Fantasia

XIX.

LEAVE

Clarisse POV:

"You've got the wrong idea, I didn't mean to--"

"You really got the nerve coming inside my room and touch things here that you really shouldn't have. Oh, no.. you got the guts from the moment you stood infront of my door."    halos pabulong na sabi ni Cody, ngunit parang nilalamon ng paunti unti yung kaluluwa mo sa bawat salitang binibitawan niya. 

"No.. t-that's not it! I.. I just wanted to..."     come on, words! Come out! 

"Don't struggle too much. There's no point of hearin' your stupid excuses from your filthy mouth. But I have to thank you, you know? Ya gave me an opportunity to kill you this early! Haha, 'cause I originally  plan to slaughter you later when we're on a journey.. that leaves the two of us, so I can kill you in a very terrible way I know without an interruption."  

What the hell, what the hell, what the hell, what the hell!!

Did I heard it right?! He planned to kill me in our journey! 

Why?!

WHHYYYY?!!!

"Why..."   mahina kong sabi. Hindi ko siya tinitignan at wala akong planong tignan siya. Ni hindi nga ako halos makagalaw sa kinatatayuan ko, pati ang paghinga.. napaka hirap din. 

"Why, you ask? What? Are you curious why I have this strong desire to kill you? Why I hate you so much? And how I wanted you to disappear from my sight? That's a good question. But..."   sabi niya ng naramdaman ko ang paglapit niya sa tenga ko. 

".. I'm. Not. Telling. You.."     

What the actual f*ck?!!

Ano bang ginawa ko sakanya para kamuhian niya akong ganito? May nagawa ba akong mali sakanya na hindi ko namamalayan?

No! Dahil sa una pa lang, pag mulat ko pa lang ng mata ko ng napadpad ako dito, hindi niya na talaga ako gusto. 

Pero bakit?!! Ha?! Dahil ba isa akong tao? Ikaw lang ganyan sakin, e! UUUWAAAHHH

There's no time to think! Nasa bingit kana ng kamatayan, Clarisse!

"Cody.. please, I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to. It's my fault, surely.. it is. But please don't be like that.. I wanna live more.."   pag mamakaawa ko.