Anxiety creeps into my body
I wish I wasn't here
Walking on my own
Feeling dreadfully alone
I can't feel the air fill up my lungs
Stop to rest and calm myself down
I need to keep on breathing
I need to keep on breathing.
Save myself from despair
I crave peace within my brain
The way my lungs crave fresh air
And my medicine won't take me there
Nobody I knew understands
Mental disease changes the way I am
I need someone to take me to Wonderland
Where I would be content.
Tired of the panic attacks
The dizzy spells and fear
Usually I fear nothing
Yet now I fear everything.
"Today cannot be the day I die."
"I want to see him smile."
I could only be calm when I see his smile.
This demon dissipated from my body
And I keep on walking.
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The Demon's Feast
PoetryThese are my pieces, some bad experiences in life written. Excuse me for making you cry, that was my intention. I hope these pieces not only make you cry, but help you through the tough times in your life . TW : abuse, sexual harassment, drugs, ment...
