MONSTER! not (UnOrdinary Fanfiction)

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"We can not solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them."
-Albert Einstein

⚠ smut warning ⚠

POV-BLYKE
 

       "But, you do like me, don't you?" John asked standing over me. I still don't know the answer to that though. Remi said it was obvious. I sat up on the bed, still in deep thought.

       Knocking me out of my train of thought John gently set one of his hands on my shoulder. Him being gentle, this is rare, I'm scared. "It shouldn't be that hard to tell," he said while slowly moving his hand to my neck and stoping to hold the side of my face, "but if you need help telling just tell me when to stop."

      Suddenly his gentle touch goes away and he roughly pushes my chin up and smashes our lips together for the second time today. I don't know exactly how to react to this, but I don't hate it so I decide to kiss him back. Once he notices this he gets ontop of me on the bed and pushes me over. Everything he does I let him, but I'm not scared at this point.
        Suddenly he breaks the kiss and sits back up on me. John slide one of his hands under my shirt, "Take it off," he demanded, "everything." This is now the time that I relized how far exactly he wanted to take this.
      I did as he told me to, slowly and hesitantly taking off everything. It was difficult at first taking my pants off but soon enough John got off of me and he also started to get undressed. I left my boxers on, not wanting to be too exposed, yet. What am I getting myself into? John was done and he took everything off.

     He walked back over to me putting one finger in the waistband of my boxers, "Shy, are we?" I couldn't say anything, only look away. Not for long though, because my attention was soon brought to all of his scars. The one's on his upper body all been treated, by me, but still there. Although, he did have some on his legs that I never seen.

     "Since your too shy right now," he acknowledged while leading me off the bed, "Why don't we start with this?" He pushed me down by my shoulders onto my knees and I was facing his mostly already harden dick. I knew what he was implying, but not exactly what I was supposed to do.

       Scared, I put the tip in my mouth and swirled my tounge around it. Then I take it out before making an attempt at deepthroating him. It felt so weird and I tried my best not to gag but my reflexes were too strong and I had to pull him out before I went into a huge coughing fit. Then it was like as if John turned into a completely different person. He got on his knees right next to me trying to do something about my coughing.

      He looked me dead in the eyes and said ( Hey Brian if you still believe in the lord get on your hands and knees and pray for us, Im sorry) "You didn't have to do that, you could have stopped at any moment."  I look away from his stare. The truth is that I think I do like John, and I probably already knew but I was just im denial. Especially with everything thats been going on between him and the royals. I just pushed my feelings down.

     When I look back over at him he's staring at the ground with a regretful face. Jumping ontop of him, this time I bring our lips together for a very long and lustful kiss. "The truth is John," I started in between kisses while also catching my breath, "I think I already knew the answer," we layed on the ground making out intensely, " I was just in denial." He chuckled after I said that trying to get us both off the ground and un the bed. "So that means you do like me back?" John asked clearly knowing the answer.

       Rolling my eyes I answered him, "Yes, I thought it was obvious. Starting to trail the kisses down my neck he then answered, "A lot more than you thought." He ended up finding a spot right below my ear and stuck to it while his hands wandered down my body. I couldn't help but moan when he sucked on my skin and gently led his hand over my body. Stopping his hands when he reached my boxers, he look at me making sure I was fine with going this far. All I did was nod to him and again his gentle self went away.

       He ripped off my boxers quicker than I thought humanly possible and leaned foward, back to me. Connecting our lips for just a second before pulling away and sticking three fingers in my face. What the fuck does he want me to do with three fingers? "I don't have any lube so," John explained. Not being to sure what he wanted me to do I just slightly opened my mouth for a second. Sure enough, he wanted my to put my saliva on his fingers to use as a lube, Im guessing at least?

     While I was trying my best to cover his fingers, John put his head right in between my neck and shoulders and found a new spot on the opposite side as the last time, and started to lick at and suck the skin again. After about a minute he took his fingers back and we began kissing again. During this kiss he put one of his fingers in my ass. It didn't hurt but just felt weird and different.
       It wasn't long till he included his second finger, which at first hurt. He waited till I had relaxed a bit a then started to move his fingers just a little bit. The pain quickly turning into a weird pleasurable feeling. I tried not to moan but I couldn't cover it, instead I just moaned into our heated kiss.
      Finnialy adding the third finger. He didn't keep his fingers in for long after wards. Breaking our kiss he leaned back an took ahold of one of my legs and laid it over his shoulder. Then grabbed my hips bringing them closer to him. I heard a slight click in the distance but ignored it.

     Finnialy John slowly and gently puts his dick in my entrance, before half pulling it out and then slaming back into me, finding the perfect spot and making me a moaning mess. Suddenly I here knocking on my bedroom door.

        "Blyke,you dodn't go to sleep this early, I know you, don't ignore me!" I heard Remi outside the door, "I got you stuff from Isen's."  John was in his on world and I was too much of a mess, and, oh no, this looks really bad. I heard the door nob turning. Shit!

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Hey fantastic readers, I'm sorry for the extra wait on this chapter. Also I wonted to fit all the smut on one chapter those this chapter begain a lot longer than my normal ones. It was about 1100 words.

But yeah, since this was my first time ever writing smut I'm so sorry.