40: A Sweet Present

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You have no idea how chaotic my mind is right now. My thoughts have gone so insane that I can't even hear them or think properly. Everything is just a loud buzz. I want to wake up from this nightmare. Kill him...Kill Jungkook...Kill Jeon Jungkook...The kind kid that did everything to make friends with the new girl...The innocent boy that never gave up on making me talk to him...The sweet man that secretly tried to make me smile...and succeeded...

Everything is chaos. I want to break down really hardly. But that would show weakness. And I can never do that.

I'm so anxious that I'll see Jungkook today. I walk into school again with my bag slouched over one shoulder like normal in a tight, black half sleeve shirt and black, pleated short skirt with black boots and my dark hair simply brushed straight. I can't help but glance around everywhere in case Jungkook appears bouncing around carrying his energy everywhere like usual. I don't want to see him. I actually don't think I can see him. I don't want to know what my emotions will make me do if I see him.

I'm going to skip all my classes today. No one can stop me or get me to work. I'm just going to hide from everything so Jungkook doesn't randomly appear in front of me. I want to finish this mission as soon as possible. The faster it's over, the better. I think I have an idea and should be done by the end of the week, maybe before then.

I think of this as I lean against my locker in the empty corridor before lunch while everyone is in class. I also took a quick photo of Jin's car number plate. It might come in handy. I sigh closing my eyes.



"Hey, I've been looking everywhere for you"

The voice I've been dreading to hear suddenly rings through my ears as my eyes snap open to see no one other than him

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The voice I've been dreading to hear suddenly rings through my ears as my eyes snap open to see no one other than him....

His smiling face just lights up something inside me. I can't help but look at his perfect features. His eyes which carry so much light inside. His lips which curve into a gorgeous smile that any other girl can fall for. It's all going to be gone soon....and I'll be the one to blame for getting rid of it.

"Are you alright?" Jungkook asks seeing my blank face just staring at him with sorrow in my eyes. I draw my eyes away from him and sigh. "I'm just not feeling so great" I reply in which my devastation shows through that Jungkook picks up.

Jungkook frowns sadly seeing me unhappy. He steps closer to lay his hand on my shoulder. Immediately my eyes glance intensively upon the hand on my left shoulder. As if something unusual is there instead of just a hand. Maybe a week or two ago I wouldn't have thought anything of it but now every little action of his is feels like something huge.

"Do you want to talk to me?" Jungkook asks kindly as ever, looking at me with deep care.

I look back at Jungkook with confusion. "Why do you want to know my problems?" I ask back curiously with a sense of rudeness. But mostly confusion.

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