis.After a few seconds, I replied to her question.

"Yah, sure," I said, at agad itong umupo sa tabi ko.

"I'm Kate Haranes, by the way, and you are?" She said that

Ask me again. I'm not that friendly, but since I know how to respect people, I just have to be kind.

"I'm Chelseah Aya Hillary Swift," I said.

Nice to meet you. "Oh what a great name. Can I call you Aya then? "She asked me again. 

"Yeah sure," I assured her, smiling.If you guys are wondering, kung bakit pumayag ako, because it seems like she's a good person, But still, I have the guts. I always have trust issues in my head.

After that conversation with Kate, the class begins. Like the usual things on the first day, Introduce yourself and something to discuss. Then, following our four subjects in four different prof.Kate and I accompanied each other to our school's cafeteria for lunch.Although I was planning to spend that time taking my lunch at my dorm, it suddenly changed because I found Kate. Little did you know that since I have trust issues and I'm not that friendly a person, I was really afraid to be friends with someone, but luckily Kate jumped in. At least I'm not alone now.

After eating our lunch, while she was telling us her story about her life, I just found out that she was lucky to have everything that she had. They are kind of a rich family, but she keeps on denying it. She also mentioned that she already had a boyfriend and that she would introduce me to his boyfriend once we met.

Then, after that long, chitchat-filled lunch break, we go back to our classroom. Kate and I are in the same class for the whole semester because, you know, we're in the same field, as you know. We're currently taking BS psychology.

After our class, we got home, and surprisingly, me and Kate were in the same building in our dorm again. She was my neighbour.

After eating my dinner inside my dorm, Kate texted me to come inside her dorm because she wanted to introduce someone. At first, I thought it was her boyfriend, but when I got inside, She introduced two girls. It was Kyla and Cloe. They are on different courses. Kyla was taking BS Biology and Cloe was taking up BS Pharmacy. But we are all in the same field, which is the medical field, as you notice. And that's all it begins. I found a new group of people and I kind of miss my high school circle of friends.

I'm not like other people who make friends; I'm the one who waits for them to make friends with me. It's not pride, but I'm just being careful. Yes, I admit I have trust issues for some reason. I don't easily give my trust to other people, but I can still be kind to them.

I am Chloe Aya Hillary Swift, 18 years old. My family is not rich or poor; we're just in the middle. My parents raised me in a responsible way, as they thought we would understand how life is hard and rough. I'm not spoiled. I couldn't get what I wanted if I didn't save money for that stuff. You can say that I'm responsible. Most of the people said that I'm masungit and not friendly, but I can't blame them because that's how they feel towards me. Even my friends said that they thought at first that I was really masungit, but once they got to know me, they excluded those thoughts about me. Yes, they are right. I act masungit and unreachable, but I assure you, once you get to know me, you'll definitely exclude those thoughts.

Sometimes it's not bad to build a wall because it will challenge those people who really want to be with you and stay with you. 

Ang madaling sabi na yun kung paano ka pakikitunguhan kung maglalakas loob ba sila o susuko nalang.Because not all people who have a passion for something are able to do so, it is necessary for them to work hard in order to realize their worth.

Whether they stay or not. It's up to them to take action. I'm just being myself. I don't really care if they give attention to me because hindi ko yun hinihingi. I'm already thankful to have those people who will remain and stay with me. I just hoped that they would be still.

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