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24

Kairi

It was around midnight and I couldn't sleep. I got out of bed, immediately shivering from the cold air of the night. I stepped into some black sweats that I found in my closet and a matching black hoodie.

When I took a closer look at the hoodie, I noticed that it was Mattia's.

Fuck.

That just made me miss him more.

I wanted to get rid of the hoodie. Burn it maybe. But I didn't. I just brought it up to my nose, sniffing it. I inhaled Mattia's scent, smiling softly. He smelled heavenly.

I grabbed my car keys off of my nightstand, walking downstairs to get to the garage. I unlocked the doors of my Range Rover, climbing in after it opened the garage door. I turned on the radio and made my way to my desired location.

About twenty minutes later, I was here.

The cemetery.

I parked my car in the empty parking lot and got out. I took my phone with me, using it as a flashlight. I walked along the stone pathway and walked up the little hill.

Seeing her grave, I smiled and quickened my pace. Stopping at the headstone, I ran a hand over the letters.

Haruko Cosentino

"Hi, mom." I greeted as I took a seat on the ground, my legs crossed. "Sorry I haven't visited in a while. Things happened."

I looked at the headstone, as if she was going to answer me.

"Yeah, I kinda fell in love mom. His name was Mattia. He's not dead, he just messed up." I say shaking my head.

Another moment of silence.

"I thought I could do this." I sighed. "I thought I could manage without you, but I can't. I need you here. I need you to hold me and tell me that everything will be alright. I know that Papa is trying his best, but it's just not the same. I miss you."

"Can I tell you about him? You wouldn't have liked him at first, but he would have grown on you like he did me. Dad liked him right away. Maybe because they're both Italian... Anyways, he was nice to me. He could be a little possessive and controlling but it was all to keep me safe."

"He wanted me to himself and I wanted him for myself as well, but we got into a fight."

I hesitated.

"He saw me kissing another guy. I didn't want to though, Pinto misunderstood me. Mattia got mad and did some things. He did some bad things."

"I miss him even though he hurt me. I want to forgive him, but no matter how hard I try not to think about it, his words are stuck in my head."

I never cared about you.

"Its late and I'm delirious. I'll see you later okay ma?" I stood up, dusting myself off and kissed my hand placing it on her grave. I smiled before walking back to my car.

Would I ever be able to see Mattia again?

(No ◉‿◉)

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i hope yall didn't forget what's in Mattia's closet

Also I want Kairi to meet someone new

Either that or he starts dating Pinto, but if Pinto comes back then so does celery

Oops, I meant celia

I'm kinda envisioning a sad ending for this one...

Enjoy ❤