Harry styles Book 3

Having fun

( goes with left out)

I woke up bright and early and started packing me a few bags. Once I was done I got myself dressed and headed out with my bags in tow.

 I wrote harry a not

"Went to spend time in manchaster would of asked but you always tell me know so dont look for me."

I smiled as I headed out the door and loaded up my car and drove off.

I stopped off at soho for some breakfast before I headed on.

I enjoyed my three hour drive away.

I took in the senery and just enjoyed it.

When I arrived in Manchester I headed to a hotel and parked in their parking grage and went to check in for a whole week.

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The whole time I was away Harry called me but I ignored him. when he sent me texts  I left him on read. Yes I made sure that it wasn't telling me about the kids being hurt or in the hospital.

I had myself a spa day which was so realxing. I had me a little shopping spree spending my own money. and I decided to give myself a full make over. 

I got my hair cut and dyed

Got my nails done

After I left the salon I headed out for a night on the town.

I was giving myself love,& showing my self that I am very much real and that I can have fun alone and that I don't always need to be included.

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After I left Manchester I headed Anne's and spent the whole week with her making up for the times Harry lied saying I didn't want to come.

"I love what you have done with your hair and how you have given your self a makeover" Anne compliments as she messes with my hair.

"Well I decided why not, I mean it's been a long time since I had done anything for myself. not that I am complaing about being my kids's mom but every mom needs some time away and to jsut love their self and if that includes full make over then so be it" I replied

She smiled and nodded her head.

"I go that when Harry went to Xfactor, and Gemma was in college. Yes I had Robin but he understood what it was I needed and didn't complain."

I smiled as we talked a bit more and my phone rang again showing it was Harry.

I pressed ignore.

"Harry?" 

I nodded my head

"Since I have left he has been blowign up my phone with calls and texts. I make sure that none of the texts dont say any of the kids nor him is in the hosptial or anything major."

"You deserve this time, how ever long it is and it's not like your needed at work being freelance photographer and writer."

I agreed with her.

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When I decided to head home I woke early liek I hadon the day I left to start my time alone.

I pulled into the drive and seen Harry's car was gone. I shrugged and climbed out of the car grabbed my things and headed in locking the door behind me as I walked inside.

I unpacked everything puting it where it goes before puting my luggage away and headed down stairs and out the back door where I sat on swing and looked up at the sun as it slowly started to sink.

"WHere have you been I have been calling you like crazy and texting you only for you to leave me on read."

I looked over and see Harry standing there with his arms folded as if he was jumping one of our kids.

"I was out having fun" I replied

"Having fun?"

"That is what I said."

"COuldn't you have fun here?"

I laughed at that one.

"What's funny?"

"Where is the kids?"

"They are spending a few nights with Gemma. now wil lyou anwser me."

"What is funny is how you asked if I couldnt have fun here."

"How is that funny?"

"well you can't have fun when your husband and kids are treating you as if your invisable and your husband lies to his own mother."

"I didn't like to my mum, and we are not treating you as if you are invisable."

I rolled my eyes and stood up and headed inside since it was dark out.

" You cut your hair?"

"Yep."

"Why I liked it realyl long."

"Wnated to."

He sighs.

I headed over and sat on the couch.

"So you wanted to do your nails too?" he asked joining me on the couch.

"yep" I replied.

He just looked at me and took my new look in before sitting there quietly.

"So you enjoyed being away from your husband and kids?"

"I will nto fight you harry so stop while your ahead. I told you I was having fun so leave it at that."

Nothing was said after that casue he got up and walked off probably to his stuido since the kids wasn't here for him to take and leave with.

I smiled and laid back against the couch and watched whatever was on.