Deidara x Reader (Love is a bang)

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The anbu tensed as you grinned and pull out a human figure and as a puff of smoke emerges, the small figure changes to a human size. You made the figure grip a kunai before you attached your strings to it. You smirked before lashing the figure forward, controlling it with one hand while your other hand remained connected to the chakra strings that surrounded the area. As the anbu blew the figures up, the figures attached themselves together.

"They're made of clay, cutting them in two won't do anything!" You boasted pridefully. "Although this isn't what true art is" you hummed. "True art is chaos" you laughed out loudly "blood, explosion, pain" you hummed as your figure lashed out at the anbu and tore the cloak of the anbu lightly.

"I'll show you right now!" You smirked, on the edge of insanity so suddenly. You knitted your eyebrows together before you continue to make the anbu back up. Once one of the anbu tripped over the invisible chakra string, all the strings wrap around him and slice him into pieces. The blood splattered across the area, some hitting your cheek. "I'm not your little information book" you growled before glaring at the other anbu.

The other anbu was clearly horrified. "How does it feel to have a teammate to be killed?" You opened your arms, not feeling like yourself anymore. "Do you hate me? Do you want to kill me?" You laughed, chin high. "Or do you want to cower away and hide. Run away and cling onto your worthless life" you said, hopping onto a branch.

"Show me now with your actions. What will you do?" You smiled kindly. Your strings made a circle around him, slowly growing smaller. He backed away in fear and you released the strings. The anbu ran off, leaving you to glare down at the body parts. You walked up to him and pull out a jar before putting some blood in it, labeling it and putting it in your bag.

Deidara walked out of the shadows to see you and froze when he saw the torn apart corpse. "Whoah, hold on, un. You did that, yeah?" He asked, pointing at the brutal scene. You turn to the body and suddenly feel ill to the bottom of your stomach. You placed a hand over your mouth and nearly puked. You fell to your knees and Deidara quickly caught you. "I did it" you murmured, eyes wide. You killed an innocent person.

And you laughed while doing it. You made a bitter expression. You weren't feeling bitter because it was clear that you acted like Hidan's sadistic side. You were bitter to yourself because you sliced somebody to pieces, you killed somebody innocent who only did his job. You held your head and let out a shaky breath. You rummage through your bag before pulling out medicine. You swallowed a few pills.

After drinking the pills, slowly, you feel your shock die down and you sighed. You had to get used to this. You were doing your job too, and they were going to kidnap you. You looked down, a needle between each one of your fingers as you looked at them. You looked at a tree and threw all eight, all hitting the center of the tree. How clumsy you used to be. You felt a hand on your shoulder, followed by a worried voice. "I thought I told you to stay in the base."

"Sorry, Dei" you chuckled. "I took pills and I couldn't stay still" you said, shuffling lightly. "Just some shock from earlier." You told him before you connected your strings to the needles and yanked them back. One stabbed your hand while the others you caught in one hand. Deidara let off a sigh before he settled next to you and grabbed your hand. "You have to stop hurting yourself" he frowned as he gently yanked out the needle and pressed his finger onto it.

Your eyes glittered darkly before you smiled. "Pain is part of my art" you said before you held your head. "I actually don't know what's up with me" you suddenly admitted to him. "Ever since after awhile of coming back to this base, I feel odd" you frown. "But what is it?" You quietly ask yourself.

Deidara stared at you before he smiled and wrapped his arm around you. "I'm sure you're okay, Y/N" he told you with a smile. Tobi approached you two and tilted his head. "What'd Tobi miss?" He asked, his high voice loud.

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Ayy- probably gonna post a lemon/smut(I get the meanings messed up a lot) at page 30