Harry styles Book 3

believes his ex over you (part 2)

HS pov~

I stood there watching all the party preperations that she had posted on her insta. 

"I really hope he enjoys this party, I mean it's not everyday I can manage to get everyone together when their schdules and his never meet. Half the time he will have a free day and everyone else will be busy and vice versa" she said as she spoke to my best friend

"I think he will really enjoy all the time and effort that you had put into this party. all the hard work of dealing with everyons schdule and his as well just to make sure that the people that means the most to him will be there to celebrate his journey" My friend replied back to her.

I watched as she and my great friend looked over the invite list and no where on that list was my ex that showed up and claimed to have put this all together.

I turned off my phone after the last video and I looked up seeing that she was long gone. I was ashamed of myself for what I did to her and my accusations.

"you know if she never forgives you for what you had done to her then you really deserve it. and if she leaves your ass well you'll deserve that as well" my friend said before he along with the rest of the guest walked out of the venue.

I looked at my sister and for the first time in all my life she looked really disapponted in me.

"mom had taught you a great deal of things. one of them being never belive anything someone else says abut a person till you hear it from the actual person" my sister said.

I looked down ashamed before I nodded my head.

"I can't believe you pushed her, and didn't even care that she got hurt, and your not even worried about if she is ok" my sister said.

I looked up at her a little confused.

"What are you talking about?" I asked

"Your joking right?" my sis asked

"She got hurt?" I asked

My sister didn't say anything just shook her head at me before they joined everyone else in leaving.

"Well if you want my opinion I'd say she deserved what you did to her" my ex said.

I looked over at her.

"I can't believe you would say that" I tell her

"Why, it's true she did deserve it."

I just shook my head and walked out. 

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regular pov~

Its been a few weeks now since that whole party and I haven't talked to Harry. I blocked his number so he can't call me anymore & can't text me.

He has tried to reach out to me on social media but I blocked him on there to.

I get called names by the fans for things I am not accountable for. They call me things that someone as innocent as me shouldn't be called. 

I have dealt with harassment from them and the media so much that I have had to learn self defense in case someone tries to attack me. and I filed a restraining order against all the media people.

The only people that don't harass me or call me names are the people who was at that party and witnessed the whole thing.

I was recently informed of Harry's ex that was at the party was the reason behind all the harassment and name calling so I sued her for defamation and all the harassment.

I won the case which she and her lawyer settled outta court since she wouldn't be able to attend all the hearings.

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I sat there talking with Gemma over our lunch date.

"How are you holding up?"

"Well in a few days these stitches get to come out which will be a royal pain. I got very well trained in self defense since I am still being attacked by your brother's fans. The media has died down some, they every once in a while harrash me so I call the cops on them and they are taken away. I am staying busy at work, and keeping up with my favorite people" I tell her

She shook her head when I told her about the fans and media.

"I know he has some dedicated fans but to attack you and harass you the way they have been to the point you need to learn self defense is messed up. I mean nobody needs to be treated they way you are for nothing" she says.

I nodded my head in agreement with her.

" I am sorry you have to deal with this, and I am sorry for what had happened to you."

I half smiled.

"It's not something I can go back in change it's just something I have to try and move passed. I mean it's been weeks since I talked  or seen your bother. I don't know what he is up to and this my seem harsh but I don't care. I mean yes I do still love him and I always will but when he did what he had that broke me to the point where I don't care how he is or what he is up to. I love and respect you and your mom but I don't know if or when I will ever forgive him for what happened."

"I don't blame you for any of it. and I really don't think it's harsh for how you feel. I mean had someone did what he did to you, to me then I would be the same way. and as far as forgiving him I keep making him suffer, casue that is what is going on. he won't admit it but I know when he calls mom or me and asks us if we have heard from you and we tell him yes and that you don't want us to tell him how you are. that he is suffereing and he has no one to blame but himself."

We sat there tlaking some more till we had had to leave. 

"Tell your mom when ever she wants to call me and we will have a lunch date" I tell Gemma as we get into our cars.

"I will, you be careful out there and take care" she says.

I smiled and waved bye before I left heading to my home.

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A/N- This was requested by a lot of people and I do hope that you all enjoy it.