A Spy love story

Chapter 16- forgiven

I ran and ran searching for him until I stopped to think. Where do both of us love that's at this hotel. The beach. He had to be there because the pool was off limits at a certain time.
I search and finally find him sitting facing his knees hiding his face on the seemingly dark sand. Tears fall down my face when I see him in the same sad state that feels like a knife stabbing me continuously. How could I hurt him like that. I didn't even know he could be hurt. I didn't care about being exposed or about my dad's warning or of the mission I have to take control of. I only cared about him.
" you know I don't blame you for wanting to hate me and not talk to me but please just believe me. I love you, I know this now. Oh what I mess I've made I just added to the list of bad things that happen to your life and I'm sorry. I really am and I just ...." I ramble on until the sudden wonderful taste of Joshua lips catches me completely off guard. His arms wrap around my waist once again and all my sadness drifts away. I wrap my arms around his neck and then reach for his wonderful dark hair as the kiss becomes even more intense. He pulls away too soon leaving me panting and wanting him more than before.
" I don't understand" I say awakening from the trance he leaves me.
" I couldn't stop thinking about you, I don't want to lose you, but I don't know you" he says struggling with his words.
" well I'm still trying to find the answer to who I am, but for the minutes that felt like hours I was left in the hotel room I got something together. I am Sarah Bayfield, a young spy agent of the NGSC, I hate my ankles and insects, I love anything music- related, the beach and most importantly I am deeply in love with you."
" You're crazy." My hope vanishes at his words. " you have wonderful ankles" my whole mood is enlightened as he continues.
We stand, keeping our eyes locked.
" I realized that out of all the bad things that happen to me, loving you is not one of them. I believe you, plus John's father is also a spy just don't tell him."
"What?"
" I know about spies I just didn't know you were one. I know spies use people and lie to get there hands on information. They help solve problems but cause them too."
" I know, thats why I couldn't become too attached to you, if your uncle is caught doing what he is believed to be doing in Italy, you won't have any family left. And that affects me from catching him and righting his wrong."
" come here." He wrapping his arms around my waist and holds me tight. "I'm sorry for blowing up in your face like that."
"You have every right to be mad at me."
"The you, you are now is the you I've always loved. The funny, smart, sensitive, sweet, tickilish, sassy, gorgeous, amazing, creative, cool young lady I fell for the day I laid eyes on." Our noses are so close now they are touching.
" that's me." I smile.
"Let's get back before someone realizes we are gone" he says. We walk towards the hotel rooms as he wraps his arms around me.
" plus we need to plan to take done my villain of an uncle" we laugh in perfect unison.
" what about him being your only family left."
" Family is described as the people who love and care for you, so I have all the family I need" he says staring into my eyes.
"Plus when his sister died, my mother, all he cared about was the money he had to spend on the funeral. All he ever cared about was money. I think he bought him self his position as the chancellor, I just didn't think he would steal"
The sad expression on his face when he talks of his dreadful past deeply saddens me.
"We'll take him down together ok. " I say with comforting words.
" I love you"
"I love you more"
"I doubt that."he says smirking as I roll my eyes at his facial expression.
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