A Letter To Her

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Dear Granny

I hope heaven is treating you well.
I haven't gotten over your death.
Especially since I found out the truth.
I wish you have told me sooner.

My life has been on a downward spiral
But it's okay, I guess.
I am used to suppressing my feelings
But I pray for healing.

Why didn't you tell me you took me away from my mother?
Why did you lie?
Was it to protect my feelings...
Or yours?

The lies & deceit
It eats me up inside.
I feel guilty for all the torture I caused my mom.
But it's okay now.

I actually bonded with my mom.
My dad & I are close, but far apart.
My uncle has been abusing me.
My aunt has found out.

School has been my safe place
But now I can't breathe.
With the workload, and the stress at home,
I don't know what to do anymore.

I wish I didn't have to grow up.
And I have had enough.
Life keeps on breaking me down
Again and again.

And I still miss you...

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