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13

Kairi

I was avoiding him.

Everytime I looked at him all I could think of was his closet filled with sex toys.

And when I thought about the toys, I thought about what it would be like if he used them on me.

We both knew that there was a new tension between us. It was sexual tension mixed with a bit of fear on my part.

A week had gone by and I was fully recovered minus the fact that I still had fading hickeys on my neck and chest.

Whenever I caught a glimpse of them in the mirror I would find myself fantasizing about Mattia doing things to me. But that's all they were... fantasies.

They could have been more, but I was too pussy.

I was scared of doing things again because I was brought up thinking that sex was something that people did when they fell in love and had a stable relationship.

Obviously Mattia and I weren't in a relationship and we certainly were not in love.

Yet still I wanted his touch. I craved it.

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Short chapter cause I really just wanted to ask a question...

So like if I made a rant book would yall read and like actually answer me cause I need ppl to talk to...

Just say yes or no and I'll make my decision.

Just a warning that if yall say yes, get ready to read some depressed ass shit cause I have a lot of bottled up emotions lmao

Also I'd be talking about my crush cause he's like my only friend rn so yeah ❤

Enjoy <3