Unspoken Desire (Completed)

Sidnaaz's First Date

    Sid was waiting in the car in front of the studio. It was 6.30 in the evening. Sid has asked Preeti to message her an hour before they were leaving. He saw Sana and Preeti coming out of the gate. He called on Sana's mobile.
Sana: Hello??
Sid: Mai car me wait kar raha hu. Aaja.
Sana: Kaha??
Sid: Apne left me dekh.
    Sana looked to her left and saw his car. She looked at Preeti.
Preeti: Jaa ab. Aur sun tu itna soocha mat kar. Tuje vo bahot pasand karta hai. Aur uski feelings genuine hai.
Sana: Muje pata hai. Par...
Preeti: Par var kuch nhi, jaa ab.
    Sana walked towards his car. Her heart was beating faster. She was feeling awkward today. She had never felt like this before. She opened the door and climbed in. They were silent. He looked at her. She was sitting with her hands on her lap, staring at it. He took her hand and kissed it. She looked at him.
Sana: Kaha jaa rahe hai hum.
Sid: Pehle tere ghar, jaha tu ready hogi aur fir mai tuje kahi le jaana chahta hu.
Sana: Kaha??
Sid: Agar nhi bataya to nhi chalegi??
Sana: Siddharth....
Sid: Baby please. Mai har baar teri baat maanta hu na?? Aaj tu meri baat bagair koi sawal ke maan le.
Sana: Thek hai.
Sid: Promise??
Sana: Promise.
     Sid started the engine and they drove towards Sana's place. Sana was about to get down in front of her gate, when Sid stopped her. He reached behind, pulled a bag from the backseat and gave it to her
Sana: Yeh kya hai??
Sid: Yeh pehen ke aa.
Sana: Siddharth...
Sid: Baby tune promise kiya hai tu meri baat maanegi.
Sana: Thek hai. Par ek baat puchu??
Sid: Puch.
Sana: Agar mai apne kapde pehen ke aau to tumhe meri sharam aayegi??
    Sid pulled the bag from her hand.
Sid: Rehne de. Jaa tu apne kapde pehen ke aa.
Sana: Lao do pehen leti hu.
Sid: Nahi mat pehen. Mat kar mujhpe ehsaan. Tu jo thek lage vo pehen ke aa.
Sana: I'm Sorry.  Muje pata nhi kya ho gaya hai. Please de do. Muje sach me vo pehen na hai jo tum laae ho. Please please.
Sid: Ab yeh aise cute face banane ki zarurat nhi hai.
    He took her face in his hands.
Sid: Baby tu kuch bhi pehen ne muje bahot khubsurat lagti hai. Mai bas tumhe apne pasand ke kapdo me dekhna chahta tha.
Sana: Sorry.
Sid: Thek hai. Ab aadhe gante me mai pick karne aa raha hu. Tu ready rehna. Ok??
Sana: Ok.
   They smiled at each other. She got down and he sped home to get ready too. He totally understood how she must be feeling after today's social media mess. And he wanted to remove all the worries and insecurities from her mind and her beautiful face.
     Sana opened the bag and found the most beautiful dress she has ever seen. It must have cost him a fortune. The dress was a pretty black gown with chiffon and net. It had a belt with black beads.  The same beads were woven on the deep neckline and sleeves. There was a matching earring too. She had a perfect sandals to go with it. Sana knew she was  very special for Sid, but that nagging in her brain doesn't stop. He has put so much effort to make her happy. Then why was she not happy and relaxed??. Her mobile buzzed and she picked up.
Sid: Mai bahar wait kar raha hu. Tu jab ready ho to aa jana.
Sana: Ha 5 minutes me aati hu.
Sid: No problem. Take your time.
    Sana was feeling nervous today. He was taking her somewhere for the first time. Her heart beat was faster and her hands were sweating. She sat on the bed for 2 more minutes, gathered the courage and went out.
    Sid felt her presence as she reached the gate. She was looking so beautiful and mesmerising that his heart skipped a beat. He didn't knew how he got so lucky to find a girl like Sana in his life. Was he in love with her. Don't be a fool. It's too early for that. Control yourself. He warned himself. He got out and opened the car door for her. Sana climbed in. He too climbed in and started the engine. They looked at each other and she smiled, but they still didnt reach her eyes. He will bring back that smile before the night is over. He promised himself.
Sid too was looking very handsome in black shirt and grey trousers. She so wanted to look at him but felt shy. She noticed they were heading out of the town. They was silence in the car. Sid too was lost in thoughts. She looked at him and he looked back. There was some kind of tension between them.
Sana: Hum kaha jaa rahe hai??
Sid: Tuje kidnap kar ke le jaa raha hu.
Sid: The Siddharth Shukla muje kidnap kar raha hai?? Mumbai ke saari khubsurat ladkiya mar gayi kya??
     The smile from Sid face vanished and she wanted to slap herself for doing so.
Sana: Sorry.
    He didn't say anything. He was looking in front on the road.
Sana: ( Holding her ears) I'm sorry baby. Sorry na.
    He didn't say anything. You are such an idiot. This amazing man is doing so much to make you happy and you are acting like a loser. She told herself.  She went a little closer to him. Took his arm and rested her head on his shoulder. He smelled too good. She closed her eyes.
Sid: So mat jaana. Hum pahuchne wale hai.
Sana: Muje kahi nhi jaana. Muje bas aise he rehna hai.
    He laughed out loudly and she felt relieved. They had stopped at what looked like a dhaaba. He took his mobile from the dashboard and made a call.
Sid: Ha Santosh, hum pahoch gaye hai. Accha backside laau??. Ok ok.
    He took a turn and in no time they were on the backside of the dhaba. They was a small gate and stairs to the terrace inside the gate. He opened the car door for her. Took her hand and led her to the terrace. As Sana climbed the last of the stairs she was stunned to see the beautiful decor there. There were colourful lights everywhere. On one side there was a sofa with cushions and on the other they was mattress on the floor with beautiful lamps on both sides. There was a table in the centre with two chairs and scented candles making the place smell and look the best. Sana was dumbfounded. She looked at him and he was watching her with a smile on his face.
Sana: Siddharth yeh....
Sid: Sirf tere leye.
Sana: Par...
    He held her hand and pulled her towards him.
Sid: Accha laga??
    Sana had tears in her eyes.
Sid: Are itna bura laga kya ke ro rahi hai
    She shook her head. Sid took her hand and led her to the mattress.  He sat down and pulled her into his arms. He then kissed her cheek.
Sid: My sunshine.
Sana: Sunshine??
Sid: Ha tumhi to ho meri sunshine. Jo meri yeh andheri life me light lati ho.
     Sana felt shy and hid her face with her hands. He removed her hand from her face and kissed each finger slowly and lovingly. She felt a shiver run through her body.
Sid: Ab bata kya hai tere mann me??
Sana: Kuch nhi.
Sid: Idhar mere taraf dekh baby. Kya hua hai?? Sana tuje aaj ek baat bolu?? Tu mujse koi bhi baat kar sakti hai. Tere mann me jo bhi baat aaye muje pata honi chahiye. Tu itni udaas kyu hai.  Agar tu udaas hogi to meri puri zindagi udaas ho jaayegi. Bol muje sunna hai.
Sana: Siddharth tum bahot bade adami ho...
Sid: Baby...
Sana: Nahi muje bolne do. Beech me mat toko.
Sid: Accha bol.
Sana: Siddharth mere leye yeh sab aasaan nhi hai. Muje har subah jab mai mobile open karti hu to yeh dar lagta hai ke aaj kya dikhega social media pe. Kahi kisi wajah se kisi ke leye tum muje chod na do.
Sid: Kya tujko mujhpe barosa nhi hai??
Sana: Bharosa hai, par yeh kya rishta hai hamara. Hamesha chup chup ke milna hai. Bas yahi dar laga rehta hai ke koi dekh na le. Mai agar tumhare vanity me chupke aati hu to tumhe dar lagta hai ke koi dekh lega ya koi aa jaayega. Mai tumse koi commitment nhi mang rahi. Par chup ke to vo cheez hoti hai jo galat hoti hai.
Sid: Mai jaanta hu tu apne jagah sahi hai. Par tuje kya lagta hai ke yeh jo mai darta hu vo khud ke leye darta hu?? Muje koi farak nhi padta agar koi hum dono ko sath dekhe. Par kya tu uske baad normally job pe jaa paayegi?? Yeh media aur yeh jo so called celebrities hai vo tuje chain se jeene nhi denge. Mai tere leye darta hu baby.
Sana: Tu sahi hai par kabhi kabhi mai insecure ho jaati hu. Bahot manane ke koshish karti hu apne man ko par kabhi kabhi nhi maanta hai yeh.
Sid: I totally understand meri jaan. Dekh muje thoda time de. Mai sab thek kar dunga. Wait karegi mera?? Thoda time degi muje??
Sana: Sab thek kar doge na??
Sid: I promise.
     And then she smiled. The most beautiful smile which reached and lit her eyes. He pulled her to him and hugged her tight. He was happy now. He felt a burden has been lifted off his shoulders.
Sana: Bahot pareshaan kiya na maine tumko??
    He took her face in his hands.
Sid: Tu pareshaan the isleye mai pareshaan ho gaya. Koi baat nhi. Yeh sab to hota rehta hai. Vaise ek baat to bolna mai bhul gaya.
Sana: Kya??
Sid: Tu aaj bahot hot lag rahi hai.
Sana: To kiss karo fir muje??
Sid: ( Laughing) As you wish baby.
    He kissed her softly on her lips and she moaned which excited Sid.  He took her lower lip and nibbled making her shiver. He then pushed his tongue in her mouth and they both got breathless. She held his broad shoulder for support as she knew she would faint with the pleasure of his kiss. He removed his mouth from her and bend down to kiss her jawline and then shifted down to her neck. She moaned loudly and Sid laughed in his neck.
Sid: Neeche se log upar aa jaayenge.
Sana: Shut up. To tum yeh sab harkate band kar do.
Sid: Accha to fir kiss kisne mangi the??
Sana: Maine?? Kab??
Sid: Ok thek hai. Fir aaj ki raat abhi koi kiss nhi.
Sana: Are yeh to cheating hai. Aise thodi hota hai?? Ha ha yaad aaya maine he mangi the. Maine he mangi the.
    Sid laughed out loudly, took her in his arms and kissed her forehead.
Sid: You are such a sweetheart. Do you know that??
    She giggled and it was the best sound to Sid's ears. This was just a start. They had a long night ahead of them and he was determined on hearing more of those giggles.