Being strong (last part)

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My beautiful loves came into this world screaming their little lungs out. Gemma and Anne were there with me through the whole labor.

And I know when and if I need them they will be there with me if I need their help.

When I saw my babies I fell head over heels in love with them all three. 

They all three looked like me but had Harry's dimples which I could deal with.

When I held them close doing the first skin to skin contact I was in total awe.

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Braylen, Marcellus, and Fleur are my whole world I couldn't ask for better babies. They are such angels who stole my heart.

They hardly cry at night if so it's only for a nappy change or to eat. Other than that they sleep through the night.

I do like most moms do I sleep when they do and I am up when they are. 

I had given plenty of updates about them all three. When everyone found out that I was having three they couldnt believe it all thought it wasn't me who shared the news. 

And yes that let to rumors of Harry and I being back together but I was quick to shut that down.

Posting a of one of my maternity photos with the caption " Single mom of three with no time for dating" after that was taken care of people requested updates which I told them I would do my best.

Braylen, Marcellus, and Fluer the apples of my eye. They resemble me so much that there is no way people that see us couldn't tel lthat they are mine.

Their little smiles with dimples is so precious.

Anne and Gemma have feild days with the,. Have autn and nephew and niece days. or grams and grands days out.

There will be days when we will all three go out I would have one of the triples while Anne and Gemma have the other and paps catches pictures and ask questions.

Half the time I reply other times we just keep walking and go about our day.

I will be honest with you when I tel lyou some times I do think of how some things would have been had this not beeen the out come but then I stop my self from getting to far in thought and focus on my babies and just love them like I never in my life loved any other humans before.

They are all I need and I am all they need.

I know there will come a day when they ask about their dad and maybe then I will be with someone. So I will tell them the turth about theoir daddy and let them be the judge.

 SHould I not be with someone when that comes then that is perfectly fine. I really don't need to have a man in my life.

 I know how to be a mom. Yes I am new to it, and I will mess up but I will not relay on anyone when there is so many strong single moms in this world that are doing the damndest being both parents. and I will join them and doing the same.

 I love my kids more then life it's self and they know it and will always know it.

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