Knows the true meaning

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Harry decided that he would take our little ones out and have a day with them While Aria and I had mother daughter day.

We headed out and went shoping, got our hair done. She went with a brown and light almost white blonde highlights.

 She went with a brown and light almost white blonde highlights

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While I went with Black and white hairstyles.

After we go out hair done we headed out and grabbed some lunch and some of the fans was asking questions about Harry's second album and how I felt about it being all about his ex and how I feel that one of his songs has her voicemail

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After we go out hair done we headed out and grabbed some lunch and some of the fans was asking questions about Harry's second album and how I felt about it being all about his ex and how I feel that one of his songs has her voicemail.

I ignored them and just took Aria home.

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Since we have been home I notice how Aria's empotions went from happy to sad and upset.

"Momma can we talk please?" She asked as she joined me on the couch.

I muted what I was watching and looked at her before I turn so I was facing her.

"sure, baby what is it that you wanna talk about?"

"How your not upset about daddy's second album being all about an ex of his, and how one of his song's is about how he misses her and how he has her voicemail in it."

"Who told you I wasn't upset?" I asked

"You never responded to the media when they asked."

"I wanted to get you out of there so nothing would get done to you, I don't care about them I care about you. and I frankly don't trust the media. & as far as me not being upset, I wasn't just upset I was pissed. When I found out about the album being about her and him having a song about how he misses her and has her voicemail in it really upset me. I went weeks on end with out talking to him. He tried to get me to forgive him but I wouldn't. I was so heartbroken that he went and did that to me after everything we had been through. I had his kids, I gave him my everything and for him to go and do that to me felt the the biggest slap in the face. So I made him suffer. He went through hell untill I felt I could forgive him which I told him that I could never fully forget what he did but I don't want our family to suffer or think that mommy and daddy would be divorcing. I told him that I do love him and I let him know just how broken he made me when he relased that album and how he had that song that he named after something I can't stand made things worse. and having her voicemail added to it just fuled the fire and that it hurt me. I gave him hell for all he did and he done everything he could in order for me to forgive him which I did."

She was in tears and it broke my heart. 

I pulled her into my arms and rocked her.

"I just can't believe that he actually done that."

"I know baby and like I told you he paid for it and he suffered for a long time, and learned from his mistakes."

She lifted her head and looked at me. I cupped her face and wiped her eyes.

"Go freshen up so sissy and bubby don't know what happened" I tell her then kissed her forhead.

She walked off and I sighed before rubbing my face. 

I couldn't believe that she knew the true meaning of her dad's album and that song & it kills me that it bothers her. 

I dropped my hands and cuddled up with her once she came back down.

"I love you, and everything will be alright, I will never give daddy up without a fight. Yes he will do stupid things like his second album being about his ex and have a song confess his love for her. But he will also suffer for mommy's rath for his actions that affects us."

She nods not saying anything just wraped her arm around me as we watch tv.

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