Time & time again
I am betrayed
By people I call my friends
And people I call family.I am vulnerable
And I am deemed as weak.
I let them hurt me
And I am not able to forgive.So forgive me
If I hurt you back the same way you did
If I break your heart in ways I can't explain
I am not allowed to feel.I close the door to future interactions
And possibilities of friendship.
Our paths have crossed
And shall cross no more.
You are in the past where you belong.
And I feel good about it.Forgive me
For not forgiving you.
Unlike Christ,
I don't have mercy upon you.I have hatred filling up my soul.
I hold grudges and it takes up it's toll.But it's okay...
I don't need friends
Or people who will just take.
I won't allow my heart
To be put upon the spot again.
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The Demon's Feast
PoetryThese are my pieces, some bad experiences in life written. Excuse me for making you cry, that was my intention. I hope these pieces not only make you cry, but help you through the tough times in your life . TW : abuse, sexual harassment, drugs, ment...