Harry styles Book 3

Truly cares.

Since Harry has gotten home from his last tour I have been around him a lot. 

Not to invade his space but to show him just how much I have missed him and want to spend a lot of time with him.

I have gone months with out being able to touch him, cuddle with him, and just love on him. So I am making up for lost times.

Recently I had started doing things I never got to do since he was away. Like make him breakfast,watching a boring movie, and just looking at him doing things regarudless of what they are.

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"Love will you let Benny know that I will be arriving at the meeting shortly" He asked as he stepped into the shower.

"Sure" I replied then walked over to his side of the bed and typed in his phone code before I clicked on his messages and sent the message I was asked to send. By the time I was done with that a new message came in. 

I thought it was Benny getting back with me so I clicked on it and seen it wasn't Benny it was one of Harry's friends that he has been texting about me.

"There isn't anything wrong with what she is doing."

Curious as to what he was talking about I scrolled up a bit and read some of the exchanged messages between the two.

"Man how do you deal with your fiancee being clingy when you get back home. I mean I love mine with all my heart but she is being to attached to me. I can hardly do anything without her being right there."

When I read that I took the message off the phone so when he gets on his phone he won't know I read it. 

I placed his phone down and walked off.  I was hurt and upset that he would cry and complain about how I am being with him to his friend instead of bringing it to my attention. 

"Baby, I have to go I will see you when the meeting is over" Harry said but I ignored him. I am to lost in thought of how I was going to handlle this to even pay any mind to what was going on.

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When he got back home I was sitting at the bar waiting.

"Hello baby" hr greets

I just huff which he looks at me with a odd expression.

"What's that for?"

"I don't want to be to clingy Harry, I mean after all you complain about it." 

He looked at me with guilt.

"I am sorry about that."

"What really gets me is that you didn't bring your issue about me to me instead you opt for crying to your friend and asked him how does he handle his fiancee being how I was with you."

He sighed and placed his keys and coat down before he made his way over to me.

"I didn't mean for it to sound as if I am complaing I am just not use to you being like this with me. I mean the others times I was away and came back you wasn't like this."

"The other times we were just dating, and yes I was like this but recently I became apperently to much for you."

" I am not use to this kind of behavoir."

"Is that your excuse?"

"It's no excuse it's true."

"No your not use to someone who truleyy cares about you and is your fiancee. Someone who had missed you so much that when the oppritunity came to spend time with you and make up for the times she had lost with you being on tour that she took it and now she regrets it all becasue the man she loves apperntly can't stand it."

With that said I went to walk off but he grabbed my hand.

" I know I tell you this a lot and it's beging to wear thin but I am sorry that I hurt you, that I made you upset and that I never brought my feeling about your doings to you that I took it to my friend seeking advice instead of letting you know so you could handle it. I do care about you and you are absolutley right I am not use to someone who truly cares about me. I need to start being use to it. I have dated you for years and now we are set to be married and it's time that I start acting like I want this realtionship to fully work. I need to start talking to you about things that you do that some times bothers me. I need to stop going to my friends when it's none of their conser. I need to deal with my own issues and not seek advise from others. I need to learn things on my own."

"Yea you do need to do all that and more, so till you do I will keep my distance from you."

He looked hurt.

"No please don't."

"I am not gonna be called clingy by you again and then hear you say your favorite saying. I am sorry. casue your right is wearing thin and loosing its meaning and purpose casue it's being used so much."

He looked down and let my hand go before slightly nodding his head then walked off.

I sighed and went on about my day.

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When it came time for bed Harry never came to our room so I went to check on him and seen that he was sleeping on the couch and I could tell from the times he slept there before that if he doesn't get up then he will be in serious pain.

So I pulled him into a sitting position then drapped his armover my shoulder before I hoisted him up and took him up to be where I removed all his clothing but his boxers and tucked him in before I joined him.

He turned over and pulled me into his arms and held me there.

"What do I need to do in order for you to forgive me?"

I looked at him and watched as he slowly opened his eyes which I noticed where bloodshot.

"For one bring your issues about me to me. Two don't complain if I am doing something you like just tell me babe please stop, I love you but your taking this to far and I would like a little space. Three never ever try to sleep on the couch we both know it casues serious pain."

He nodded his head.

"I promise I will do all of that."

"Good, now give me kisses and lets get some sleep."

He smiled and reached his hand up to brush my hair out of my face before leaning in and kissing me multipul times before I pulled away.

"Ok that's enough" I joke 

He laughes and gives me a few pecks before he wraps his arm around me and snuggles me up close to him.

"Night my darling, I love you so much."

"Good night my curly haired baby, I love you more then you'll ever know."