Unspoken Desire (Completed)

"Caring Sid"

    They reached home way after 2.30 am. Sana looked too tired. She has been restless throughout the flight and back home. She was not able to sit or lay in the flight's seats. Sid could sense her discomfort and tried to comfort her in any possible way. Her feets were swollen. He had decided to take her to the gynac when they settle down. They both were sitting on seats next to each other. Seeing her shifting in her seat he had asked.
Sid: Kya kar sakta hu mai tuje relax karne ke leye.
Sana: Back me bahot pain ho raha hai.
Sid: To seat neche kar deta hu let jaa na??
Sana: Nahi ghabraahat ho rahi hai.
Sid: Kuch nimbu pani ya koi juice peena hai?? Magvaa deta hu.
Sana: Nahi abhi nhi. Mai soone ki try karti hu aise he bait ke.
Sid: Mere shoulder pe sar rakh agar chahe to.
    Sana kept her head on his shoulder and he felt complete. It felt so good as if his shoulder is made just for her. She must have slept for just few minutes, but then was restless again
    As soon as they reached home, Maa told Suresh to keep Sana's bags in Sid's room. They both had not thought about the sleeping arrangements until now. To tired to think about it they went to Sid's room. Sana went into the bathroom and got fresh. She needed her night suit. So tried pulling her bag. Sid was about to go to the washroom when he saw this.
Sid: Kar kya rahi hai tu?? Kya chahiye tuje??
Sana: Bag upar chahiye muje.
Sid: To tu usko upar rakhne wali the??
Sana: Nahi vo...
Sid: To bol deti na muje.
    He picked the bag and kept it on the bed.
Sid: Nikaal jo nikaalna hai, mai fresh hokar aata hu fir rakh dunga.
    He disappeared into the bathroom. Sana smiled. He was so caring towards her. Was this for the baby or is it me too. Pushing the thought away she opened her bag to remove the things she was going to need. There was a knock on the door and Sana opened it to find Maa standing in the doorway.
Sana: Aree Maa aao na.
Maa: Nahi tum log rest karo. Tu bahot thak gayi hogi. Yeh dudh pile. Kuch khaaya bhi nhi tune.
Sana: Mann nhi hai Maa.
    Sid came out of the washroom at that moment.
Maa: Mann kaisi nhi hai. Peele beta. Thoda accha feel karegi. Siddharth tuje kuch khaana hai?,
Sid: Nahi Maa muje kuch nhi chahiye.
Maa: Aur haa aaraam se soo lena. Jaldi uthne ke koi zarurat nhi hai. Bahot hectic ho gaya aaj tuje.
Sana: Thek hai.
    Maa left the room.
Sid: Ho gaya bag me ka kaam tera?? Rakh du??
Sana: Ha rakh de.
    Sid kept the bag. He ought to make place for her things in his wardrobe. The thought thrilled him. Sana sharing her room, her wardrobe, her bed. No not bed. Not yet. But one day it will happened and he will make it happened. Sana came out of the bathroom wearing a night suit. She stood not knowing what to do next.
Sid: Tu bed pe so jaa, mai yaha sofe pe so jaaunga.
Sana: Siddharth par...
Sid: Koi problem nhi hai. Don't worry. Tu relax kar ke so jaa. Aur ha vo dudh pe le.
    Sid took his pillow and moved to the sofa. Sana knew he won't be comfortable there. He lay on it. Trying to settle in comfortable position.
Sana: Siddharth nhi so paayega tu itne se sofe par.
Sid: Aaj ke raat ke baat hai. Dekhta hu kal mai guest room me shift ho jaata hu.
Sana: Siddharth tu idhar bed pe aa jaa.
Sid: Are nhi rehne de...
Sana: Please Siddharth aa jaa.
    Sid looked at her for a long time.
Sana: Please.
    Sid got up and went to the bed. He kept the pillow and sat on other side of the bed. Sana gave him a smile. She was liking this peace between them. She was feeling happy after so many days. And suddenly the baby kicked.
Sana: Siddharth baby kick kar raha hai.
    Sid jumped out of the bed and went to her side. He sat on the floor in front of her. She took his hand and brought it to the exact spot where the baby has kicked. Sid felt it's tiny feet under his palm. The happiness on his face was so genuine and heart warming that Sana wanted to hug him. But she controlled her emotions. They shared this beautiful moment together. And  will cherish this all their lives. The baby stopped kicking and Sid got up. He saw the milk still on her bed side table.
Sid: Tune abhi tak dudh kyu nhi pi??
Sana: Siddharth sach me mann nhi hai.
Sid: Pe le baby. Aise mat kar.
    The word baby from his mouth after such a long time made her shiver and he recognised her reaction. She drank the milk without any fuss. She went to the bathroom, brushed her teeth and came out to find Sid laying on the bed looking at the ceiling lost in thought. Sana went to her side and laid her rigid back on the mattress. She felt so relieved. They both were silent and after some time fell into deep sleep.
    Sana woke up to see the room was still dark, but Sid was not in bed. She then realised that it's dark because the curtains were pulled to prevent the sun light from coming in. She searched for her mobile on the bedside table. It showed nine fifty. She slept till so late. Getting out of the bed she disappeared in the bathroom and got herself freshen up. As she came out of the bathroom she saw Sid enter the room.
Sid: Good morning.
Sana: Good morning. Siddharth tune uthaaya kyu nhi?? Time dekh kitna hua hai.
Sid: Ha Maa ne bhi bola ke tuje uthaaye. Kuch khaale fir so jaane chahe to.
Sana: Nahi nhi thek hai.
Sid: Tu chahe to breakfast yaha mangva deta hu.
Sana: Nahi mai aati hu. Ready ho ke aati hu.
Sid: Thek hai mai bahar hu.
Sana: Siddharth...
Sid: Hmmm
Sana: Vo meri bag.
Sid: O haa.
    Sid kept the bag on the bed. He will make the space in the wardrobe  when she is out of the room for breakfast he thought. Sid left the room and Sana went to take a bath. She wore a cotton kurti and applied a little make up. As she was about to apply sindoor Sid entered. Their eyes met and locked. Sana saw raw emotions in his eyes. Does he really feel that strongly for her. His eyes says so. He looked away. She got up from the chair and turned towards him.
Sana: Mai chalti hu bahar.
Sid: Hmmm
    Sid was not able to form any words. His heart was beating rapidly. She was looking divine. Pregnancy suits her just too much. He was having a hard time here. His libido was kicking him like an ass. He wanted to have her. Here, now. She went out of the room and he paced the floor trying to control himself
    The breakfast was an happy affair. Both Sid's sisters and their kids, Maa and Sid. They were so happy when they were together. After breakfast  they sat in the hall and chatted about anything and everything. Sid's sisters were both so loving just like Maa. Sitting for a long time had started giving her a lot of back pain lately. Sid saw her discomfort. Di saw it too. Her eyes met with Sid.
Di: Sana bass ho gaya. Tum ab jaake leto. Abhi shaam me puja bhi hai. Fir vaha bhi tumko baithna he hai.
Sana: Nahi di. Thek hai.
Di: Siddharth usko le jaa.
    Sid got up and held his hand towards her. They both came to the room. She sat on the bed. Sid came and sat on the couch.
Sid: Sana muje tujhse kuch baat karni hai.
    Sana felt a thug in her heart. She didn't wanted to lose this peace with him. She didn't want to know anything. The truth can be very painful. She didn't have the energy to go through that pain.
Sana: Siddharth please abhi nhi.
Sid: Par muje announcement to abhi he karni padegi na.
Sana: Matlab??
Sid: Sana mai hamare Shadi ke announcement karne wala hu. Muje yeh puchna tha ke mai tuje Shehnaaz kaur Gill bolkar introduce karu ya Sana. Muje dono se bhi koi problem nhi. Par mai chata tha ke mai tuje tere true identity se introduce karu. Dekh eventually to tere jo true identity hai, vo bahar aane he hai, fir chupana kyu?? Par choice is your. Tu jaise chahiye mai karunga. This is totally your decision.
    Sana was shocked hearing this. Sid was not going to keep her and her baby a secret. He was going to tell the world about them. She didn't knew how to feel. Happy?? Why not?? He is going to except them in front of the whole world. He was not going to hide us from anyone. Not even Rashmi. Should she ask about Rashmi. No no. Not today. Later when all this is settled.
Sana: Siddharth muje nhi pata kya karna chahiye. Tu jaanta hai na mere controversy ke baare me. Ek naya tamasha khada hoga fir media me.
Sid: Sana kuch nhi hoga. Mai hu na sab handle kar lunga.
Sana: Tu khud announce karega??
Sid: Nahi. Mera ek bahot accha friend hai. Tu ne suna hoga Jay. Usse baat kar li hai. Vo aur uski wife are just like a family to me. Aaj aayenge vo puja me. Bahot khush hogi tu unse milke.
Sana: Thek hai fir kar de agar tuje thek lag raha hai to.
Sid: Thek hai. Accha sun agar tu kar paaye to maine wardrobe me jagah bana le hai. Tere cheezo ke leye. Mai bag rakh deta hu, wardrobe ke paas.
Sana: Nahi Siddharth abhi nhi. Abhi muje letna hai.
Sid: Agar tu chahe to mai rakh sakta hu, tera samaan bag se nikaal ke.
Sana: Thek hai fir tu he rakh de.
    Sid smiled at her and took her bags near the wardrobe and started emptying it. She lay on  one side watching him do it with so much dedication that it brought a smile on her face. A bunch of undergarments came in his hand. He looked at her and she closed her eyes, embarrassed by the situation. He looked so cute doing the things he was doing. Is this the same Siddharth she had first met. He has changed. He has become patient now. He has always been a caring person. She has to give him that. But this was something different. This Siddharth made her heart swell with pride. He was going to be an amazing father to the baby. She has no doubt about that. She can even vouch on that. But what about her. Where does she stand in all this. All this is not permanent. The ice will break one day. This is not her destiny. Her destiny. They is much not said between them. And it has to be said one day. She fell into a deep sleep. It was a same dream again. Sid was holding the baby in his hand. They both were smiling at each other. He saw Sana. But this time he didn't turn away. He smiled back at her.
    Sid saw Sana has fallen asleep. He could see her smiling in her sleep. This brought a smile on Sid's face too.

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