A Mafia's Love| J.JK✔️

30: Don't Hurt Him

Minhee POV

The next day I had no will to go talk to Jimin or think about my mission. I don't know why. I feel so deflated. I skipped first period because I couldn't look at Jungkook. Not after what I saw yesterday. I just sat on a bench outside the whole time. Hey baby...

Did I tell you, your looking beautiful tonight...baby

Fuck get out of my head! I grab my hair with my hands and bend down frustrated.

And I see a girl pressed against the lockers with Jungkook making out with her. Hard.

No stop thinking about it! Don't think about that again!

I watch Jungkook's lips skilfully attack hers with both his hands against the locker keeping her in place.

Ew, ew. Minhee please stop! I grip my hair tighter as these painful memories keeping coming into my mind.

The way he's biting and eating her lips all up as though he wasn't eaten in a week

Why? Why am I thinking about him? Why do I keep thinking about this? Why do I keep thinking about Jungkook.....Just stop! Why does he keep invading my mind....Is it because he kissed me a few days before he did that?

Jungkook moves his lips along then down my jaw and I gulp as I feel something wet on my neck again.

I release my hair but my mind is still chaos. I've never felt like this before. I've never been unable to control myself. I feel a lump in my throat thinking back to how he kissed me that night and everything he said.

"She's mine" He whispered.

She's mine....She's mine....Stop! No I'm not! I'm not yours Jungkook. I'm not and I never will be. Stop invading my head! I know that night everything he did and said was acting. But...But it felt so real the way Jungkook said those words.

She's mine....She's mine

I hate this! Stop it! Why can't you get out of my head...I need to stop thinking of these events but I can't. Why...I gulp remembering how insane my body felt when Jungkook's lips were on mine. And how I wanted to run away as soon as I saw those same lips on the other girl's.

I hate this feeling! I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I'm not used to not being able to control what I'm thinking. I've never thought of a person when I'm supposed to be thinking about a mission.

No, I don't love him. I don't even LIKE him. No. Love makes you hesitate. It makes you weak. It ruins you. Love makes you weak.

And a mafia can never be weak.

So, stop getting in my way Jeon Jungkook. I'm warning you. Before something happens.

~*~

At recess I decide to go to my locker hoping Jungkook will already be done from there so I won't have to see him. I'm really not focused right now and I hate it. I make my way to my locker and fortunately he's not there. Feeling more relaxed I go to my locker and get my books out.

"Hey" I nearly jump hearing that voice as I close my locker. I turn my head to see Jungkook.

"Ugh...hi" I say plainly. Jungkook leans against his locker facing me. "You know, I consider myself lucky." I stay silent unsure what to say. "Your not gonna ask why?" Jungkook tilts his head.

I roll my eyes. "Why?"

"Because, you always say hi back to me. Whenever someone else tries to talk to you, which is not many since most people are scared of you, you always give them your signature cold glare. And end up swearing at them. But me...I always get a nice reply back from you even if it's tiny" Jungkook looks at me and slowly a smile appears on his face. Not a big one or a tiny one. Just right to make it look beautiful.