Harry styles Book 3

Ten days (part 2)

Next day I woke up and Harry wasnt in bed so I figured that he had gone to his home away from home which is the stuido. 

But when I walked downstairs and seen him with our kids making a quick breakfast it was shocked that he was here.

I walked over and greeted everyone before I headed over to greet Harry and offered my help.

 "I want to talk to you all later today when we are all back home" he says.

"Alright" we all agreed

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Once everything was done kids fed their teeht brushed and taken to school Harry left and headed to the stuido while I took the little ones back home and  spent some time with them before it was time for them to take a nap.

So while they napped I had did some work myself in my little office.

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Once everyone was home and we all had ate Harry decided that would be a great time to talk to us about what he wanted to say.

"You all know that daddy loves you right?" he asked the kids

"We know you love us . It just hurts that you was gone long for tour then came home spent ten days with us and rushed to the studio" Amethyst said

"I am sorry for that, I just wanted to get song tacks laid out and taken care of. I was inspired by tour so much I knew the type of music I wanted to do for the next album so I went riht back to work." He explains

"We felt as if work is more important to you then we are" Bennington said 

"No guys it's not. you all are my world and I would do any and everything for you all" Harry tells him.

"We know you would do that for us daddy, we just got our feelings hurt by your actions" Amythest explained.

"I am sorry that I hurt your alls feelings it was never daddy's intention to do so."

They said nothing just sighed and nodded which made Harry sigh."

"How can daddy make it up to you all?" 

"Spent longer time with us then ten days" Lydia replied

"Alright what else?" 

"Don't rush back into work when we have gone so long with out seeing you" Bennington said

"Anything else?"

"Take time from the studio and be pur daddy" Amythest replied

"Baby,I am your daddy reguardless of me being at home, on tour or at the studio" Harry said 

"It dont feel like it, it feels as though that studio is more special then us and we are your kids. I mean we know you love singing. and we love hearing you see and when we get to go and watch you perform we love doing that. But daddy you have a home studio that has all that the other one you leave us for has, yet you pick that over this one. Which makes us feel like you being away from home is your favorite thing to do while Mommy is left with us being our mommy while you work" Amythest said as she started to cry.

I watched as Harry started crying as he walked over and picked Amythest up and held her.

"I am so sorry that you feel that way and from this point on I will work from home and not go away like I did. I will spend more time with you and your brothers and sisters. I will never allow you or them to feel as if that studio is more important then you guys casue its not nor will it ever be. I love you all and I have wanted you all my whole life." He tells her as he comforts her and he wraps her arms around his neck and comforts him.

"I don't mean to make you cry daddy, I just hate feeling last to a building and work" she says

I wiped my eyes as  watched them two talk and then the others that felt abandon go over and he comforted them as well.

I reached over wiping his eyes and he half smiled in thanks before going back to comforting our babies that he held.

I took the younger ones up  and got them all ready for bed before tucking them in knowing Harry will be up with the others when they are done talking.

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Later that night as we laid in bed he started crying again and I pulled him into my arms and I comforted him.

"They hate me so much" he cried

"No Harry they don't and it's like Amythest told you she felt as though you working was more important then she is and her siblings. She never said she hated your nor did lydia or bennington they was telling you just how they felt baby" I tell him

"I feel horrible for what I had done to them and for them feeling they way they had. But It's like I told them I will work more from home so I can be with them and I wont allow them to feel the way they had" He says.

I wiped his eyes and cupped his face.

"You are doing the best you can. and I understand that, and as they grow older they will too. But right now they just want you and I both home so they can feel loved and wanted by the two of us." 

He nods his head and I give him a kiss before he lays down on my chest and we just hold each other till we fall asleep.