Anesthetized Woman. (Burnt Skies Series #1)

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It's 6am and i just woke up. Ang klase ko ay 7am pa naman magsisimula kaya eto ako nakahilata paren nagmumuni muni and nagchecheck ng sns. I'm scrolling my news feed when my phone suddenly vibrate and started ringing like crazy.

"Hoy Zahra napakatagal mo naman atang magising diyan!Kanina pa ko nandito sa sala niyo dude! " she shouted.

I realized that it's my bestfriend Primrose. Basta boses gaga si prim yon agad.

"What? Why are you in my house huh?! are you planning to eat here para di ka na gumastos ha?" sagot ko sa kaniya.

Iyon naman kasi minsan ang lagi nyang ginagawa pero natutuwa si Mama sa kaniya kaya ayos lang daw. May umaakyat sa hagdan at papunta yung yabag sa kwarto ko ,my door opened aggressively then—

"Eh kung sakalin kaya kita ng bumangon ka na diyan inday, talagang aasarin mo pa ko sa phone bago bumangon noh?!" she said while holding her phone acting like she's going to throw it at me.

"Hahahhahaha!! Ito na nga e! Sino ba naman di magulatang kung boses ewan yung bumungad sayo sa umaga like duh?!" I laughed while teasing her. I burst when she make face being irritated.

-We walked all the way up to school since it's just a few blocks away. We've reached school and unang bumungad samin ang pagmumukha ng gwapo kong boyfriend, yes oo ghorl may jowa ako.

He's waiting at the corner of our waiting shed. I came running to him and he's face was like not that so happy when he saw me but i ignored it, maybe it was just his bad mood in the morning.

"Goodmorning hihi" i said while hugging him tightly from his side.

"Morning, Zahra can you please stop being so clingy in public? Are you not ashamed?" he said with an irritated face.

"Oh sorry, you in a bad mood ba?" i asked carefully just incase na mas lalo syang magalit.

"Nah, I'm in a pretty fucking good mood Zahra." he said sarcastically.

Then he left me and started walking me to my room. Nagmadali ako para magpantay ang pace namin. We reached my classroom. He just stops in front of it and stares at me blankly. I think he's saying that i should go inside. I nodded. I initiate a kiss on his cheeks but he suddenly swerved, trying to avoid it.

Siguro he's just really not in a good mood.
I walked in sa classroom ko and got my seat near the window hindi kasi ako masyadong makapagfocus pagnapapagitnaan ako ni Hera at Jaimie , yup they're my seatmates sa ibang subjects namin and everytime na magkakatabi kami palagi akong napapagalitaan sa ingay nila. I'll be happy kung kaklase ko si Prim but she's in section 1, and I'm in section 2. Then my teacher came in ,everybody stood up.

-Classes was already over. I'm planning to surprise Harvey in his room. But I'm the one who got surprised. He's carrying Hera's bag with his right arm,walking her to the school exit while smiling like there's no tomorrow.

"Hey! sabay naman ako sainyo sa exit din ako papunta e, wala na kong gagawin here sa school. " I said.

It is fine but I'm hurt. I stopped when i saw their hands clasped while intertwining their fingers but i remained silent, i walked faster than i should, leaving them in their own world.

I love Harvey. I don't wanna loose him that's why hindi ko pinupuna yung mga bagay na dapat pansinin dahil ayaw kong mag-away kami.

- I'm already halfway to my house,  when some guy gave me a handkerchief ,probably saw me crying. I said thanks but i didn't get to see his face because it's getting dark and he has his hoodie on. Atleast i sad thanks.

Got home and i overthink so fast. What if he's already tired with me? What if they're really together? What if i just don't wanna lose him so i let him hurt me? Mas better ba si Hera sa akin? ...all these questions distracts my mind.

"I'm not enough." I said while lying down in my bed with my uniforms still on, staring at the ceiling while hugging my pillow for comfort.

Tinamaan na ko ng kaantukan while ovethinking. I slept with all my worries inside.

- It's Saturday morning and pupunta ako sa bahay ni Prim later because it's her little brother's birthday. Everyone's invited.

"Mama, ngayong araw po yung pinaalam ko sainyo nung monday ha, baka po nakalimutan ninyong nagpaalam ako hehe" i said talking to my gorgeous mom while eating breakfast. Tulog pa yung kapatid ko . Yup, her name is Astria.

" Ah ngayon bang sabado yun? Edi sige basta wag ka lang magpapagabi ha!? baka mamaya umuwi ka ditu lasing lasing ka nako talaga lagot ka sa tatay mo" mom replied to me while still cooking some hotdogs and eggs for Astria i think.

I already take a bath and just putting make up on my face ,i feel like tying up my hair so i did . Prim will be so stunned pagnakita nya ko sa damit na ito. Cause I'm wearing beige cargo pants and a black halter top partnered with a black leather boots. She'll shout for sure because I'm showing some skin lol.Got my black purse and I'm ready to go, leaving all my worries about Harvey in my room.

"Ma! Alis na ko! Labyu!" I shouted while running downstairs.

"K." mom shouted back.

I just laughed in my mind. She's really savage sometimes.

Anyways I'm already here in front of Prim's House. Prim saw me from their big open door and came running like a fucking cheetah . She looks stunning with her plain black skirt just ended above her knees and a yellow spaghetti strap. She looks cute—

"Sabi ko na nga ba at magdadamit ka ng bongga!!!  Buti na lang nagganto ako dahil gaga ka! Hahahhahahah , let's go inside" she said while holding my hand, dragging me to go in.

I saw her few classmates talking to Hera and Jaimie. They're here pala.

"Where's your little bro huh? Where is Prince? " I asked.

"He's with mom i guess, greeting some guests. Tara inom us wine " she answered, leading me to their kitchen and grabbing some wine to drink.

While we're chatting about school we heard a noise inside Prince's room, sounds of kissing lips and ripping clothes ,we can also hear the bed cracking up like there's someone jumping on it. At first we didn't paid some attention because it's their privacy.

"Looks like Prince got some wild guests for his birthday Hahahaha!!" she said awkwardly sabay inom ng wine.

"I think you should atleast check them and tell them to be careful with the sounds harhar" i said to her before drinking my wine.

"Yeah i guess i should, stay here ha." she said to me bringing the wine with her.

2 minutes ago, i heard a loud glass shatter.
I panicked because the first one that immediately entered my mind was Prim, I ran from the kitchen to the second floor where Prince's room was. I saw the shattered glass on the floor. Prim's just standing there and looking inside the room but not moving. Out of curiosity, I also looked at what was inside the room. I expected two people making love based on what we heard from the kitchen but I did not expect to see them.

Ang unang pumasok sa isip ko ay ibato sakanila ang hawak kong wine glass. Ang ibato ito kay Hera na ngayon ay nakahubo't hubad. Pero hinarangan siya ni Harvey. It's like Harvey's protecting his damn precious gem.

Instead of shouting at them,  i remained silent. They stared at me as if I am a pitiful child. I stared back at them but with a smile on my face. I want them to feel guilty. After this I'm going to leave this place.

" It's fine, i know I'm not that enough for you, and Hera's the one you really wanted. I hope you two last long." i said, turning my back against them ,leaving Prim speechless because of what i just said.

"Prim I'm going home na huh ? Sabihin mo na lang kay prince Happy Birthday ha? Thank you mwua" sabi ko kay Prim. She's speechless but she nodded.  I guess she knows that i really want to be alone specially right now.

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