Oasis (In A Relationship With EXO Chen ✅)

18

"I'm back."

I stopped pacing back and forth in the living room and went to the door hurriedly. "Eun Sang, how did-" his words stuck in his throat as I wrapped my arms around him tightly.

Scared.

I was scared of loosing him. Taking a deep breath, I nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck and sighed in relief when he hugged me back.

"What happened baby?" his voice was soft and I hummed before stepping back from him. "Is something wrong?" he asked and placed a hand on my cheek.

"I just missed you." I smiled and held his hand as I pulled him towards the living room. We sat on the couch and I placed my head on his shoulder, and he stroked my hair softly.

"Did something happen with mom? Did she say something?" he asked and I shook my head lightly. Honestly I couldn't even wrap my head around the things that had happened today and I just wanted to stay in his arms for now.

"She's a nice person." I mumbled. "Jongdae." I looked up at him and pecked his cheek, "Thank you for letting me meet your mother. I kind of miss my parents and it was good to see-"

"Do you want to contact your parents?" he asked out of nowhere and I stiffened. "It's okay if you don't. It's okay." he patted my back gently and I nodded.

"I always thought that parents were the only ones that could accept us with our flaws." I bit my lip. "You know the words 'unconditional love', but now looking back at my past, my parents never took me as their own."

"I'm so sorry." he hugged me again and I blinked back my ears.

"Just because I'm a girl, not a boy. I tried so hard to meet their expectations but I was never enough." I burst into tears and leaned back to stare at him. "They never loved me."

"You're enough." he cupped my cheeks. "You're more than enough Eun Sang." his thumb wiped my tears and I gulped.

"When I found out that I was pregnant." I closed my eyes tightly because it has been a long time since I have talked about my past. "I promised myself that I was going to love my child with everything in me."

"I know." he whispered.

"I wanted that child and even though I hadn't seen my baby, I was totally attached to the idea of having a part of me in my arms. I loved that baby so much but they took it away from me. He took it away from me." I sobbed uncontrollably and my heart was hurting with the memories of past.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't there for." Jongdae said but didn't ask me to stop crying, maybe he knew I needed it.

"I can't understand why my parents couldn't love me Jongdae. I loved my unborn baby but they could not love me for who I was. Why? Was I that unlovable?" I hiccuped and seeing that pain in his eyes made me cry more.

"You're the most beautiful woman I ever met in my life Eun Sang."

"I'm good." I nodded. "I know I'm worth it but it still pains me to realize that my parents left me with that monster." I lowered my eyes and placed my head on his shoulder. "I hate them Jongdae. I hate my parents."

"You don't." he whispered. "You just hope you could. You miss them Eun Sang and it's okay." he patted my back and I sobbed silently.

He was right. I missed my parents and the idea of defying Jongdae's mother's opinion of me, it was messing my mind. I couldn't bring myself to tell him that his mother did not approve of us.

I couldn't find it in myself to create a trouble between son and mother duo.

I didn't know what to do with myself. After I calmed down, I sent Jongdae away because he had a schedule and then went to have a good coffee nearby Cafe. I ordered a bubble tea and remembered about my old friend who was in the China.