JENNIE POV
We came back to Busan after our thrilling and exciting holiday or more to sexciting? We really can't get enough of each other and felt like I'm in my 20s instead my 30s. After both of us propose to each other naked, we spend our time with each other closely. I became really clingy to Lisa and she likes it. She gives me all the love I want. We did walk around Jeju to see the scenery and that's all. When night time comes, I became really naughty and will want it in the bathtub, shower, bed, couch and anywhere I can. I acted like a horny teenager, but Lisa never complained. She played along with me which always makes us laugh at the end of it. I never felt so happy in my life.
There this one night before our check out tomorrow where I suddenly cried and Lisa was worried about me afraid that she might hurt me or if I'm with my nightmares whenever we slept together but no, my cries are because I am too happy seeing Lisa smiling beside me. When we sit on the hotel balcony, she will hug me from behind like we used to do. I missed it so much and when I got it back, my tears of joy came out.
We also talked a lot like our topics were never finishing. We do talked a little bit about having our own kids and Lisa was so happy when I said yes but she told me that I need to talk to Ella too. We must include her in our life, and I couldn't agree more. Ella is my life too.
It is currently in the evening and Lisa is with her dad and my dad discussing something really important and she asked me if that is okay if she discussed it for a while. Of course I let her, she got responsibility for her family too. I went down the stairs to our garden and I saw Ella sitting at one of the bench and walk towards her. I miss her dearly too. I miss seeing her growing up and the guilt is eating me a lot.
"Mind if I join you Ella?" I asked and Ella looked at me smiling.
"Eommmaaa... come and join me for tea time." She scooted a little bit and let me sit beside her.
We both took a sip of our tea and just look at the garden silently. Ella start to talk to me after I put down my tea cup.
"Eomma, I want to seek forgiveness from you when I said stupid things to you at the restaurant last time. I know I should not but when I saw you, I suddenly remember how Mommy keeps on crying at night for you. She thinks I never heard it, but I heard it every night when we are in the village but really Eomma, I never meant anything. Sometimes I can be stupid and emotional..." Ella looked sad while she's telling that and I rub her hand using my thumb slowly.
"Ella, there is not one moment I am angry or offended at you. What you said is correct that day Ella. I was never there for you at all. I left you with Mommy and never even see you after. I deserved all that Ella... I am sorry, not you... I love you so much Ella. You are the only daughter I love and I don't intend to remove it." My tears drops again because it is really emotional thinking about how I neglected her.
"Eomma, you did that for a reason. I heard mommy told Grandpa Marco about how she sees your scars in the hospital and I saw couple of it. You choose pain in order to kept us safe and not every person willing to do that. You are a brave woman Eomma and I love you very much." I smiled at her and we both hugged each other.
We talked about what really happened when I left her Mommy and she cried listening to what I have to endure in order to keep her mommy and her safe. She keeps on hugging me making me smile. I know she loves to have a hug and I will keep on doing this to her. We are still talking when I remember about telling my status with Lisa.
"Ella, I got to tell you something..." I look at her and she nods
"Ella, when Eomma and Mommy was in Jeju, we both actually proposed to each other on the same time. I just would like to ask if you are okay with it? Whatever it is, your opinion matters to me Ella" Ella widens her eyes when she knows the news.
"It's about time you both proposed to each other. I can't wait to have back my family. We might be separated for 10 years but you can still watch me graduate right?" I nod happily knowing Ella still wants me in her life.
"When are you getting married then? Grandma Chitthip and Grandma Kim must be thrilled to know this news Eomma. They kept on gossiping on when Mommy is going to proposed to you. I am excited for it Eomma! Congratulations!" Ella told this sincerely making my heart melt over and over again.
"One more thing Ella. I would like to try on getting pregnant and carry your Mommy's egg inside of me. Are you okay with that Ella? I don't want you became uncomfortable..." Ella started squeaking when she heard that making me laugh.
"So I am going to get baby sister or baby brother?!! OMG I am so happy Eomma!! I'm finally going to get a brother or sister!! Yeayyy!!" Ella was so happy with our news and I'm relieved she accept it with open heart.
We continue our talking with each other where most of it is me listening to her stories because I wanted to. I really missed seeing her growing up.
"Eomma, can I request one more thing from you before you guys get married?"
"What is it Ella? Tell me.."
"Promise me that you will always love Mommy no matter what.. She suffered enough and please love her. She keeps on crying every night for you. I know Mommy will make you the happiest woman on earth and you will make Mommy the happiest you. I am glad to have Mommy and Eomma like you.." She smiles and sip her tea.
"I promise you Ella... that your Mommy will receive all the loves from me. And I can never think of me with anyone else other than your mommy. 10 years is enough for me to endure not sure whether your mommy will come back for me or not. I want you to know Ella, I love you mommy very much and you are the daughter I love with all my heart." Ella smiled big time and we hugged each other.
"I love you Eomma! So much... Please don't leave me again..."
"I will not Ella... I promise.... To always be there for now onwards..."
We both giggle and continue sitting and talk more about our life.
"I promise you Ella that Mommy will be the best person in my life... She's my strength and my everything...."
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Short Chapter just to fill the life of Ella and her Eomma.
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