NO ONE POV
Jennie is sitting on a table with V eating in a restaurant as usual. She needs to do that for the media play to show how happy she is. She smiles from time to time but her blank face can be seen, and she never pay attention to what V had to say.
"Jen, are you listening to me?" V asked annoyed with Jennie's reaction.
"Sorry V, I am tired with the photoshoot just now. What were you talking again?" V soften his face and continue his topics not minding that Jennie never really care about what he wants to say. Jennie just nods whenever he wants an agreement and she played with her food most of the time.
She was looking blankly at the entrance door thinking when she can go back because she is indeed tired with her photoshoot. Sometimes she remembers how Lisa will always massage her if she is tired like this. Everyone thought that she purposely left Lisa and Ella because she wants fame and money. Nobody knows why she did that and she do not intend to tell anybody. She let Lisa and Ella hates her and she left them alone in the village. The last time she left Lisa and Ella was when she filed for a divorce. It was the most horrible things she ever done but she needs to do that.
Lisa and her only favourite daughter need to be away from her. She let them hate her because who doesn't after what she did. She knows all the people in the village must have hate her even her parents, but she doesn't care at all. All she knows she did the correct decision by leaving them to be with V. Even her heart cries at night, she still did it because she needs to. She never failed to check on them from far but after few months, all of them just vanished into thin air. No one knows who where they are. Her parents, Chaeng, Jisoo, Ella and the one and only person she ever loves, Lisa vanished into thin air. She was panicked that time, but V told her that he did nothing.
So, Jennie just let her heart missed them and hopefully they are happy. If Lisa married another person, she would accept it because she decided to leave her without any proper closure. She wants to run away but she knows if she did that, everyone that she loves will never have a happy ending. So she decided to have a sad ending instead of them.
V keeps on talking and Jennie keeps on thinking of what Lisa and Ella is doing. Ella is 16 years old this year and how she missed her daughter so much. It's been 10 years she tried searching for them and her personal assistant has been helping them but with no luck. Everyone thought she is happy but her body, her scars are hidden behind the make-up and smiles. She let herself slowly dies with the heartbreaks she chose in order to have Ella saved. V is very good with his acting skills making everyone envy to be with him.
Oh how she wished that V chose someone else and not her but things happened. She is stuck with the shittiest situation only she experienced. She looked at V with so much hatred inside but smile on the outside. She pretends to listen to him or else at night, she will be the victim of his lust or his beatings. Her body is tattooed not with inks but with scars all over. She was treated like a doll, pretty on the outside, plain ugly on the inside. She accepted it with cries at night. She kissed Lisa and Ella's picture at night without V's acknowledgment because after what he did to her, he will just sleep it off and ignores her. Jennie accepted it as long as her loved one is safe. She wished she can just die out of this misery but somehow, she felt Lisa's soul kept on calling her. When she sits in her balcony and felt the winds blowing her hair, she felt Lisa's presence. She felt Lisa is caressing her face saying her love for her and only her. How she really missed Lisa, her Lili that she left with no reasons.
Each night she will wake up with sweats knowing Lisa hates her so much, knowing Ella refused to even see her face. She rather dies than knowing her love ones refused her existence. She created songs just for Lisa and hopeful that Lisa can listen to it. She felt that even they are far apart, Lisa will listen to her voice because that is what Lisa loves about her. The way she sings for Lisa every time when Lisa returned back from work. She wished that she never chose this path but she needs it for Ella that time and she will do it again if she needs too.
