7 Letters: YOUTUBE (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 12: Jealous Boy

I'm a piece of shit, I know. AHAHAH! 

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Chapter 12: Jealous Boy

FRIDAY! FRIDAY! FRIDAY! FRIDAY! OH FRIDAY MY LOVE!

It's Friday today and it seems like the perfect time to get the weight off my shoulders for the weekend. I spent about a few hours doing some school work and glancing at my laptop every now and then. I was just going around my room with my math book in hand dancing to the FOUR album. Stockholm Syndrome was playing as I tried to process as much equations as I can, that was until I got a text message from the one and only.

I just uploaded the video and it's up now. I am nervous af.

-Noah

I instantly scurried to my laptop and found his video. I was also nervous as fuck. Noah has become a really good friend of mine, and honestly I just hope he doesn't get upset by the public reaction. The video started playing and I felt myself flinch a little bit knowing that this is it. The video was called 'Getting to Know Me'.

It started with him fiddling with his camera a little bit and then soon he stepped back, giving everyone the full view of that handsome face. "Hi, my name is Aiden Noah Halder. And this is how I look like, I'm not really that attractive, so please ignore my ugly. Nothing's gonna change except for the face showing part, I'm still gonna make videos as much as I can. I started the channel thinking that maybe a couple of people might find the things I post useful or something. I wasn't expecting millions of subscribers and messages from you guys saying that I helped you get through something. I'm flattered. And I just think I'm ready to make things more personal between me and you, the one watching this video," he said as confident as he can.

He looked down, took a deep breath, and he brought his dark blue eyes back to the lens. "I'm 18 and legal. And I'm single but I have my eye on someone, a girl. I'm straight I swear," he said with a humorous smile.

I couldn't help but hope a little.

"I hate school but I manage to maintain an A average, which is quite suprising because I think I'm quite stupid, but apparently not. Thank God. I love to read, fiction is my bae. I am a senior in high school and I am debating whether to major in English or take Photography and Film. Regarding cliques, I would be a geek but nobody really gives a fuck about the loner that sits alone in the cafeteria," he says cheekily and smirks "Except for Naya," he adds.

"She's special, I'm not quite sure if it's a good thing, but she's cool. I'm gonna put a link of her channel NayaRawr in the description below, or at the side if you're using a tablet," he said pointing in whatever direction he was refering at. And I was smiling, like a dumbass because he gave me a shoutout. "And now I'm gonna list random facts about me, don't judge." he says with another soft laugh.

"I have an obsession with mash potatoes. And pizza, but in the end, who doesn't love pizza? I love M&Ms so much I could drown in them yet still not have enough. I don't have a favorite ice cream flavor, I try different ones every time. My favorite movie is anything with Will Smith, because Will Smith," he started laughing to himself about all these stupid things he was rambling about.

I can feel a smile spread across my face even more. He is the cutest thing ever.

"My favorite male artist at the moment would be Ed Sheeran, he is amazing. My favorite band would be Fall Out Boy or Bastille. If I was a woman, I would go lesbian for Zoella. Or Naya. Fuck," he started covering his face with his hands while chuckling.

Throughout the video, I was laughing and smiling because he seemed to get more comfortable bit by bit. I was proud of him, to be honest. He just trampled on his insecurity and stepped up to face whatever he was scared of. I could barely compare to his courage.