My Story.

Oh Angel!

I don't know how long we slept. I do remember at one point being started awake. I was having a terrible dream.

They were screaming at me, coco and Iman. (Nothing different). I was strapped to a bed. They were telling me that I was crazy. That I was pathetic. That I was ugly. That there was no way Kerry could love a washed up, ugly, ageing no longer significant wannabe rock star.. I was screaming back at them that my girl loved me.. That she didn't want Bowie. She wanted David Jones.

They laughed in my face. Then I was blindfolded. I heard noises coming from behind a door. It was Kerry. She was screaming that she would never say she doesn't love me.. I heard her scream. I struggled against my restraints.

"LEAVE HER ALONE. SHE HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG. HURT ME INSTEAD"

Another scream. I was struggling frantically..

"PRECIOUS. I'M HERE. I WILL SAVE YOU. "

Iman hissed in my ear.

"Say goodbye to the little whore dahling."

Then I heard.

"KILL IT"

There was a loud bang....I screamed.

I sat bolt upright and opened my eyes. I immediately looked around.. Kerry was sitting up next to me. She looked terrified. I pulled her into my arms. I just kept repeating 2 things.

"You're still here, you're alive. You're still here, you're alive........."

Kerry moved to straddle me. I pulled her in closer. She leaned back and put her hands on my cheeks. She kissed my forehead. Then my eyes. The bridge then tip of my nose. Then my top lip.

"David.....look at me"

I opened my eyes. Her big beautiful green eyes locked on mine.

"it's okay. You're safe. I'm here. You saved me."

We kissed and I immediately started to calm down. I pulled her as close as I physically could. She held my face as we kissed. I let myself fall back onto my pillow Kerry stayed sitting up. Words didn't need to be said. She raised herself up slightly and I guided smeagle into her warmth. We didn't move. Instead Kerry lay down on top of me and put her head in my neck. As she nestled into me she said something I will always remember.

"I love you David."

We fell asleep that way.. I woke up around 11am. We were still in the same position. I needed to pee however so I gently rolled us onto our sides and extricated myself slowly from the bed. I dashed into the loo. When I came back out she had rolled onto her stomach and was in a star shape. I almost growled. She was naked obviously and I'm pleased to say that smeagle appreciated the view too. I was overjoyed that my erection problem appeared to have disappeared. I stood and watched her sleeping for a few minutes before I slowly climbed back into bed beside her.

I didn't want to disturb her but couldn't help myself. I kissed the back of her neck and her shoulders, I gently rubbed her back and and kissed everywhere I touched, my fingers lightly strolled over her sides and then down to her hips and bum. I rubbed a bit firmer, she groaned softly so I just kept massaging until she rolled over and wrapped her arms around me, giving me the prize of a beautiful kiss on the lips. She trembled a little at my touch and kiss. Then I moved to massage her legs and feet, she giggled slightly as my fingers grazed and accidentally tickled her feet. I moved back up to kiss her again letting my hands slide slowly up her legs as I shifted. I kissed her slowly and softly at first and then she wrapped her arms around my upper arms and so I leaned in to deepen our kiss. By the time we had pulled away just slightly we were both panting with desire. We lay nose to nose kissing now and again as I slid my hand down to tickle precious. She wiggled and groaned as I tickled precious. I myself was getting quite amorous , I kept pushing smeagle against her leg. She reached down to play with smeagle. It was all I could do to not pounce on her.  She smiled at me and said

"Make love to me David"

I was quite happy to oblige.  I slowly slid smeagle into precious, she gasped softly as I started to make love to her. We kissed as we made love and she ran her hands over my body and made me shiver, we moved together our bodies working in tandem with eachother. When we were about to reach climax, she clamped her legs around my waist and arms around my neck, we both moaned loudly as we came together.

Yet again smeagle was still raring to go so I led her to the bathroom. I still hadn't put the shower curtain up so I suggested a nice hat soapy bubble bath.. I turned on the taps. When I turned around tears were streaming down her face and she looked terrified again.

"Kerry love? "

She shook her head frantically and slumped to the floor repeating the same four words.

"I'm sorry I can't."

I quickly turned off the taps and picked up my girl. I carried her to the bed and sat with her cradled in my arms. She sobbed uncontrollably for nearly 10 minutes.  Once she calmed down I told her she didn't have to explain anything to me if she didn't want to and that I wouldn't mention a bath again.  She looked at me and apologised for being a basket case.

"I don't think you're a basket case "

"If I tell you why will you promise me you won't get mad ? "

"I promise."

She proceeded to tell me that ever since she was 13 Alan had been forcing her to have hot baths. Not just hot but the kind of hot that makes most people jump when they dip their foot in to test it. I felt rage but I had promised her I wouldn't get angry. Then she hit me with the rest of it.

The vile twat would put bleach in the water. To make sure she was clean. To top it off he would hold her under the water until she was almost at the point of drowning.

"Oh angel. I'm so sorry you went through that. You don't have to have a bath. I will fix the shower curtain."

"I'm okay with a cool bath. It's just a hot bath I can't do."

"Okay sweetheart we will have cool baths in the future but not today. You're too upset for that. We will cuddle up on the bed and I will give you a nice massage yeah?"

She looked at me and smiled then glanced at my crotch.

"Are you sure you don't want something else? "

"We can make love too but we will start with a nice massage."