Harry styles Book 3

believes his ex over you ( part 3)

A full two in a half months have gone by since the party and the whole ex having fans and media harass me. 

I haven't spoken to Harry but if I were to bet he knows about the harassing and all that from some type of resorce if not his ex alone telling him what she had done.

To be honest I miss Harry. I mean he is my first love and proably last love since I can't seem to bring myself to love any other guy. 

I mean I have gone on dates but I never felt what I had with Harry. It's like he was made for me.But it's hard to do anything after so much has happened and all that took place.

So to try and get away from everything I figured I'd go and vist my favoirte ladies. I had called to make sure they wouldn't be to busy. and I asked Anne if it was ok for me to come which she told me she would come and find me if I didn't go see her which made me smile.

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I walked into her house after greeting and hugging Gemma.

"Momma where are you" I called

We had a mother-in law and Daughter in law realtionship. I would call her mom and she'd call me her daughter.

"In the living room hun" she replied

I walked in and stopped right in my tracks when I saw Harry there.

" Hello" I greet

"Hello darling how are you?" Anne asked as she stood up and walked over to greet me.

"It was great momma, the traffic was reasonable and I had no issues" I tell her knowing what her next question was gonan be.

"Well how long will you be here for?" Gemma asked

"As long as momma will allow" I replied

"You can stay for ever if you wish" Anne said as she took my hand and brought me over to the couch and sat me down then excused herself and Gemma to get some drinks.

Harry and I looked at each other not saying a word.

"I am sorry for what my ex casued, I am sorry for what the media and my fans had done to you " he finally spoke.

" I dealt with them all.well your ex and media, your fans not so much. But should I get attacked well I will fight them" I tell him.

"As you should. I mean I adore my fans but you don't deserve what they have been doign to you or plan to do."

I said nothing as Anne and Gemma walked back in and handed us a drink before sitting down.

"I was wanting to know since I am staying here, if you don't mine me sleeping in the guest house, I don't wanna over crowd or disturb anyone's sleep while I have my insonia nights which anymore now is basically every day" I say as I place my drink down and look at Anne.

"Oh you poor dear, the doctors couldn't do anything for you like perscribe something?" she asked

I shook my head.

"They said it was something that will stop on it's own" I tell her

"What a bunch of asses" Gemma said 

"That is the nicer verison of what I called them" I said making her chuckle

"Knowing you I'd say you called them something along the lines of what a kid born outta wed lock is called" Gem said 

I nodded my head

"That is what I called them."

She smiled.

"To anwser your question you can take the guest house, I figured you would so I had the room made up and ready to go as well as the heat since its suppose to get real cold at night" Anne said

 "Thank you so much" I tell her.

We talked a bit more then I helped Anne cook before things seemed to be like that had every time I would come with Harry for a visit.  We all laughed and cut up. & played a few games. When night came we sat outside bundled up by the fire and just talked.

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 When everyone turned in I headed out to my car and grabbed my things.

"Let me help."

I jumped not knowing he followed me out.

"Sorry for scaring you, thought you heard me" he said 

"No, I didn't even know you was coming out, figured you'd turn in" I replied

" Not when I have the oppritunity to speak with you after two in a half months."

I handed him my duffle bag while I grabbed my suitcase and locked my car then headed inside and walked out to the guest house.

Once I had my things situated and I had taken a nice hot shower I sat on the couch with Harry and we talked about everything. 

We both cried as we talked about how things since that day has effected us both. 

"When she told me what she had done I went off on her. I felt like a totally different person when I told her off.  I made her cry but I didn't care and I still don't she had no right spreading rumors and lies about you geting my fans and the mida to harass you to the point you had to get restaining orders and learn self defse in case they wanted to physicaly attack you" he told me

" Well thank you for defending me, even when I wasn;t letting you talk or communicate in any way with me. it means a lot" I tell him.

"Baby, I will defend you untill my dying breath."

I smiled as I wiped my eyes and sniffled.

"And I will defend you no matter what happens between the two of us."

We spent the rest of the night talking till we both fell asleep on the couch.

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A/N:  was asked for .... I hope you liked it