Ahhhh hello? I am back from death lmao just kidding. I opened wattpad after months (ngl years maybe). Idk how to write this but there are things I wanna clear and things I wanna say. Okay here it goes
When I wrote this God awful fanfic, I was about what? 15 or 16 years old and I was kinda new to the whole kpop wave and I was also not aware of certain things. I come from a conservative family so I can proudly say that I am a self taught person when it comes to making myself aware on things. And when I look back at this fanfic I wanna change so much.
Okay first of all, Taehyung isnt a pedo in this fanfic, I think I made that clear. At that time I just liked the concept of Taehyung being loyal, patient and older than Jungkook and Jungkook being a typical fuckboy for which I wanna punch myself lmao. Also the whole virgina and dick thing... yeah I was so stupid. Honestly I thought I was quite well-informed on the whole omegaverse thing cause to this date omegaverse is my favourite thing to read but if I wrote this fanfic right now, it would have been 1000 times better. Oh and let's not forget the beautiful grammar and vocabulary hahahaha. Boi do I wanna jump out of the window when I re-read this garbage. I mean, I am still shit at writing but boi at that time I was so bad. Also the ending, I know I know it was rushed af but like i was so done with this shit. I just wanted it to end as quickly as possible.
I am ngl but I really wanna delete this book cause I hate it alot but when I read the comments and see how yall kinda(?) enjoyed it, I feel really happy. Right now i am in a mental state where i don't wanna write anything and this has going on for 2 years now. I really dont wanna write. I feel like I dont know how to. 3-4 years ago, I had so many ideas, I wanted to write so much but now I can't. Like I have ideas but I dont wanna write them.
I am sorry, wattpad is the only platform where I have so many followers and I have an opportunity here. I am grateful, I truly am. I love yall nasties for reading this trash. But I cant guarantee you if I will write more fanfics. Maybe, just maybe I will write something if I have inspiration but right now its unclear.
Also no offence but I dont like the whole set up of wattpad anymore like call me a bitch but I miss the ad free wattpad.
Anyways thank you for supporting me and reading this shit. See you soon hopefully?
Suk
8/7/20
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