Unspoken Desire (Completed)

Zorawar's Mama and Papa.

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Sid came back approximately after forty five minutes. He saw Sana's face as soon as he entered. She had swollen eyes. She was crying. His heart went out for her, but he controlled himself. He is very upset with her. Yesterday's episode has hurt him to no extent. And yesterday's night. A shudder ran through his body thinking of it. He looked away.
Sid: Mahi agar tu jaana chahe to driver tuje chod dega.
Mahi: Thek hai. Mai chalti hu. Sana apna khayaal rakhna. Fir aaungi mai.
Sid: Chal tuje bahar tak chod kar aata hu.
Sid and Mahi came outside the room.
Sid: Usse kya hua hai?? Ro kyu rahi hai vo??Bahot zyaada dard hai kya usse??
Mahi: Sid maine usse sab kuch bata diya hai. Tere aur Rashmi ke baare me.
Sid: Chod na koi farak nhi padta. Usse mere baare me worst he soochna hota hai.
Mahi: Jaane de na Sid, bacchi hai. Hamare duniya se itni zyaada aadi nhi hai. Ho gayi galti.
Sid: Galti?? Mahi kal mai undono ko kho deta is galti ke wajah se. Vo itna hyper ho gayi the ke mai control nhi kar paa raha tha usse. Mai dar gaya tha. Nahi mai bahot hurt hu aur muje time lagega yeh sab digest karne ke leye. It's not easy for me to forget what I went through yesterday and it's not easy for me to forgive her.
Mahi: Accha thek hai chal. Dekh kitna pyaara baby hai tera. Mood thek kar apna. Mai chalti hu. Bye
The mention of the baby brought smile on his face.
Sid: Bye.
Sid came in the room. Sana was looking out of the window. She turned to look at him, but he totally ignored her. He went to the cot and stroked his sleeping son's cheek with his finger, smiling at him. He went and sat on the far end of the sofa, relaxing his head on it's back and closing his eyes. Sana knew he won't talk and she has to give him time. So she kept mum.
Sid woke up to the voice of baby's cry. He went to the cot and picked it up. The baby was still crying. Not knowing what to do he looked at Sana.
Sana: Usse bhuk lagi hai. Mere paas de.
He brought the baby to Sana and carefully shifted it in Sana's arms. They came very close in the process. Their eyes meet. But Sid moved backward as the baby was securely in his mama's arms.
Sana: Siddharth nurse ko bula de.
Sid rang the bell and the nurse came within few seconds. Sid went outside. He saw Sana's mom dad coming towards him.
Sana's papa: Siddharth abhi aap jaao ghar pe thoda rest karna. Hum hai. 6 baje ki meri flight hai. Mai yahi se nikal jaaunga.
Sid: Thek hai mai car bhej dunga. Driver aapko airport chod dega.
Sana's papa: Thek hai.
Sid left for home.
Sid came in the evening to find the nurse and mummy standing near the bed and Sana trying to get up from the bed. He came rushing towards them
Sid: Kya hua?? Kuch problem hai??
Mummy: Nahi beta, vo Sana ko chalaane bola hai na doctor ne, to vo utar ne ke koshish kar rahi hai.
The pain on Sana's face made Sid cringe. She was trying to get down with so much difficulty. Finally she got down. Mummy, took her one hand and she had just put two step when she lost a little balance. She took support of the bed. Sid's heart came in his mouth.
Sid: Sambhaal.
Sana: Mama muje bahot dard ho raha hai.
Nurse: Thoda dard hoga, par aapko chalna to padega?? Vo door tak chal ke wapas aa jaaye.
Sid: Mummy aap chode, mai pakadta hu.
Sid came and took Sana's hand. He brought his other hand to her waist to give more support. They walked slowly to the door and came back. He made Sana sit on the bed. He could see Sana's face wet with sweat and tears. He took the tissue and wiped her face. She looked at him and their eyes met and he stepped behind. Crushing the tissue in his hand and looking away from her. She rested her hid on the back and closed her eyes. This little exercise has exhausted her. She heard the baby whimper in the cot. But she was too tired to feed now.
Mummy: Sana baby ko fed kar usse bhuk lagi hai.
Sana: Mummy ruko, abhi nhi.
Sid: Nahi thek hai mummy, usse panch minute relax karne do. Mai tab tak dekhta hu baby ko.
Sid carried the baby in his arms swayed it slightly. After few minutes the baby gave a loud cry, indicating that now he is not going to be fooled.
Sana: De do mummy usse mujhe.
Mummy took the baby and gave it to Sana. Sid now realised how much of pain Sana is in. His heart went out for her. But he is not going to give in so easily.
Sid had just finished with one of his daily show. So he had free time nowadays. Sid had told Arun, he won't be taking new projects for few months, as he wanted to be available for the baby when he needs him. An ads or albums were ok, but no more shows
Sid has not talked to Sana even once during her stay in the hospital. The baby was like his favourite toy. He would sit with him in his arms for hours. It seems the baby had got used to his arms too. He would cry his lungs out, but when Sid takes him in his arms, he would go quite. Sid felt a sense of pride. His son recognises his touch.
Sid had been in the hospital all the time. He would only go in the afternoon for lunch and would leave the hospital late at night to come in tbe morning to relieve mummy. He had not spoken and he would avoid looking at her. Once during the initial days they were alone in the room. Baby was asleep with his tummy full. Sid was watching something on his mobile with his earphone in his ears. Sana felt her throat has dried. She wanted water to drink which was kept away from her reach. She called out Sid, but he couldn't hear her. She got up from the bed and walked up to the table where water was kept taking support of the bed railing. Sid turned as he sensed some movement and saw Sana standing near the table, trying to pour water in the glass. He rushed to her. Tension in his eyes.
Sid: Tu vaha se yaha kaisi aayi?? Kya chahiye tha tuje??
Sana: Pani.
Sid: Tu muje bol nhi sakti the??
Sana: Aawaaz de maine par, tune earphones lagaye the. Tuje sunai nhi diya.
Sid: Tu chal vaha bait jaa pehle.
He made her sit on the bed and brought her water to drink. She drank water and gave the glass back. He was about to turn, when she held his arm.
Sana: Siddharth mujse baat kar na.
He snatched his arm from her hold and went and sat on the sofa. Closing his eyes, wanting to shut out all the emotions he felt for this girl.
Sana was discharged from the hospital. They reached home and were welcomed by Sid's sisters and niece. The family gathered around the new member of the family. Sid's neices were the happiest one. It was like a new toy to them. They all were sitting together in the hall.
Sid: Maa Sana ke papa ka call aaya tha vo do din me aa rahi hai. Muje puch rahe the ke vo thode dino ke leye Sana ko apne sath le jaana chahte the.
Maa: Haa mujhe bhi aaya tha. Maine kaha agar Sana jaane chahe to le jaao. Uske dada dadi bhi baby se milna chahte hai. Sana, beta tum chali jaao.
Sana was shocked to hear this. No one discussed this with her. And Sid too wanted her to go??
Sana: Par Maa abhi baby chota hai na.
Mummy: Hum hai na beta. Bijee tuje bahot yaad karti hai.
Maa: Ha beta jaao mil aao. Kya kehte ho Siddharth??
Sid: Ha Maa chali jaaye.
Sid got up and went to the room. Sana was stunned. Does he hate her so much?? Tears started forming in her eyes.
Maa: Beta jaau tum jaake aaraam karo. Baby ko rehne do. Hum dekh lenge usse.
Sana entered the room and sat on the bed. Sid was in the bathroom. He came out and went to the wardrobe and wore a t-shirts totally ignoring her.
Sana: Tu chahta hai ke mai jaau??
Sid: Mere chahne na chahne se kya hota hai. Teri marzi hai.
Sana: Agar mai na jaana chahu to??
Sid: Sana hum yeh discussion he kyu kar rahe hai. Maine tuje kaha na ke teri marzi. Tuje jo karna hai vo kar.
Sana: Iska matlab tuje koi farak nhi padega agar hum chale gaye to??
He didn't reply.
Sana: Mera chod tu baby ko bhi miss nhi karega??
He still didn't reply.
Sana: Tu ab mere leye sach me kuch nhi feel karta??
Sid: Sana kash me kuch feel nhi karta. Kash. Par agar mujse pucho to tu jaa. Muje tera chehra dekh kar ched machti hai. Isleye filhaal to tu jaa.
He left the room leaving a crying Sana behind. Mummy had come later with the baby as he was hungry. She fed him and put him in the cot. Sid came late in the night. Sana had not slept yet. He took his pillow from the bed and went and slept on the sofa. He was doing this to hurt her. He is not going to forgive her so easily. Sana's papa came after three days.
Papa: Behenji naam kya rakhne waale ho baby ka??
Maa: Sana ko to Zorawar pasand hai. To vahi rakhte hai.
Papa: Siddharth aap bhi to bataao.
Sid: Nahi papa zorawar he thek hai.
Sana looked at him as the memory of name zorawar flashed in her mind. They had just finished making love one night and Sana had expressed her desire to naam the baby Zorawar if it is a boy. Sid has laughed and translated the name in Marathi. He had kissed her bare tummy and excited her more, which ended up in them making love again.
Sid met her eyes and looked away. He had remembered it too. He excused and went to the room. She went behind him and closed the door.
He was standing looking out of the window.
Sana: Siddharth muje maaf karde na please.
He turned around and looked directly at her.
Sid: Tuje pata hai Sana tu bahot selfish hai. Tu sirf tere baare me soochti hai. Tuje kya lagta hai, tu kya feel karti, tu hurt hoti hai. Sab tu, sirf tu. Tu meri feelings ke baare me kabhi nhi soochti. Mai bhi hurt ho sakta hu, yeh possibility tere dimaag me aati he nhi. To na yeh maafi to tu mujse mang he mat.
Sana: To tu muje kabhi maaf nhi karega??
Sid: Kabhi ka to pata nhi. Par abhi filhaal to mujse koi umeed mat rakh.