Harry styles Book 3

How could I be so stupid?

I was messing about in the kitchen while Harry was with some of his bandmembers and crew in the living room.

I could faitnly hear what was sat so I stoped what  Iwas doing and moved closer to the wall and listened when I heard my name.

"She is a sweet girl, but come on Harry you have not been the same" one of them say

"Yea, I mean since you settled down you have changed" another says.

Harry says nothing to stand up for our realtionship.

"I know I have..." is all Harry says.

"Dude remember them girls at all the touring locations, heck some of them was at the airport" someone says.

I hear the others agree and laugh.

"Is that all gonna end now that you've settled down?"

I fought the sob that wanted to break out and make myself noticable.

"Nah man, that isn't gonan change" Harry said

I slid down the wall and cried. I put both hands over my mouth to try and hid my sob. My breathing became dificault but I wasn't about to let myself be heard.

"That one girl you had in London, what was her name?"

"Um ... charolett."

"Yea, you and her hit it off and you took her to your room to..."

"Don't need to tell what I had done we all know" Harry said

I fell on to the floor feeling so stupid.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. what Harry was admitting to doing with girls that he met while he was on tour.

Ifought myself and swallowed the sob that was desperate to make it's appernece.

I choked but kept my hands where they was not willing to remove them.

In a way I wanted to hear all that he was saying.

Little did I know it was being recorded and so was I.

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After his friends left head headed upstairs and I removed my hands and chocked and cried.

I slowly stood on shakey legs as I headed to the closest bathroom and washed my face and tried to collect myself.

Once I managed to make myself look presentable or where I wasn't struggling for air or fighting a sob I walked out of the bathroom and finished up what I was doing and looked out the window where I seen a media person recording it all.

I said nothing to them as they looked at me with hurt and sympathy in their eyes. I looked down and my shoulders dropped.

I waved to them and walked off turning off the lights as I went to my office and locked my door.

I fell asleep right on the couch.

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When I headed downstairs the next day I turned on the tv and seen that all the media people was going crazy saying that had a video taht could ruin how people see a certain celebereity. 

I sat there watching as I listened to my phone ring. I ignored it seeign it was Harry.

"Baby I called you and you didn't anwser, what is wrong?" he asked as he walked in.

"Didn't hear it, watching the news" I replied

He walked over right when the celeb news came back on.

"Now the video that you all have been waiting to see." the anchor said and the video played.

You could hear and see Harry in one part and in the other it showed me listening in to what he was saying.

I couldn't look away and I didn;t want to look at Harry.

"This is bullshit." He said 

I ignored what he said 

"They was on my property recording my conversation with my friends and crew" he said 

"Do you even give a shit about anything else. like the fact that I was on the ground crying my eyes out while you admitted to cheating on me multipul times. Or is it like you all said last night I don't matter?"

He looked at me and I looked over at him once the video was done.

I stood up and fully looked at him.

"I can't believe all the shit you said last night. I mean they are right you changed but I am not the blame and for you to agree with tham that since you settled with me that you changed is bullshit." I said 

I took a deep breath and got ready to go again.

"You changed from the Harry Styles that gives a shit about someone he loves feeling. how much they mean to him and how his actions would affect them."

I closed my eyes and rubbed my face.

"Last night you admitted to sheating on me with so many different women and then instead of being a man and calling me to tell me that things with us is not what you want any more you lead me on making me think you still love me. you make me beleive that everyting with us is fine when its so far from that. I mean do you have any idea what you could have gotten from them then given to me. Or does that not matter since you only wanted your dick wet?"

With that said I walked on not caring what he had to say I said what I wanted.