Unspoken Desire (Completed)

Sid Gives Sana A Choice.

Sana felt like turning and running out of the room, out of this house as fast as she could. But she knew she cannot. She will have to face this. Face him. He looked up from the report, came forward and clutch his fingers to her neck.
Sid: How dare you?? How dare you?? I will kill you....
Sana felt suffocted and tried to remove his hand from her neck. She started coughing and Sid realised what he was doing. He dropped his hand and turned not wanting to see her face. He was hating that face at that moment. He came and sat on the sofa not knowing what to do. He got up and started pacing the floor. He brought his fingers to his hair and tried pulling it. He might go crazy. How can she do such a thing. How dare she does such a thing. He felt like someone has stabbed him right in his heart. He came back and sat on the sofa. Drank water from the glass kept on the table. He needs to calm himself. He needs to think.
Sana saw Sid pacing the floor. Her heart was beating faster and she was shivering. She felt the need to sit down. Her legs were trembling. But was too scared to move. She has never seen him so angry before. She had never thought he will ever come searching for her. This was not part of her plan. So has decided to live a peaceful life here with her baby. Seeing him here today has made her realise that her plan was going haywire. She has to stand strong. She will not bend in front of him. She decided. But he looked so much in pain. Tears started forming at the back of her eyes. But she suppressed it. She saw him get up and come closer to her. She tried to move back but knew there was not an inch she can move. She looked at his face and saw his eyes had turned blood red. Not having courage to look at him, she turned her face to her right. He took her arm and held it tightly.
Sid: Teri himmat kaisi hue??Tuje yeh haq kisne diya?? Tu mujse mera baby chupa rahi the?? Sana agar yeh baccha na hota na to mai tera khun kar deta.
Sana: Siddharth chod mera hath muje dard ho raha hai??
Sid: Dard ho raha hai?? Accha?? Tuje dard ho raha hai. Oh God how can she??
He was shouting holding her shoulder and shaking her. He then removed his hand as if it stung him. He felt he has lost all sense. Moni came back to the room as she heard Sid shouting. She looked at Sana
Moni: Sana tu thek hai??
Sid turned away from both and Sana nodded. Moni left quietly.
Sid: Apne bags back kar. Tu mere sath chal rahi hai.
Sana: Chal rahi hai?? Mai kahi nhi jaa rahi hu tere sath Siddharth.
Sid came closer to her.
Sid: Mere sath tu kya, tere farishte bhi chalenge.
Sana: Nahi mai nhi chaalungi. Tere mere beech ab sab kuch khatam ho gaya hai. Ab tu jaa. Muje mere haal pe chod de.
Sid: Tere haal ki to muje padi bhi nhi hai. Yeh mere baby hai. Aur badkismati se tu uski Maa hai. To tu to mere sath chalegi hi.
Sana: Yeh mera baby hai. Sirf mera.
Sid: To kya yeh mera nhi hai?? Bol kisi aur ka hai??
Sana: Teri aise bolne ke himmat kaise hue?? Tu samjta kya hai muje??
Sid: Dekh tuje samjne me na muje koi intrest nhi hai. Jo bhi samjna tha vo samaj gaya hu. Mai kal morning aa raha hu tuje lene apne saamaan ke sath ready rehne.
Sana: Maine bola na muje kahi bhi nhi jaana tere sath??
Sid: Thek hai. Fir mai court ke through is bacche ko tujse le lunga.
Sana felt a wave of shock shake her whole body.
Sana: Tu aise nhi kar sakta??
Sid: Accha?? Tu galat hai meri jaan. Mai kya kar sakta hu tu jaanti bhi nhi hai. Mai court me yeh prove kar dunga ke tu iss bacche ke Maa banne ke kaabil he nhi hai. Tu financial secure nhi hai aur filhaal na tere paas job hai aur na rehne ke leye ghar.
Sana: Mai baby hone ke baad job dhundne wali hu.
Sid laughed out loud.
Sid: Fir court ko yeh bhi batana ke tu jab job kar rahi hogi to itne chote bacche ko sambhalega kon.
Sana: Vo tuje fikar karne ke zarurat nhi mai dekh lungi.
Sid: Tu dekh legi?? Fir koi problem aayi to yaha se bhag kar kahi aur jaayegi right. Baby ko lekar bhaagegi ya akeli he.
Sana: Tu apni sooch....
Sid: Mai court me yeh prove karunga ke tu kahi bhi teek kar nhi rehti. Problems aane par bhag jaati hai. Fir court bacche ko aisi Maa ke paas kaise rehne degi.
Sana was scared now. She knew Sid was serious. He would take away her baby from her.
Sid: Kal dus baje aa raha hu. Tu mere sath tere ghar chalegi. Vaha hum shaadi karenge aur fir tu mere sath Mumbai chalegi.
Sana: Mai tere se kabhi shaadi nhi karungi.
Sid: Thek hai. Fir yeh baccha hone tak tu mere sath mere ghar me rehegi aur fir usse muje dekar tu chali jaa. Muje terese shaadi karne me koi intrest nhi hai. Choice teri hai. Raat bhar soochna. Fir decide karna. Meri sath Mumbai jaana hai ya fir tere ghar jaha mai tere ghar vaalo se baat karu
Sana: Siddharth please aise mat kar mere sath.
Sid: Tune mere sath jo kiya hai na, vo bhi tuje nhi karna chahiye tha. Muje kabhi bhi nhi laga tha ke tu mere sath yeh itna bada dhoka karegi. Ladkiyo ne mere sath bahot kuch kiya hai, par tune jo kiya hai na Sana aaj muje tujse sabse zyaada nafrat ho gayi hai. Chalo bahot hue emotional baate. Kal tak decide kar lena tuje kya karna hai.
Sana: Mai mera baccha kisiko nhi dungi.
Sid: Dena to tuje badega he. Aur mai leke rahunga.
Sana: Siddharth please.
Sid: Muje tuje dekh kar itni ched ho rahi hai na Sana... kabhi soocha nhi tha ke mai tere leye aise kuch feel karunga. Chal ab mai chalta hai. Aur ha firse bhagne ke himmat bhi mat karna. Agar mai tuje yaha pe dund sakta hu to kahi se bhi dund ke nikaal sakta hu. Aur fir to mai tuje is bacche se aise dur karunga ke tu dekhne ko taras jaayegi.
Sid started to leave. Sana stopped him.
Sana: Thek hai mai ready hu, tujse shaadi karne ke leye.