Eternal Love [Jenlisa]

Chapter 14

LISA'S POV

I was staring at the aster in my hand for how many long i couldn't even know.My finger brushes against the petals of the aster , bring it up to to my nose inhaling the sweet scent , but only to place it back on its place.it's pretty , but this is not the one i'm looking for

I take a step forward and instantly stop on my stance in front of the rose flowers , my all time favourite flower.i'm just planning on taking a look at it for a while , but my hand couldn't help but to secretly pluck the petals and again bringing it closer to me , smelling the fragrance that was enough to made me smile

"God damn it lisa stop ruining my flowers!"

i flinched when i recieved a hard slap on my arm.chaeyoung huffed while her hands on her hips , looking at me with a scowl

"I'm sorry" i giggles and shove the petals in my hand inside my patch pocket.she glare at me for a seconds before she turn around and give back all of her attention on decorating the bouquet of flower

Turning my gaze back to the front , it's only took me a seconds to find the flower that i'm looking for.i let out a breathe chuckle and take it in my hands

Her favourite flower

"Will she like this?" i mumble to myself

I come here today to prepare something with chaeyoung for tomorrow.i've told her everything about the things that she need to do for me , so the last thing i hope is that jennie will be happy with my gift

At the first time i gave her a flower in high scool , it's unexpectedly end up being threw on the floor , which surely made me hurt at the act

But days by days , i get used to it.jennie also seemed like lessened the uncivil behavior of her towards me , causing me to feel quite convinced that i have a chance and all i need to do is to be patient

And my patience really should be commended.after all these years , i'm surprised that my feelings for jennie never change

From the first moment my eyes fell on her , i knew i'll be in trouble.because i knew it was the starting of the day she would never leave from my mind.

but still , i never thought a love at first sight could make me like this , for how many years she have been holding a special place in my heart.my heart was in her grasp , she could easily make me fall deeper for her by a simple acts and could tear me apart just in a split of seconds at the same time

I don't know what am i to her , are we even friends?did she ever consider me as her wife?or am i just a stranger in her eyes?I don't even know

I absolutely know the consequences that i need to face if this love won't turn out like what i'm hoping to be , but there's nothing i could do.love is not something that we can easily throw it away

Even in a high school year , my heart already almost burst out from it cage everytime when my eyes met her beautiful feline eyes.so how am i suppose to stop loving her when she's now actually married to me?instead , my love grow wider for her.knowing that she's living under the same roof with me , and knowing that i'll see her everyday in the morning , evening or at night

"This one?"

Chaeyoung asked , bringing me back to reality.she noticed the gaze that i've been keeping on the flower with my lips forming a smile , i look at her and nodded

"This is her favourite flower" i said , remembered about the day when jisoo help me by telling jennie's favourite flower to me , and thanks to her , jennie often hesitated to throw it away like how she used to do with my other flowers after that