LISA POV
"Hey Nini... You want to know something? I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on mind... Then it occurred to me... Since I met you, you've never left... and it will not go away today either.." I smiled looking at Jennie peaceful sleeping on the hospital bed. It has been a week since the last incident. It was really bad in the ICU as her heartbeat is really weak but the Doctor said whenever I am near her holding her hands, her heartbeat will return back to normal and I was allowed to stay in the ICU for 3 days. She was then transferred to a normal ward. I choose a bigger one with one bed so that I can stay beside her. I never left her after my meeting with V.
Seulgi is working on the case and we met last 2 days when she and Irene visited Jennie. Irene doesn't look so bad but her bruises are still blueish. I told Irene that she might not have the work anymore but maybe she can work with me as I do need a personal assistance and she gladly took it. She will be helping with my dad while I'm on leave for a year. Irene is a good person just like Seulgi, they are just trapped in V's scheme and I am glad that guy will rot in prison.
Ella on the other hand will visit if she is free from her school's activity. She wanted to visit daily but I told her that she needs to focus on her studies and she followed my orders. Ella is always a good daughter to me and Jennie. I never regretted having her in my arms since she is small. Both our dad is busy handling the company and our moms visited from time to time to check on me and Jennie. I told them not to come always as they are old and need rest. They agree and told me to call them when Jennie wakes up which I acknowledge.
Chaeng and Jisoo will come every weekend talking to me and entertain me while checking up on Jennie from time to time. They felt pity for Jennie and hope that she wakes up soon. Jennie doesn't show any problem so far but her heartbeat will rise at certain time which I need to hold her hands and she will sleeps again.
"You must be really tired living with V until you refused to wake up thinking you might be in V's life again when you wake up but have faith Nini... I am here now and I will be here forever for you. Wake up darling..."
I will always talk to her so show that I am here for her. The doctor said her eyes reaction is responding but she is still traumatize making her refused to open her eyes. I understand what the doctor said because who doesn't after getting beaten like there's no tomorrow. Jennie is a strong woman because she keeps on holding on the picture even though she's in pain. If only I got there earlier, all of this would not happen.
In the hospital, I was the one who will wipe Jennie's body and wash her slowly on her bed. I want her to always smell nice. The wires connected to her are never a problem to me. I will make sure she is always okay and felt like someone really care for her. I have nothing to hide as I already saw her body since we are first married last time but what saddens me is her body are full of permanent scar. She's been enduring pain getting hurt by V but still be by his side in order to make sure I and Ella is safe.
Her soft skins were tattooed with scars from a simple scratch to a deep one. Throughout my life with her, there's not even a day I will leave scar to her. She was taken care with full love and I know she likes it even though we are poor. Her current bruises area fading one by one and I hope it heals soon enough. The doctor told me that her ribs are fractured a little bit due to the high impact when V kicked her there. At the moment, it has been healed but I just took extra precautions when cleaning her.
Today looking at her peacefully asleep, I felt like singing one more song that I created. It is the first song I created and keep it close to my heart when Jennie left me.
"Nini, this is my song I created for you when you left me and I was lost Nini.. I really don't know what to do but now you are here, I'm just going to share the song with you ok?"
I started humming the music while smiling at her and hold her hands rubbing it using my thumb.
Let there be no messages and promises
Let none of you be by my side, I'll understand
As much as I can I will try to wait
Let this emptiness fills my heartI'm always hoping for your return
Come back to me when your dreams are gone
Come back when you need an episode of grief to be your past
Let this time you are free to run
If you get lost you lose your way
I will wait here for you
I'm always hoping for your return
Come back to me when your dreams are gone
Come back when you need an episode of grief to be your past
Let this moment fill the emptiness of my heart
Calm water flows towards the estuary
If our destiny ends here
I will accept it with my whole heart
Come back to me when your dreams are gone
Come back when you need an episode of grief to be your past
Oh let it pass.....
My tears drop when I finished the song because it's really painful remembering my memories without her. I was touching her cheeks when I saw Jennie is crying too in her sleep.I can see tears falling down slowly from her eyes even though her eyes are close. I wipe it while I kiss her forehead. I know she heard me and I know she is fighting this.
"You can fight this Nini... I'll be here waiting for you.. I will never give up on you Nini.. Be strong for me and Ella.. Together we can do it Nini..."
I will never give up on her even if it will take forever because Jennie needs me and I will be there for her. I am here now and she is here with me. I know she is strong and I know she will fight this.
I looked at her while smiling knowing one day, I'm going to make her my wife again and we are going to be a happy family indeed.
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Will Jennie wake up soon?
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Tq so much for following this story up until here.
Sad to say that it will send soon enough but let us explore Jenlisa's love life until they get married for the second time alright?
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