Harry styles Book 3

Narcissist

I have thought about it and I have thought about it and I decided to talk to harry about what I feel may occur.

We all know he is a narcisstistic which in some ways its good and in other ways its not so good.

I mean don't get me wrong I love how he cares about his apperence and all. I just don't want to be another person who is part of the narsassit abuse.

Not saying Harry would ever do it. I am jsut saying I dont want it to come to that.

So I will talk with Harry about it and let him know what is going on and then go from there.

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"Hey Harry baby, can we talk. it's nothing horrible just something I need to talk with you about" I tell him as I stand in the door way of his home studio.

"Yea just a minut and I will be right out" he replies as he messes with his lyric book and guitair

I shut the door and make my way over to the living room and sit in the single chair as I wait for him.

Once he walked out he goes and sits on the couch and pats the spot next to him so I walk over and join him.

"Hello baby, what is it you wanted to talk about?" He greets me

"Well I have been thinking about different things involving your Narcissist being. Now I am not climing that you would or will do any of these things I am just talking to you about this." I tell him.

"You heard about the Narcissist abuse and you dont want to be a victim?" he asks

"Right."

"Well that could go different ways."

" I have no issue with you loving yourself or even taking great care of yourself. I am jsut saying I don't want this to get so bad that you start caring about yourself and downgrade others. That being said I am not saying that you ever would or will. "

"I have been through this with myself a lot since the start of one direction. and I understand where it is you are coming from casue I often thought about how me being like this wouldaffect the woman I am with and if we ever marry like thw to of us have then would things get worse or would we both be narcissist."

"I do take care of myself and I enjoy doing it. But I am not one that enjoys everyone always praising my for my appernece and what not.  I am more of a self lover when it coems to that or someone who likes when their signigifccat other compliments them yet they still blush and tell them "Oh hush" when they signifigant other gives compliments. I don't always need complments, just need your love and that will be more than enough for me."

"I know how you are baby. trust me I do. And I love how you are the way you are. casue if we both was what I am then this place would be a mess."

I nodded my head while he chuckles.

"all jokes aside I really do understand what your affriad mmight happen, but I am not that bad of one. I am in the stage where it could very easily be stopped which I have thought about it casue if we ever have a family I dont need this to get worse and it affect them as well as you."

"Thank  you for listening to me and understanding."

He creassed my face while smiling before he cupped my face with one hand and brushed his thumb along my jaw.

"Your welcome and I am so gald you talked to me about it so that we can get this worked out and taken care of."

I nodded and leaned over cupping his cheek and kissed him.

"I love you and I always will" I tell him

"And I love you too. no matter what I will always love you" he replies.

I smiled and peck his lips before we both just hold each other and talk about how we can go from here.