Unspoken Desire (Completed)

Love Everywhere.

Sid and Sana were having breakfast with Maa. Sana was having a glow on her face. Maa understood they have sorted their misunderstanding at night and she was happy about it. Maa knew Sana was the perfect girl for Sid. She was the only girl who can keep his son happy all his life. Maa can see the love for each other in their eyes. She saw Sana looked at Sid and Sid raised his eyebrows. Maa looked away.
Maa: Sana uncle aunty kaisi hai??
Sana: Ha Maa vo thek hai. Vo apne native place gaye hai.
Maa: To tum akeli ho vaha??
Sid looked at Sana. How can she stay there alone. Maa spoke before him.
Maa: Nahi nahi akele nhi rehna. Tum yaha aa jaao, jab tak vo log aa nhi jaate.
Sana: Nahi Maa koi nhi. Mai manage kar lungi.
Sid: Manage matlab?? Don't be a fool Sana. Tum vaha akeli nhi rahogi. Samji tum.
Sana: Lekin Siddhartha...
Maa: Siddharth sahi keh raha hai. Yeh tujko le jaaye aur tuje jo lage vo saaman le aao. Aur is ghar me mujse behes koi nhi karta.
Sid : Aur jo behes karta hai usko Maa se lecture sunna padta hai. Jo bahot dangerous hota hai.
Maa: Tuje to meri har baat lecture lagti hai. Ab jaa usse le jaa aur uska saaman le aa.
Sid: Ok Maa.
Maa went to the kitchen
Sid: Chal chalte hai.
Sana: Room se meri bag le aati hu.
She got up to go and stopped suddenly. Took Sid's hand.
Sana: Chal mere sath.
Sid got up puzzled and Sana led her to the guestroom. She made him sit on the bed and closed the door.
Sid: Tu kya karne wali hai. Muje dar lag raha hai.
Sana: Shut up.
She came to the bed and kneeled down on the floor in front of him. She took his hand and kissed his palm. Sid was looking at this with confusion in his eyes.
Sana: Us din raat me maine bahot galat baat kahi. Safai nhi dena chahti par pata nhi frustration me mere muh se nikal gaya. Galat nikal gaya. I'm sorry baby.
Sid: Sana...
Sana: Muje apni baat puri karne de please. Beech me mat bol. Mere leye na, yeh sab bahot naya hai Siddharth. Muje samaj he nhi aata ke mai apni feelings ko ya kaho apne desire ko kaise control karu. Mai sach me koshish karti hu. Bahot koshish karti hu par jab bhi tu muje kiss karta hai na mai rok he nhi pati apni aap ko. Aur tu rok leta hai to muje ched machti hai aur issi wajah se mere muh se vo galat baat nikal gayi. Aur rahi baat bharose ki, muje to tujhpe khud se bhi zyada bharosa hai.
     Sid held her by her arms and made her sit on the bed beside him. He stroked her cheek with his finger.
Sid: Ha mai naraaz hua tha tujse, par aise lagta hai ab muje sorry bolna chahiye tuje. Maine yeh is tarah se soccha he nhi. Tere point of view se dekha he nhi cheezo ko. Teri feelings samji he nhi. Yaha hum dono galat the. Us narazgi me hamare weekend ka plan flop ho gaya.
Sana: Accha hua hum nhi gaye. Mere past ke baare me tuje batana chahti the. Par himmat he nhi juta payi. Agar jaate to tuje is shehnaaz kaur Gill ke baare me pata kaise chalta??
Sid pulled her to him and whispered in her ears.
Sid: Par Shehnaaz Kaur Gill maine jo hamare leye kuch vaha special plan kiya tha uska kya??
Sana hid her face in her hand and Sid hugged her tightly.
Sid: Chal tera samaan le aate hai. Mai to bahot khush hu ke tu ab mere sath rehegi. Baby tu ek kaam kar tu mere room me shift ho jaa.
Sana: Accha?? Aur vo kyu?? Muje to yeh room bahot pasand hai. Mai nhi jaati kisike room me.
Sid: Accha to mai shift ho jaata hu yaha.
Sana got up from the bed and pulled his arm
Sana: Chup kar. Chal jaate hai na baby muje kapde chahiye. Shower lena hai.
Sid: Pehli muje kiss kar, fir le jaaunga.
She bend and gave him a kiss. She licked his lips and bit his lower lip. He pulled her on his lap and crushed his lips to hers. He drove his tongue inside her mouth, setting off a shattering moan that was music to his ears. She would like to be in his arms all her life. The thought brought her to reality. How long was this going to last?? They never spoke of future. He had not promised her anything. How was she going to survive when and if he discard her from his life. She removed her mouth from his. He looked at her in surprise. Something has changed suddenly.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: kuch nhi. Chal na baby chalte hai.
Sana gathered herself together. She too dont want to think about the future now and thought of living in the present. She got up from his lap and pulled him up. He got up with a smile. He just loved this happy Sana.
Sid: Chal.
Sid entered Sana's gate. Took her hand and kissed it
Sid: Jaldi aa
Sana: Tu chal ander.
Sid: Sach me??
Sana: Koi nhi hai vaise bhi. Chal.
They both got down and Sana led them to the flat she stays. Sid enters behind her to a spacious and airy flat with lots of sunlight. He stood in the doorway not knowing what to do. Sana saw him confused, held his hand and took him to her room. Her room consisted of a bed, a cupboard, a beanbag, a couch. She had many dangling show pieces of stars hung over her bed. He looked at it with  surprise. Sana face turned pink.
Sana: Muje na stars bahot pasand hai.
Sid took her in his arms and kissed her forehead. She was such a simple girl with so less necessities. Or may be she has adjusted because she has less. He wanted to give her the world, but knew, she will not take anything from him.
Sana: Baby mai shower le ke aati hu.
Sid: Hmmm.
He was lost in thoughts. Sana disappeared in the tiny bathroom attached to the room. He didn't want Sana to stay here. This room was too small. This bed was too small. It had no AC. How can he be sleeping so comfortably when his love lives like this?? Love?? Does he love her?? He is scared. He is scared of commitment. He needs time. It's all so messed up. He did not see Sana come out of the bathroom. She was wearing a t- shirt and shorts. He looked up and his heart skipped a beat. She looked hot as hell, with water dripping from her wet hair. She raised the towel to her head to dry her hair showcasing her hip and stomach. His mouth dropped open. She looked damn sexy. Sid pulled her to him, their bodies collided and a current ran through them. Sid lowered his head and took her lips into a passionate kiss. Her sweet moan made him shiver. He moved his lips to her ear and nibbled on her earlobe. Sana inserted her hand in his t- shirt and started moving her fingers in circles on his back. Sid got so excited he wanted to make love to her now. Right here. He brought his hand to the rim of her t- shirt, removed it and threw it on the bean bag near by, exposing her full lustrous breasts and creamy white skin. He felt as if his heart has stopped and he stepped back. He had never thought she would be so sexy under her simple clothes with beautiful curves on all the right places. He trembled as he reached forward to touch her. Stroking her cheeks, he moved down her neck, to the valley between her breast and then her flat belly. She was so soft. Sana hid her face in her hand feeling conscious under his gaze. Sid removed her hand.
Sid: Nahi baby, aaj muje tuje pura dekhne de. Mujse kuch na chupa. You are sexy as hell, my darling.
He brushed her hair from her face and kissed her cheeks, he bit her neck  which left a mark. And then he moved again to her mouth and teased her tongue with his. He cupped her hand over her full breast and felt her nipples harden under his fingers. He was not able to control himself now and was shivering with need. Lowering his head he suckling her through her bra. Sana held his hair in her hand and pulled it with excitement which Sid was generating in her. She was trembling with need, she never knew. She gave a small cry and arched her body against his mouth. He bit her and she called out his name in a hushed cry. Sid removed his mouth and led her towards the bed when his mobile started buzzing. He wanted to igmore it but then removed it from his pocket and saw Maa's name flashing on the screen. He looked at Sana and picked the call. He was not able to form any words. Maa spoke from the other end. He said ok and disconnected the call. Sana picked her t- shirt from the bean bag and wore it. The trance was broken. He looked at her apologetically and she smiled. She came and sat on the bed where he was sitting and stroked his cheek.
Sana: Kya hua??
Sid: Kuch nhi Maa abhi Bangalore jaa rahi hai, di aur jiju ke sath. Di ke mother in law kuch serious hai.
Sana: Ohh
Sid: ( Taking her hand in his) Sorry baby.
Sana: Chup pagal. Sorry kya. Chal mai samaan pack karu.
Sid: (Pulling her on his lap) I promise I will make up to you.
Sana: I know baby.
Sana got up from his lap and opened her cupboard to pack her things.
Sid: Yeh room bahot chota hai.
Sana: Kya chota. Kaafi hai mere leye.
Sid: Yaha to AC bhi nhi hai. Garmi nhi hoti??
Sana: Chal jaata hai Siddharth. Ab aadat ho gayi hai. Complain karna muje accha nhi lagta. Jo hai usme mai khush hu.
Sid: Par mai khush nhi hu. Baby mera ek aur flat hai. Zyada bada nhi hai. Par....
Sana: Siddharth please. Tuje pata hai mai aise koi favour nhi lungi.
Sid: Yaha favour ki kya baat hai. Mera flat khaali pada hai tu vaha rehegi. Kya galat hai.
Sana: Sid kya tu nhi chahta ke mai aau?? Nahi rehne de mai nhi aati tere sath. Tu jaa.
Sid: Accha accha sorry sorry meri Maa. Nahi force karta. Ab chal. Nautanki.
Sid made a face and Sana laughed. She went to him, kissed him hard and disappeared in the bathroom to pack her toiletries. She is such an amazing girl. Beautiful and sexy has hell. The need to have her was so strong he felt himself hard. He want her and he will have her. Soon. Very soon.