Unspoken Desire (Completed)

Sid Is Hurt

    They both were on cloud nine. Sana would sneak in Sid's van. Kiss him hungrily and leave him desperate for more. She knew what effect she was having on him and she was enjoying it. They has not met for passed 2 days, but would talk on fone or chat like teenagers on WhatsApp. As Sana was laying on bed after her dinner watching some series on her mobile a message popped up
Sid: Kya kar rahi hai baby??
Sana: Are?? muje laga tera shoot late tak hai??
Sid: Ha abhi thoda time hai next shot ke leye. Tu kya kar rahi the??
Sana: Abhi just dinner hua. Socha tu to aaj busy hai. Kuch aise he dekh rahi the.
Sid: To tu muje miss kar rahi the??
Sana: Miss?? Nahi to. Aaj to thoda relaxed the. Varna roz roz teri vahi bore baate suno.
Sid: Accha to mai tuje bore karta hu??  Enjoy whatever you were seeing. Ab nhi karunga tuje message.
  He disconnected the call. She was about to call him when her mobile buzzed and his name flashed on the screen.
Sid: Nahi maine socha message pe nhi call karke bore karu.
Sana: (laughing) Tuje pata hai tu kitna cute hai??
Sid: Decide kar mai bore hu ya cute.
Sana: Accha ruk soochne de?? Mmmm bore hai.
Sid: Tu na....
Sana: Baby do minute ruk muje bar bar ek call aa raha hai. Mai tuje baad me call karti hu.
    Sana disconnected the call. Sid was surprised. Who was so important that she had to disconnect his call. Five
minutes have passed. There was still no call from her. He was getting restless now. He started pacing the floor and his mobile started ringing
Sana: Sorry...
Sid: Kiska call tha??
Sana: Siddharth vo...
Sid: Itna kon important tha ke tune mera call disconnect kiya??
Sana: Koi important nhi tha baby. Bas call lena zaruri tha.
Sid: Zaruri matlab?? Mujse bhi zyaada zaruri??
Sana: Baby tu ab chote bacche ki tarah react kar raha hai.
Sid: Sana kiska call tha??
Sana: Shekhar ka.
    There was a long silence on the other end.
Sana: Siddhart?? Meri baat sun.
Sid: Sana mera shot ready hai. Mai baad me baat karta hu.
    Sana knew he was angry because she has disconnected his call to talk to shekhar. But it was urgent. She was in a mess. He must be fuming over this at present. She will have to do something to pacify him. She called Arun.
    It was 1 at night. Sid was in a very bad mood. He was not able to concentrate on his dialogues. He had to give my takes and retakes. He came out of the studio.
Sid: Arun driver ko bolo gaadi nikaale.
Arun: Sir vo driver ghar chala gaya.
Sid: What?? To ab mai drive karke jaau.
Arun: Sir uske ghar kuch problem hua hai
Sid: Thek hai. Fir tum drive kar do.
Arun: Par sir mai opposite direction...
Sid: Ha ha thek hai. Sab ko aaj he problem hue hai. Dimaag sada ke rakha hai.  Car keys do muje aur jaao tum ghar ab.
    Sid walked towards his car. He switched on his mobile there was no call or message from Sana. This made him more angry.  How could she give him preference over me and then not even call once to ask how I'm?? He was hurt, angry and jealous. He felt like going to her and punish her by kissing her until she begs for more. But he will not. Why should he?? He opened the car door lost in his thoughts and climbed in. To his surprise he saw his baby in the back seat. Her head lay back on the small pillow, her eyes closed. She was fast asleep. His heart melted seeing her there. He climbed out and went to the back seat, closing the door behind him. He pulled her in his arms.
Sid: Baby??
Sana: (Half opening her eyes) kab se wait kar rahi hu tera. Neend aa gayi muje.
    She snuggled into him and he held her more closer. He kissed her on her head.
Sid: Itni raat ko tu yaha kya kar rahi hai baby?? Aise car me akele baitna kitna dangerous hai pata hai??
Sana: Fir tu kyu naraz hua mujse??
Sid: Mai naraz nhi hu meri jaan.
Sana: Tu hai naraz. Puri baat suni bhi nhi meri. Bas aise he gussa hua pada hai.
Sid: Baby vo....
Sana: Shhh. Chup. Ab puri baat  sun meri.
    She was still in his arms. She lifted her head and kissed his lips and then snuggled in closer.
Sana: Vo Shekhar ne kuch parcel bheja hai uncle aur Aunty ke leye. Aunty ne muje request ke mai agar uske friend se jaake le aau. Unhone kaha tha Shekhar muje call karega details batane ke leye. Isleye maine uska call liya. Aur maine kal decide kiya tha ke mai use uske proposal ko mana kar dungi. Muje vo topic bhi khatam karna tha. Isleye tera disconnect kar ke uska call liya.
    Sana felt Sid relaxed against her. She smiled.
Sid: Aur usne kya kaha??
Sana: Are vo bahot understanding hai. Samaj gaya.
Sid: Ha thek hai. Thek hai. Zyada tarif mat kar uski meri saamne. Ek to vo meri bandi pe line maar raha hai. Aur tu taarif kar uski.
Sana: Are usko thodi pata hai ke mai teri hu??
    Sana suddenly looked up at Sid for assurance.
Sana: Hu na mai teri??
Sid: Sirf meri.
   He bend down to her and give her the most passionate kiss, suckling and nibbling on her lips. He pushed his tongue in her mouth and she gave a most pleasurable moan. He wanted her now and here and he would have definitely taken her if he would have not heard her call his name. He removed his mouth from hers and looked at her to see the same hunger for him which he had for her. As if pleading him to make love to her. He stroked her cheek with his fingers.
Sid: Yaha nhi baby aur abhi nhi.
Sana: I know.
    She tried to get out of his arms but he held her tight.
Sid: Kahi nhi jaa rahi hai tu. Bas yahi reh.
Sana: Ghar nhi jaana hai??
Sid: Thodi der baad.
Sana: Ok.
Sid: Baby...
Sana: Hmmm
Sid: Agar mai tujhse kuch mangu to degi
Sana: Mai tuje kya de sakti hu Siddharth. Mai ek mamuli si ladki. Tujhe kya de sakti hu.
Sid: Aise mat bol na meri jaan. Mujhe bura lagta hai.
Sana: Ok nhi bolti.
Sid: Aur tu mamuli nhi hai. Bahot special hai mere leye.
Sana: Accha bata kya chahiye. Meri jaan mang le.
Sid: Teri jaan mang lunga to mai kaisi jee paaunga.
Sana: Hayeee kitni pyari baate karta hai tu. Lagta nhi aisi bhi baate aati hai tuje.
Sid: Par yeh sach hai baby.
Sana: Accha thek hai bol ab, kya chahiye tuje??
Sid: Meri yeh wish hai ke mai tuje apni baaho me leke soo jaau. Please meri yeh wish puri karegi??
Sana: Siddharth par...
Sid: Aaj chal na ghar mere sath.
Sana: Siddharth...
Sid: Please na baby. Please..Please
Sana: Aur Maa
Sid: Vo mere uncle ke ghar gayi hai. Kal aayegi.
Sana: Ok thek hai chal.
Sid: Really baby?? Tu chalegi mere sath??
Sana: Haa chal.
Sid: Thanks meri jaan
Sana: Ab jaldi chal muje neend aa rahi hai. Aur kal muje morning me tu jaldi ghar chodega. Agar friday chutti leni hai to kal muje time pe studio pahochna padega.
Sid: I promise.
     He pulled her and kissed her hard. She giggled and he was the happiest man in the world.
Sid: Abe moti aage aa mai tera driver nhi hu
    Sana got down from back seat and sat next to him.
Sana: Moti kya bol raha hai. Mai moti hu kya??
Sid: Moti he to hai.
Sana: Hayee mai sach me moti lagti hu tuje?? Ha saari patli patli ladkiya dekh kar mai moti lagne padi hu tuje.
   Sid laughed loudly and he drove to his home, happy that he was not alone, but with the most precious girl. Sid drove silently with her head on his shoulder. They entered his parking.
Sid: Baby so gayi kya??
Sana: Hmmm. Bahot gehri neend me hu. Aur ek pyaara sa sapna dekh rahi hu.
Sid: Kya sapna??
Sana: Ke tu muje apne ghar apne baaho me sone le jaa raha hai.
Sid: Ha yeh mere leye bhi sapna he hai. Jo pura hone wala hai. Chal upar.
     They reached the door and he unlocked it with the key he had in his pocket. They both entered and stood in the passage looking at each other. Sid came forward and picked her up in his arms. She squealed and he pressed his finger to her lips. They were house help in the house. She had by now circled her arm around his neck and lay her head on his chest. He carried her to his room and bend down to put her on the bed. She pulled him by his collar and kissed him hard.
Sid: Wow.
Sana: Yeh muje yaha laane ke leye.
    He laughed out aloud, straighten himself and walked towards the bathroom.
Sid: Mai shower leke aata hu.
    She nodded and he disappeared in the bathroom. She got down from the bed and went and stood in front of his photo. He was such a beautiful man. Inside and outside both. She remembered the day when she had first been in this room. She came out of her thoughts when she heard him coming out of the bathroom. Sana felt her heart beat faster as she saw a sight in front of him. Sid has come out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. He looked mesmerising. Their eyes met and Sana looked away. Her cheeks has gone red. Sid smiled knowing the effect he was having on her. He went to the wardrobe and removed a t- shirt and shorts and then went back to the bathroom. Sana sat on the edge of the bed before her legs gave away. He came out looking all fresh and yummy. She couldn't keep her eyes off him.
Sid: Kya hua moti??
Sana: Kuch nhi.
Sid: Fir itni chup kyu hai??
Sana: Kuch nhi.
    Sid laughed out loud and she gave me a stare.
Sid: Baby tu to muje aise dekh rahi hai jaisi abhi kha jaayegi muje.
Sana: Siddharth tu...
Sid: Accha accha sorry. Bol chai piyegi??
Sana: Tu banayega??
Sid: Ha mai bahot acchi chai banata hu.
Sana: Thek hai to peela.
Sid: Abhi banake laata hu. Tu relax kar tab tak.
Sana: Hmmm
    Sid left the room. She thought of going and freshening up. She was about to go to the bathroom when she saw one of Sid's t-shirt has fallen down near the wardrobe. It must have fallen when he was removing clothes for himself. She picked it up and went to the bathroom. She freshen herself up changed into his t- shirt, tidied her hair and came out. The t- shirt has Siddharth's smell and she loved it. She was standing looking out of the window and turned when Sid arrived.  Sid had 2 mugs in his hand. He saw her and was stunned to see her looking so beautiful in his oversized t-shirt. A emotion he didn't knew made him shake to the core. He kept the mugs on the side table, rushed towards her, pulled her roughly into his arms and kissed her passionately. She kissed him back with the same hunger. He will lose control if he doesn't back out now. So he tried pulling himself back, but she held him to her tightly.
Sana: Siddharth please...
Sid: Baby abhi nhi
    Sana moved behind and turned away from him. She was trembling now. He has rejected her. She felt ashamed of herself and tears started streaming down her eyes even before she realised it. Sid pulled her back to his chest.
Sana: Siddharth muje ghar chod de. Abhi.
Sid: Baby sorry. Baby please aise mat kar. Tuje meri baat buri lagi hai to tu muje saza de par aise naaraz mat ho.
    He turned her around and saw tears flowing from her eyes.
Sana: Nahi aise kuch nhi hai. Tu bas muje chod aa. Muje jaana hai. Muje bahot cheap feel ho raha hai. Ek dum ganda.
Sid: Matlab??
Sana: Dekh na Siddharth vo mai he hu jo tujhse hamesha kiss karne ko kehti hu. Muje he tujhse vo sab chahiye. Par shayad tuje uski zarurat nhi. Ho sakta hai tuje kahi aur....
   Sid didn't let her finish the sentence. He was so angry that he caught her neck with his hand and pushed her towards the wall. He pinned her body to his.
Sana: How dare you?? Kya kaha tune?? Yeh sochti hai tu mere baare me. Itna ghatiya lagta hu mai tuje?? Tu sirf khud ke baare me sochti hai na Sana?? Tuje kya pata mai khud ko kitna control karta hu. Tere liye karta hu. Ke jab hamare beech kuch ho to special ho. Bahot khaas ho. Aur maine vo is weekend ke leye plan kiya tha. Par tune jo abhi kaha, jo tune bola uske leye mai tuje kabhi maaf nhi karunga. Kabhi nhi. You want to go home?? Fine. Car me wait kar raha hu aa jaa.
    Sid left the room and she heard the front door opened and banged closed.