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This gave me younger Johnny vibes
"No." "Yes." "No!" "Please baby just one night?" "Johnny I-" "I know it'll be our first time but please. I haven't seen you in weeks princess."
You blush at the name and give in.
"Fine. One night." "Great. We'll have the best time. I love you." "I love you too." You hang up the phone and finally take a breath.
Now you just had to get through the night without having an attack or a breakdown which he doesn't even know that you have so him catching it would be embarrassing. No big deal.
Okay. Breathe. Inhale and exhale. You repeated it over and over trying to calm yourself as you drove to his place.
"Y/N calm down. This is no different than going over there to hang out. You'll just be s-staying the night." You gulped as you came to terms about what was about to happen.
You glance at the duffle in your passenger seat and sigh. You really weren't far from home. You could turn back and go home. Tell him you didn't feel good. Except you couldn't cause now you were just sitting in his driveway.
"Oh great." You roll your eyes as you unlock the doors and grab your bags. You make your way to the front door and knock.
"Finally you're here." He swung the door open, pulling you in for a hug. "Well nice to see you too."
He grabbed your bag from your hand and pulled you inside, kicking the door closed.
"So." You started trying to comfort yourself. "I got your candy in the kitchen." He yells from upstairs. "Oh thanks." You respond, making your way to the kitchen.
You open the bag and pour some in your hand, popping them in your mouth. You shake your head hoping the candy will get rid of some of your nerves.
"You alright? You hot or something?" "Im fine Johnny." You laugh shakily. "Yeah but you're sweating baby. And shaking." He rubs your arms, warming them up. "Are you nervous?" "No. I'm fine." You smile and your eyes shift to the clock on the wall.
7:27 pm.
Okay just a couple more hours.
You two spent that time eating, watching movies, and talking about everything. Before you knew it, it was almost midnight.
"Wow. We should get to sleep." "W-we should?" "Yeah. You're not tired?" He yawned. "Uh nope. Not at all."
You fidgeted with your fingers and snapped the hair tie on your wrist.
"Hey hey. What's wrong?" He said taking note of your body language. "Nothing." You lied again. "Y/N?" "Yes Johnny. What now?"
A tear slipped and you knew you were screwed. "Why are you crying? C'mere."
He pulls you into a hug, swaying side to side. "Do you have anxiety?" He asks softly. You just nod. "Can I do anything?" "Can we just stay like this for a bit?" "Of course. Always. I'll never let you go honey." "Thanks for understanding."
Word count: 500
This was pretty short. Anyway how are y'all doing?
