Deidara x Reader (Love is a bang)

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Suigetsu seemed worried and he hesitantly pat your back. "Sorry for your loss?" He said, seeming hesitant. "Sure." You replied "thanks for the concern, shark boy" you said before turning to the river. "But why didn't Sasuke kill me?" You asked, trying to settle down. You should grab as much as information possible while you were able to. "And why won't he let me leave? I'd rather be with the leaf village." You huffed, looking around the cave you were in.

Suigetsu puffed his cheeks up before he leaned in and whispered. "Itachi is dead. Sasuke killed him. We're back in the akatsuki base." He told you quite quietly. Your eyes grew wide at this. "He's dead? How is he dead?" You choked out, shocked. He nodded lightly before smiling proudly. "S-" you slammed your hands onto the ground and stood up, angry. You glared down at your akatsuki cloak. "So he's dead." You frowned. "Itachi, Deidara" you whispered. "Orochimaru deserved it sure but.." you shook your head.

  Anger overwhelmed you as you made strings with your hands and began to spin it around, trying your best to control your anger. You began to grow exhausted as you continued to wrap your hands in your chakra strings, slowly draining your chakra. You continued. You didn't care if your chakra ran out and you died. You lift your head as you felt a hand on your shoulder.

"What are you doing." You heard the familiar monotone voice ask you. "I'm trying to use all my chakra." You told him in the same tone he spoke to you. "You'll die." "I know that, Sasuke. That's why I'm doing it" you bit your lip in anger as you spoke back, your voice coming out slightly muffled.

"Then don't do it." He replied. It was more of a demand than anything else. You glared at him. "Or what? You'll kill me?" You scoff and looked down. Suigetsu tensed as he looked at you from Sasuke. "Y/N, don't be so cold shouldered." He chuckled, laying a hand on you. "Don't touch me, fishfingers." You huffed before brushing his fingers off. "Just please don't" you frowned afterwards. You weren't trying to be mean to Suigetsu.

You closed your eyes and took a breath. "Give me some time" you spoke to yourself as you zoned out. You still felt the presence of Sasuke standing near you and clenched your fists. As you opened your eyes, you slowly turned to Sasuke and stood up. Suigetsu began to walk out. "I'm going to find Karin" he hummed.

You lift your chin to look at Sasuke and study him. "Why did you save me?" You asked quietly, a frown upon your face. "That doesn't matter" he replied, sitting next to you. "But if you really want to know" he continued, settling next to you. "Your healing and fighting could be useful to my group, team Taka" he said simply. "And if I said no?" You shuffled lightly as you asked the question. "I'll just kill you."

  You eyed him, literally feeling a sweat drop from how much he understand. "But I'm telling you I want to die either way but- you know what never mind" you sighed, sitting up. As you stood up, you felt his gaze on you and sat down again, but in a chair across the room this time. "So. I'm guessing that Deidara is dead so I'm changing teams?" You hummed, glaring at Sasuke as you felt your heart ache just by saying his name.

"Hn" he scoffed at your words before he spoke up again, his legs crossed as he sat in a chair too, his hands on the chair handle. "We're going to capture the eight tails." He informed you. "You mean the eight tails in the cloud village? Won't he literally kill us?" You hummed softly, fiddling with your fingers. You were deep in thought. "No, he won't kill us." He told you simply before pulling something out from his pocket. "And.." he grunted before averting his eyes from your face and holding something out to you.

You peeked to see the bingo book he took from you so long ago and gasped. "Whoah! Money!" You smiled before gratefully accepting it and taking it from his hands. "Thanks" you showed a real smile now. Maybe you could go out and gather some money to get your mind off of everything. You frowned for a moment before looking up. "When are we leaving?"

"Tomorrow."

"Alright, I'm going to get me some money for food. I'm still mad at you, idiot" you showed your teeth before flicking his head with your fingers. This man didn't really kill Deidara, but he had something to do with his death. You wouldn't exactly forgive him but you knew you couldn't lock the outside world out like you usually did.

"Hn, alright." He said as he removed your hand from his forehead.