Let's Play Pretend - former (pending ) Realize... (Completed and being edited)

Parting Ways... The beginning of the end

Ilang araw narin na hindi kami nagkikita ni JN, it was always Cy Cy ang naghahatid at sundo sa akin... Kung nagkikita naman kami, JN always has an excuse why he can't stay for long... He changed suddenly...  He bacame distant... and I don't understand why, bakit siya nagbago?

Ano bang nagawa kong kasalanan? Why is he treating me like this? o baka naprapraning lang ako...

Tinanong ko na rin si LJ tungkol sa attitude ni JN sa akin ngayon... Di rin niya alam at di nga niya napansin... Lech! Kasi naman ang busy mo sa lovelife mo... naturingan ka pa naman na bestfriend ko!

Ilang beses ko na siyang sinubukan tawagan...it would either be he won't pick up the phone, if he does he always has an excuse at nagmamadali pa...

I tried to call him again today, I'm so fed up with him na... kung may kasalanan ako e di sabihin niya sa akin, not like this, para akong loka loka dito wondering what I did to make him treat me like this... although dating loka loka na ako...

Himalang he picked up the call right away.... What!? irritated niyang tanong sa akin... "Aba JN last ka na lang ha, basta gusto mong makakita ng stars..." di ko namalayan na I voiced out my thoughts...

parang nagulat naman si JN, he lowered his voice a little... "What do yuo want?" he told me in a very cold voice... gininaw nga ako sa sobrang cold... brrrrr....

"Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nagawa ko sa iyo, yet we need to talk, no buts and excuses, this is freakin me out, it's getting on my nerves..." kung cold siya ako naman nag-aapoy na sa galit...as in Katniss na ang peg ko dito... Girl on Fire!!!!

"Ok let's meet at the waiting shed, what time are you available?" casual niyang tanong sa akin...

"I'm done with tutoring by 7 pm, will that be ok?"  sagot ko sa kanya coldly... nge bakit ako na ang cold dito?

"ok" then he hung up, Aba taray! 

For the whole day, di ko nakita ni anino niya sa school... And parang whole day din ata wala ako sa mood...

Break time na namin... Nagdala ng food si Cy Cy sa office ko... Nahalata talaga niya ata na wala ako sa mood...He hugged me from the back... "Nakasimangot ka ulit... It's becomng a habit Dahly,.. that is not cool..." Ipinatong niya yung head niya sa shoulders ko...

"Eh kasi naman yang bestfriend mo di ko maintindihan, siya ata abnormal sa amin eh!"

Litanya ko sa kanya, He gave me a peck on the cheek... Cy Cy explained to me everything that he could, He told me he likes me, nanliligaw na nga sa akin, everyday ata na nagkikita kami, inuulan niya ako ng sobrang sweetness niya, naninibago nga ako, I never thought that he could be so sweet... Ayan tuloy yung inis ko naglaho bigla.... pero still I can't deny the fact galit pa rin ako kay JN...

He gave me a massage sa shoulders... "Calm down, you will end up venting it out sa write ups mo..." he smiled after saying that... Lech! Cy Cy, kung di lang ako confused ngayon baka nahulog na ako sa iyo.....

"Mag-uusap nga pala kami mamaya, I'll be confronting him.... kayo nga pala, are you two ok?" tinanong ko siya without looking at him...

"Hmmmn, that is a tricky question... I guess we are in a way, yet he tends to be secretive when it comes to you... umiiwas siya sa topic when I try to bring you up, and like you confused ako..."

Bumuntong hininga ako, I'm really confused... 
"Sa tingin ko kasalanan ko why he changed and became distant" I heard Cyrus say that... tinignan ko siya, he looks so serious and worried... like me, important din si JN sa kanya and their friendhip is also crumbling down...