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Chapter 22

I shivered, he had been together with me for a long time, but he had finally left me alone. He had done it, he had looked at me, all of me. He had touched places I never wanted to be touched, and the worst part he didn't care about my wishes. He kept going, it was horrible. I hadn't been able to cry, I didn't have any tears left to cry. He had closed all the doors so no one would be able to hear if I screamed, he had even put some dirty old cloth in my mouth making it impossible to say anything. At least he had cleaned me up afterward, but I hated him so bitterly. I could still feel his hands on me. A tear rolled down my cheek. He had just barely covered my body when he had left, he had smiled and said: "See you soon, my love." He had blinked and left. I was still tied up in the position, I had been like this the last three days. It had started hurting since I couldn't move at all. I wish I had said yes to the clothes he offered me long ago or was it 7 days? I don't remember, I've lost track of time. I pulled my right hand, gently. I could feel it tighten for a moment, I had to get free somehow, make him trust me! I knew I had to cooperate, but the mere thought of his hands on my body... I shivered again, this time I started crying. I tried to make my sobs quiet, but it only made things worse. My entire body was aching, I felt disgusting and naked. I had to getaway. I laid my head back on the pillow, I knew I had to get some sort of rest if I wanted to survive. I closed my eyes and soon after I slept.

I tried to sit up, but something stopped me. I screamed and my eyes flew up. My heartbeat was racing and my breath quick, I was bathed in sweat. Another nightmare, but this time it was different. Not just him standing looking at me, then choking me. No, this time, he had touched me, he had forced me to look. His smile, was evil and his eyes, black, dead filled with nothing, but promises of pain. I tried to stop crying, but it didn't work. A source of light cut through the room whereafter to quickly stop. He was here, in here! With me! I could hear him come closer, "Shh... It's alright, my love" He whispered. I started crying again, half screaming, in panic and fear. He sat down on the bed and he led his hand up to my face, to stroke my hair. I started screaming, louder than ever, "Leave me alone! you monster! You evil, cru... cruel..." My screaming turned into quiet sobs. He smiled gently at me, "oh... my love, why so scared suddenly?" He sounded confused, but there was something else. Like he found it funny how scared I was. He leaned closer to me. I started panicking, I screamed and screamed, while I threw myself around on the bed, hoping the ropes would break. He grabbed my wrists hoping to hold me down, but it only made it worse. One of a sudden he let go, he quickly retreated to the other end of the room. He slid down the wall, sitting trying to catch his breath. We were both wheezing for air. He ran a hand through his sweety hair, when I noticed four red stripes on his cheek. I gasped, and he looked at me. He led a hand up to the four stripes, and looked at his fingers. He returned his gaze to me, and smiled cruelly, his eyes filled with some kind of hunger.

I had looked at him, trying to get free. He came closer very slowly. I started hyperventilating. He was like a predator, and I was his prey. I had never been so scared, in my entire life. "oh no... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!" My voice turned into a high-pitched scream at the end. Then he hit me, and everything went black.