phone notes。

dream.

we're young they say
go follow your dreams
don't waste your life。。。

but i-
i don't have a dream.

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I see people's eyes light up
As they speak of their dreams
something they're passionate about
something they live for
something they're working towards
I want to ask them how it feels like
Because I only have soulless eyes
when think about my future
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They say life is full of paradoxes
"Uncertainty is the only certainty"
For once
I want to be certain about something else
something that can make me feel like
I'm not wasting my time
wasting my energy
I'm not blindly,
mindlessly moving forward
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It's like I'm
running a marathon without knowing it's distance
Just running
running
And running.
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If I never get to know how the end of the race looks like,
What's the point of constantly running?
I only have 1 choice
and that is to stop running.